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Never
Why(on this world)?
I'm Inside You
Why(thats what you want to know)
Inside (new)
No More Goodbyes

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Some of these are songs that I wrote, pretty damn corny now that I look back at them!

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Never
"Never" Never have I been good looking... Never have I been loved... Never have I seen the light... Never have I been held.. Never have I been on the all star team... Never have I been the prom king... Never have I been with the cheerleader... Never have I been the captain of a team... Never have I been good enough for anyone or anything... Never have I wrote a good story... Never have I made a movie... Never have I been cried over... Never will anyone feal my pain.... Never will anyone be there for me... Never have I been rich... Never have I been in the popular group... Never have I been in a band... Never have I been better than anyone... Never have I been respected... Well I will never need anything, pain is only what you make it, my heart can be broken, my soul can be crushed, but I will never stop trying.
09/14/2000

Why(on this world)?
Why on this world does all the pain have to be, why do we have war instead of peace? Why do people have to live on the streets, starving? Why does the government rule the people and why do they hide the truth from you and me...Why do movies seem so real? Why do you imagine to be someone your not? Why do we have to be this way...Depression, Happiness, Sorry, Pitty, Darkness, but who the fuck gives a damn, no one...Why not on another world, another dimension, something. Its just not fair, but its life. Its not fair that people die everyday for no reason. Its not fair that someone got a disease from that person who you thought you loved. On this world your heart is broken constantly, Only on this world could produce so much hate, Only on this world can you give so much love, Only on this world is Why I wonder it could never be what it could have.
1997©

I'm Inside You
I'm inside you, don't you feel the pain. I'm around when your asleep, creeping along were you can't see. In your body in your soul, I see what you see, I hear what you hear. Your is skin is burning, your hands are bleeding. You can hear me, you think your going crazy. Lock you up, going looney, make it stop, make it freeze...I'm taking you to the warm heavens above or I mite take you down to the hell below. Are you ready, because I am inside of you!
1997©

Why(its what you want to know)
Published in Several Antholgies
Why?
Why are we here on this lonesome planet?
All we do is fight and dream of peace!
Were the bad guys are heroes and the good guys are forgotten
Why so many races, so many sizes, and so many lies?
Why get married when you will get divorced?
Why?
You can run from your problems, but they won't run from you!
Why are we the only beings in the universe?
Our civilzation will make what people want, but why?
People watch soap operas everyday, for one reason...
It would be unreal if they were in that perdicament, but in reality they are!
So why are we here? Just for that, to find out why!
1998©

Inside (07/19/01)
on the verge of suicide
will i live, or will i die
i guess we'll know later tonight
will i fight?
or give in, i just might
who will hear me cry?
before i die.
i just cant decide
my pain can no longer hide
your sorrow is a lie
its something you cant deny
can you hear me?
guess not, im trapped inside
my mouth is completly dry
its hard to breathe, its very tight
what should i do
will i live, or will i die
for all i know
you could be dead too
i cant lift my head up
well a little but not that high
i cant remember seeing the sky
looking up I just see inside
i cant go much longer
im getting weak, not getting stronger
wait what was that
its getting bright
looks like i am on a one way flight
so i didnt commit suicide
ether way im about to die
stuck inside

"No More Goodbyes"

Its that time again to say goodbye... To those we love when they die... Wish you could stay just for one more day... But its all the same at the end of the game... All the years in your life gone... So many people you tried to con... You can't say goodbye, but I just might... I hope your happy for this sad site... Where do you go when you say goodbye... You left us all with so many lies... How could you do this to me... Was there something I didn't see?... Your not coming home, your in a box alone... I look down on you as the close the casket... Realizing their will be no more goodbyes...