What fun!!
Mood:  cheeky
Today was a pretty good day, all things considered. Not to mention having the chance to glimpse (and squeeze) an oh so smokin tush. Tighter black concert pants? OW OW!!!! Tehehe! I'm sorry, Maddie. I'll stop.
So overall the day went well and having a certain visual just added to the goodness. lol
Well, gotta go!
I love you sooooo much Maddie. Mein Herz brennt fur dich und meine Seele lebt fur dich! I love you my valiant winged rider!!!
-angel

lalala
Mood:  bright
Topic: hmmm... guess!
I need a hobby, though that idea has nothing to do with what I have been thinking. I suppose that's jsut my random thought of the day. I was waiting, but I don't think I feel like waiting anymore. Unless you come online in the next couple minutes, Maddie, I am afraid I must go. I love you soooooo much my lil muffin-boy!! :) *sigh of... could it be obsession?* LOVE YOU!!!!
-ur lil pengi
*smooch* (so snuggly right now!)

no comment...
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Raven's Land by Voltaire
i am having troubles. and have no fear, it's not because of you, maddie. i just...ache. yes i know boohoo, suck it up. which i should. but its weird. i can softly tickle my arm and it causes an odd achy sensation. (it hurts to wear a bra... lol) strange stuff i tell ya. well anyway.... i am FINALLY updating since the beginning of the year!!! lol it's been quite a while, i will admit. not really anything new to report because since we talk just about every day you know almost all of what goes on with me. yes, i know, almost. lol

maddie? can i snuggle with you on monday? i miss you terribly and being in your arms is sweet bliss. not to mention that your kisses are soft sugary sweetness. every time i look into your eyes i fall in love all over again. i can't wait to see you again. my love for you is perpetual bliss like a never ending ring of fiery passion and love.
i love you my lil muffin-boy
ur lil pengi

School starts in... uh... 3 days?!?!?! Wow, that snuck up on me like a snail on grass!!
Mood:  caffeinated
To tell you the truth, I'm not really all that caffeinated, I'm just sorta hyper and not being very skilled with the keyboard right now so this may take a while to type. I had an awesome time up at Bear Lake. But nothing beats being with the one you love! Having the chance to see you again before school starts and before I left was a very good thing. It really doesnt help to mope around while other people are trying to have a little fun. Whether you like or not I am going to call you tonight my love. (wow that sounded kind of commanding now didnt it?) (<--command not intended) Guess what?!?!?! I learned how to ride a dirt bike!!! Well a mini nike but I got to ride an actual dirt bike that same day. I am very happy about that. Although I have to say I am not as skilled in those ways to the point of not being able to tip over, so needless to say I can still flip the 50 over but not the 80!!! I feel so huge on Katie's 50 it's insane!! Well anyway, I just thought I would atleast put something on my blog because I feel like I have been neglecting it, and you. I want you to know that no matter what I will always love you and I am sooooooo happy that I get to see you in three days!!! I can't wait. I don't know about you, but I'm kinda nervous. Well, more so jitters then anything. (like right now my leg is twitching just cuz I have lots of energy and nowhere to put it except for into the keyboard. Well I have to go now. I will talk to you later my love!!
Forever and for always, I love you (my lil muffin boy)!!
ur lil pengi

This picture is cute

Maddie? Be my penguin?

WOW
Mood:  on fire
Topic: holy brightness batman!
Yesterday was such a good day! I got some awesome things from the one I love and a Polaroid of him. :D Tehehe! It's always nice to be able to have a visual during times of sadness and longing. Thank you Maddie for a great time and for being there. You mean sooo much to me. I can't even describe the size of my love and appreciation for you. All I can say is, wow. You turn my world upside down with every "I love you" and shake it up with every touch and kiss. I know that I can't live without you and I hope things never have to be that way. I want to make you happy every minute of every day and every night. Forever and for always, I love you!

Cool
Mood:  chillin'
Topic: what topic?
It feels really good to be home. As much as I look at the wheelers and long to be in the mud, I am soooo happy to be home. Ducky's happy to be home too. He didnt really like being by the fire, I don't think Ducky likes the smoke very much. He probably doesn't like it here at my house because both of my parents smoke. lol Sorry Ducky.
It is such an amazing feeling being able to hear your voice again, Maddie. I can't even begin to describe the joy I feel. I love you soooooo much! Still hoping for Friday.....
Love ya tons!!! *smooch!* tehehe

interesting night
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: with ducky
Topic: tings.... (yes tings)
I had an okay night last night. When I was talking to you online, I was crying and then I cried afterward too. The rest of my night was kinda odd but still fun all the same. First I was acting really crazy like I was on drugs or something. My cousin and I were having some fun hurting each other. She caught me right above the eye. She kept tackling me so I was shoving her around with my feet. lol Well then we decided to sit down and watch A Cinderella Story after everyone was done doing their online thing. Wow was that hard. I felt like such a girl!!! I cried atleast if not more than 3 times. I never realized how much I missed you until I sat there crying and thinking about it. It didnt help that after the movie, we talked about guys and stuff. My cousin has this guy that she likes and he likes her. They are gonna go to Valleyfair and stuff. We were all talking about our guys except for Jess, she was just wishing that she had a boyfriend. We really need to get her a guy, really. She deserves someone to swoon over. lol Well all in all my night was pretty eventful and emotion-filled. I suppose you could say it was a very girly night. lol I'm surprised we didnt have a pillow fight or something. That would have been fun. Anyways, I love you soooo much!! Forever and for always!

All My Life by K-Ci and Jojo
Mood:  crushed out
I will never find another lover sweeter than you,
Sweeter than you
I will never find another lover more precious than you,
More precious than you
Girl you are Close to me you’re like my mother,
Close to me you’re like my father,
Close to me you’re like my sister,
Close to me you’re like my brother
You are the only one my everything and for you this song I
Sing

All my life I pray for someone like you
I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I pray for someone like you
I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me too

Said I promised to never fall in love with a stranger,
You’re all I’m thinking of I praise the Lord above,
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug,

I REALLY LOVE YOU!!!

All my life, I pray for someone like you,
I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I pray for someone like you
I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me

You’re all that I’ve ever known, your smile on your face,
All I see is a glow,
You turned my life around,
You picked me up when I was down,
You’re all that I’ve ever known, when you smile
Your face glows,
You picked me up when I was down
You’re all that I’ve ever known, when you smile
Your face glows,
You picked me up when I was down & I hope
That you feel the same way too,
Yes I pray that you do love me too

All my life, I pray for someone like you,
I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I pray for someone like you
I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me too
All my life I pray for someone like you

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i dont know if the picture thing worked, hell i may have sent it twice. owell