Mar. 13, 2002 9:40 p.m.
Well, went to Saydel's state match for basketball. I went with Brandon, Stef, and Jamie. Jamie was the best part of the whole game, she was quite and sweet. I was uncomfortable till about the second period. I started talking to her with ease. Then, I leaned up next to her that just to see if she would move away. I thought about after a second or two she would try lean away. We sat there for a good minute talking and laughing (sort of laughing).
I like Jamie alot, but damn I am hating this, 'cause I don't want to ruin our frinedship. But I couldn't get her out of my head all day, she was there in my head during S. O. S.'s practice and right now. I want to ask her out just to see what it would be like to go out with her. I mean maybe it would actually turn into something that would be long lasting. Maybe if she was ready for a relationship I would. Oh well, I am just thinking out loud, for say.
What is war? Why do we need it? Why do you need me to live? And why do you think I am not good enough for you.
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