you are alright. 
you'll make it through this
you know how and because you know
you'll make it
FOCUS!
focus?
How do I?
I can't seem to be able to connect
JUST DO IT
you can do it
FOCUS!
focus?
do it damn it
my altered state of reality
twisted distortions
I am here. I am there. I am everywhere 
and nowhere in between
all emotions pouring into me and i can 
feel it piercing my flesh
i can feel it's torment
FOCUS!
focus?

DO IT DAMN IT!
do it
all these thoughts.
the memories and the pain
and i can see your face there
here in my distorted reality
my awakening
i can see your face coming back to me
why can't you hear me?
do you not hear my desperate pleas 
my dear brother?
HEAR ME!

please let me know
i'm okay
shaking in my own way
please let me know
i'll be okay
when i close my eyes and sleep