Last night Kevin and I went to the mall and he bought me alot of candy and an Opeth CD. We had a really good time.... Except I was probably spazzin from a suagr high..... And Opeth is such an amazing band.

Kevin is thinking about getting a tattoo.... A celtic symbol of his Earth name. His dad is so cool to let him get a tattoo. Anyways, Kevin's earth name is Arionne. He is going to meditate and cast circle and discover mine sometime this weekend. I'm pretty excited... It would be really great to go and get tattoos together!
x||lover of fire-- FotzeKatze||x

Kevin and are I officially dating....
He's taught me a lot about Wiccanism and the Renassainse. He's the smartest guy I think I've ever met.... There is just so much to learn from him.... Well I am going to go call him and see when we're going to go see a movie tomorrow....
Blessed Be,
x||FotzeKatze||x

I think I might have a boyfriend..... His name is Kevin and he calls me about every night. We met downtown at Paris on the Platte. It was so romantic how he introduced himself to Kisses and I...
He's a very old soul and someone I feel very connected to.... And he's a Wiccan and is willing to teach us wiccan spells. I think he and I are meant to be cuz the other week I was thinking about how wrong Christianity is... He promised to show us lots of new things.... Including some good local goth bands.
I can't wait to see Kevin again!
|x|FoTzEkAtZe|x|

Living within you.....touching this vagrant flame.......
I'm going to the gothic picnic today with katze (\m/) and I'm totally ready for this. I've been practicing ym whole goth look mostly in front of a mirror and katze, but here there are going to be real gothics that I need to impress. I'm a total antisocial bitch, but I hope I make some dark friends to show off at the smoking pit at school. Maybe they'll give me some cloves.....

I tried t make a little bat but it didn't really work.......


xX~kiss~Xx

my boring summer:: part one
So nothing has been happening really..... Schools out.... things are going to be really boring this summer. It's really hot out too. (Not like I like going out really, MUST NOT TAN!!!) But this year atleast I can drive Kisses and I around. Hmmmmmm..... Going on a photo shoot maybe later this month in a graveyard, other than that nothing cool.....
x||FotzeKatze||x

School totally fukcing sucked today.... I got yelled at by everyone.... Including my "friends"...... "FRIENDS" aren't really your "friends" they're people who wear masks all the time and wait until your hurting to hurt you more I have decided to fucking hate everyone (cept my Kisses!!!!) until further notice.... That counts for my parents to....

They really should redefine "friends" in he dictionary to something better... Like backstabbing trecharous whores.....

This song describes my day perfectly. Its called the Reflect God and is by Mr. Manson himself:
your world is an ashtray
we burn and coil like cigarettes
the more you cry your ashes turn to mud
it's the nature of the leeches, the virgin's
feeling cheated
you've only spent a second of your life
my world is unaffected, there is an exit here
I say it is and then it's true,
there is a dream inside a dream,
I'm wide awake the more I sleep
you'll understand when I'm dead
I went to god just to see, and I was looking at me
saw heaven and hell were lies
when I'm god everybody dies
scar/can you feel my power?
shoot here and the world gets smaller
scar/scar/can you feel my power?
one shot and the world gets smaller
let's jump upon the sharp swords
and cut away our smiles
without the threat of death
there's no reason to live at all
my world is unaffected, there is an exit here
I say it is and then it's true,
there is a dream inside a dream,
I'm wide awake the more I sleep
you'll understand when I'm dead
x||FotzeKatze||x

contemplation
I'm so glad that Fotze Katze and I have this little nook to escape from the world. We prefer to hide our pretty faces here in the shadows. We prefer to hide from people like you. We've been hurt before and i promise you it won't be tolerated. If you don't like what you see here just fuck off.

xoxoxoxoxo Formaldehyde Kisses

First Entry
Have created a blog for our website. Hope this works out ok!!!!!
Love,
FotzeKatze