The FiEnEsLiIdNeG

The sky is dark and clouded,
The air, warm and comforting,
The ground, cold and unforgiving…
I lay on the ground, and stare into the sky….thinking

What has happened?
Why am I like this?
There is something within, That I struggle to contain…

A silent struggle,
A battle over Body,
A war for the Mind,
I grow weary.

Years of this conflict,
Rage within the infinity of my mind
I’m tired of fighting this demon,
I’m tired of fighting myself….


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Why does it seem,
That every time I'm spoken to
Another lump is added to the world of shit
That I carry on my back?

Smoke another joint of solitude,
Filling my lungs
With its cold chill
Getting high on my lows

My body grows weary
From the troubles
That you put onto me
I just want to rest.

But I take another shot of loneliness
It's sad that I adapted to this
It's sad that I'm
Getting drunk on my sorrows

I keep my problems to myself
And let the shit on my shoulders build up
It piles higher and higher
Till I collapse under the weight again


Defense for a broken heart

The world ahead,
Promising as it may look,
Holds back the truth from us all.
We live to die.

Pain from the past,
Rises like a Phoenix,
From the ashes
That I buried long ago.

Empty words, false smiles.
A defense for a broken heart.

Comfort others is all I can do.
Absorbing their problems, their pain.
Offering wisdom to help them through their dark time.
Is there one who can comfort me?

I channel my pain,
Through the paper, the pen.
I give myself to others,
But I’m returned, broken.

Empty words, false smiles,
A defense for a broken heart.

You know your lost,
When you feel transparent.


Broken Soul

Lost as in a dream
I seek the shadow
Of what swirled away
And begin the search for the one
Who can help me find
The shadow of
My former self

Awaken from the dream
And fallen into the nightmare
Pain from the past
Reborn now to last
Take a knife and carve it in
I want to see my faults
As part of my tattered body
Everyone has a flaw
I wear mine in pain

Snap back to the real world
All is lost
Nothing is gone
Except for the one
Who made me feel.


The Feeling Inside

What does it mean to live a life?
And how am I to deal with this stife?
I've lived through this world all alone,
Feeling so cold, chillled to the bone.
I feel as though I am living a lie,
Believing we all just live to die.
Yet now I am wiser, and this I see past,
Thanks to new friends whom will forever last.
To them, if I have to say goodbye,
I think I'll breakdown and begin to cry.
The furure feels so close, so near,
And that is where i lay my fear.
Afraid of losing what I finally got,
Losing them, and for all I have faught.
But forever i will go, on and on,
Viewing the beauty of this new dawn.
Seeking for a brighter tomorrow,
As I come to peace with my sorrow


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