
I wrote this when i was feeling low and wanted to end it all
trying to understand whats been said
i don't know where to look
i don't know what to do
the voices all say the same thing
i'm still in love with you
i often wonder if i'm doing more harm then good
i just don't know anymore
everyone will be better off without me
no more hurt or pain i could cause
everday it gets worst i can't deal with all these memorys and dreams
there tearing me up inside pieace by pieace untill there nothing left of me
why can't i just be happy
am i being puniished i want it all gone
i found the start where finish
anymore of this shit and i'm gonna end it
i feel myself driffting away day by day
i got noth left to belive in anymore
everytime i think i have found it
it's ripped away from
never to be seen again
i cant' live like this anymore
open the coffin door and throw me in
and forget i had ever been
i'm sorry to everyone i've ever hurt
deep down i don't mean to it just a way of protecting myself