RANDOM THOUGHTS
--i'm so blessed to have two kuyas who care so deeply for me. i know that they`ll always be there for me. and they should know that i will always be here for them as an ading. like they have always been there for me, i will always be there for them. through thick and thin, i know they will always be there. i have so much to thank them for. they`ve done so much for me in all the time we`ve known each other. i am sooooooo blessed to have my kuya jason (actually he`s my manong jason) and my kuya dean!
--looking back on my life, i`ve noticed that i`ve been through so much. i`ve cried so many tears, and been through so much drama. i`m surprised i even made it this far in my life to even begin to say things like this. there are so many things i wish i could go back and do over. i regret so many things and i just wish things were perfect again. when life was good, and i didn`t even know about the word, "drama". if only...
--i wonder what ever happened to the "old" kelz. the good one. the one who always got straight A's on her report card and always did good in whatever she tried. the racquel that was innocent, cute, and shy. the quiet one. hm...[thinks] she`s changed! i guess she learned how life is. things happen so fast, i remember when i was little. and now i look in the mirror and see my reflection and think back saying, "i never thought that in my whole life i would turn out like this." now i`m just another messed up girl in the world who tries so hard to be who she used to be because that was when things were right in her life. and now a few years back and she regrets making so many mistakes. what happened to me??
-kelz
