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May 6, 2003
Tell me to be myself
And then you push me down
And you still don't understand
Why I wear this permanent frown
I just want to be alone
Or for someone to understand
I want many things, in
This forbidden land
But I think I'll never get what I want
Perhaps I'll die from heartbreak
I'm just a rat to society
And you're the fucking snake
Try to keep my chin up
Try to take it day by day
Block out all the hurtful things
You always seem to say
Nothing is fair, nothing is right
That's all it'll ever be
Nothing is beautiful, nothing is light
Nothing... is me
26 June, 2003
A butterfly's wings
but momentary things
they live for a time
brief and without pain
i bleed the ashes of burned cities
i weep the sins of the dead
and shades of gray come crashing in
like a storming sea
little girls grow up
and little boys will leave
time will never end
only the things you cannot see
a flash in the pan
and soon you'll be gone
will you be remembered
in this tuneless song?
a hope of your parents
taken to the grave
memories and secrets
that we couldn't save
aid the wounded while you can
find yourself a loving man
take your time in dying
for you, for us, for me
the haunting of a blessing
life and death are the same
you can indeed see in teh dark
if you cared enough to see
sweet dreams and travel away
save me hero, save the day
the end is near, but that's okay
if there is a will, there is a way.
12th of July, 2003
labor and sweat
i hope for a quick death
the scissors, pins, needles and knifes
resemble all those broken lives
bring me a shovel
pick out a coffin,
i'm tired and i want to sleep
i work and i sweat
i bleed and i cough
please help me, i'm six feet deep
family and friends fly away
im here alone on this earth
all my frustration, all of my hate
is about ready to burst
scissors and knifes, why can't you see?
why don't you stop laughing at me?
28 of August, 2003
I need to slice open my, skin
To show you whats with in
Maybe to get what I need
I'll have to bleed
I'll bleed
If I take the chance
Tear down my defensive stance
but if I bleed for you
Will you heal my wound?
Will you heal me?
I was broken
I was bleeding
dead inside, I am now needing
Someone who will stay
Turn my night into day
All it takes to bandage me
Is to really try to see
How lonely someone can be
Won't you just love me?
I was broken
I was bleeding
I am still needing
this cold you cannot see
You walk away from me
and I bleed.
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