i know we both should move on
love is not an option anymore
you made a choice adn closed us down
so now i must move on
much of me doesn't want to leave
still my heart yearns with you to be
to lay in your arms and hear you say
this is hwat you want, not her, our love
time has flown by since you left
but my brain seems not to register it
it hurts so bad to remember that day
seems like a bad dream i have no escape from
your love meant so much to me
using every excuse, i find myself back in your arms
me and you should always be, a part says
for the fact, though, remains your love isn't mine
what i do have isn't enought for us
we lost it becasue of how you felt for her
had it always been there since the start?
its so hard to leave what we had
time is my only salvation
to be able to get over this pain is my goal
move on, move on, is what is what i yearn to do
on towards maybe another who is here
and to keep what we have as friends, nothing more
let our love grow no more for the pain it would cause
us is no longer an option in life
be wiht her, if that is what you want
just don't use me when you miss what we had
friends we have to remain no matter what we feel
it is what you wanted apparently
hurts doesn't it? to know that we are through
to know that we can't love each other again
much of me doesn't want to say it
to realize that its through
know this is now done, that 'we' are no more
your with her and no matter how it hurts
with her i know you are leashed
her and you must remain, let me go free
i love you dear, i always will
will you always return that love, i don't know
miss you at nights, days, all hours, i do
you say you do as well and i know a part does
so lets say ado to our love and welcome our friendship
bad memories from this must be freed
but please know i want you here with me
we are destined in ways to be together
both of us are to much the same
shall we gather our love and pack it away
move it to the attic in storage, awaiting its final fait
on we can go together, but not as one
written: April 17th, 2002