i sometimes wonder if you understand what you have put me through. i want to run up to you, shake you, and scream, "do you know what you are doing to me?" other times, i want to walk up to you, kiss you, hold you close, just to see what it feels like to have your body close to mine. All i want to know is "why?" that is all you have to tell me. why do you let me wonder? why do you let me suffer? you may think you should be asking me "why?" why do i care? why am i suffering? you want to know? because i love you.....that's why.
back to the writing