to all concerned, the title of this entry may be a little misleading, it is requested specially by salt, therefore, make ur own conclusions. she would also like to add tt the title should be this because she loves xiancheng, and leggy, but hong dou has failed us tonite. -____-

pardon the swearing, cos theres gonna be some in the paras tt follow. so if ure er sensitive to such things please close the window now. or better still, go sign my gb. tt was my health warning/parental guidance warning outta the way, now read on if ure game.

DAMN IM PISSED. hong dou cancelled for the 2nd wk. and i missed the ep b4 tt when i was in thailand, so total now i haf been waiting like 3 wks?! LIKE WTH!!! IS THIS FAIR?! HUH?! U TELL ME!

another anita mui movie. i mean, fine, she died, yes, very sad, so ok, take 1 wk of our hong dou, and use it as a memorial. fine. ok. we understand, it's 1 wk, we can live. BUT 2 WKS! this is unfair. i mean, so many people die of cancer every year, unsung, unheard, unnoticed. great ppl in their own right, but only anita mui will be honoured. why? i dont noe. i mean, damn, they wont even mourned ME like tt when im dead. wot makes us so different huh? every life is valuable, every dead person has a family who misses them equally.

nothing more than a flash in the pan, but still it is gold.

she has frens who are sad, family who are sad, fans who are sad. how abt the other ppl who die? dont they haf ppl the love n who love them back? huh? like me, u, maybe we haf not made movies, nor sung any hit songs, but we haf touched others' lives too, doesnt tt make us great? doesnt tt merit at least a documentary on our lives?

why does a star's death make the world sit up, feature her on the daily news, and put her old achievements on a pedestal? how abt the little children in africa or other 3rd world countries, who die because their water was dirty? or who died fm hunger? little babies, crying at nite cos their stomachs are empty. they die, cos they had no $ to seek treatment. they die, but yet no one cares. she is ONE person, and they are THOUSANDS. indeed, we mourn the stars, but suffer the little children.

its not fair. im sorry if i sound insensitive, selfish, mean, or wtv. im sorry if im overreacting, and blowing up a matter tts trivial. its juz tt im totally pissed off rite now. but try to understand my frustration. its a small issue to u, but it represents almost a MTH of waiting for me. this is my ONLY wkend happiness mind u, i hate wkends now cos of all the shitty tuition im taking on. and i totally detracted fm the pt too. damn. damn damn damn.

aniwae, this is my new layout, ill prolly stick wif it for a while. like it or hate it, post ur comments or eml me. and btw tts my shuai xiancheng at the back. ;) MWAH salto! u see him doncha! now DROOL. n my shuai charlie. yaye. boxers rock! :D

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