Mar. 15, 2002 5:40 p.m.
Hey how are you? I am doing good other than I was tired all day. OK, maybe I wasn't doing good all day. First of all, I was thinking about what F'er was saying yesterday. He was trash talking S.O.S., but when Donnie told him that he was thinking of kicking out Jason, before Donnie could finish F'er said Hey I can play really well, I will try out. Then after that he started talking trash about me, asking why they want me as their manager, cause I don't do anything. And he talked more shit. After that I confronted him about it, and he said that he did do it. Then he started talking to me like nothing was wrong. I was kind of mad about that, but then at lunch I told him that I am going to have to drop his band and I can't be the bassist, because I was going to be too busy with S.O.S.. He got all piss with me, and tried to claim that he was going to kick me out anyways. I talked to him for about a sec. later and he said why don't you go sit with your BITCH, talking about Jamie. Then he tried to justify it by say that Jamis is my bitch, my girl, my lady. I swear to God right at that moment I was about to snap and fucking punch him in his face. I mean even though we aren't going out, I still would have hit him cause he is talking about one of my friends that are closest to my heart.
Today, I was fucking tired right after 1st hour, and I couldn't get Jamie and what F'er said out of my head. I found out about something today, that is pissing me off. I can't explain this one to you. OK, after that is was pretty smooth sailing till lunch. Crystal wanted to wear my watch and I wouldn't let her. So, she started playing with it. She was turn the timer dial and FUCKING BROKE IT FOR CHRIST SAKES! I was made as hell. I wanted to just reach over grab her by the neck and choke her to death. God damn she fucks everything up, all I wanted to do is have a nice lunch and try to talk to Jamie. But she broke my watch making me mad, and fucking everything up. Oh, and here is what pissed me off the most, after the bell rang I went to my locker and Crystal followed. She asked me if she could barrow it, The FUCKING NERVE she has! I sad no nicely and she goes rair, somebody's in a pissy mood. Is she fucking stupid?! So, I was in a bad mood for the rest of the day. To make things better I was talking to Stef in 7th hour and Randi with a bitch attitude asked if we would mind talking quietly. And I said yeah I do mind cause I am trying to talk to my friend here and you are bothering me. She got all pissy with me and shit. But who cares the Bitch doesn't like me anyways?
Only God knows why.
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