I wrote this to help me conrol my feeling

all this love to give

and no one to share it with

i thought i had it twice before

but i was wrong the only

part i got left of that love

is what i put in this song

theres nothing wrong with that

shareing feelings with someone

nothing else matters the world around you

do exsist theres nothing you can do to reasist

you're taken over controlled by unstopable force

i don't think i will ever be the same

i've lost everything i've ever known

i don't know what to do

no where to been seen

i have nothing about me i like

that why i sing these words over the mic

you may look at me and think theses are just words

but there so much more then that to me

this is the way i feel everyday

having no self control

somedays feeling high

the others feeling low

can't control my anger

losing it for no reason

not understanding why i'm doing it

sometimes happy the rest i'm sad

fuck me am i going mad

what the hell is happening in my head

fuck it i'd be better off dead