Letters To Dustin

6:47 pm April 29th 2004... Dustin, I'm not erasing this page... there are no links to it, so no one will see. Erasing it won't make this easier, but keeping it might remind me that such emotions are possible... or were. Okay now?
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Hey sweety.. i miss you and i know that no matter where we go, we'll be together. I can't even think about being so far away from you, not being able to touch you.. god this will be a huge test for us. I love you eternally. no matter what.



LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER


...notes from me...

.... in this man, i've found a peace. When I lay next to him, the world melts away around our skin, and the only thing that i can feel is him. I feel his pulse, his breath, i smell him and i inhale the sweet aroma of what we've just done. In this man, i feel safe. When he touches my skin, all negitive energy is gone, every problem dissaptes, and we are there surrounded by beautiful nothing in the world that we've created. When he is inside of me, i am certian i have found what heaven must be. For this, i am ever grateful.