Sorry Has No Meaning
I could say sorry so many times repeating that awful rhyme.
Regretting the words that come out of my mouth.
Not checking to see what they amoun.t
In this sodden room I cry myself to sleep thinking of the things that made me the creep.
I deserve the pain that consumes me, every little sting.
I am not worthy of your caring feelings towards me .
Burn the hole through my heart so I can share the agony of words misplaced.
Forgive me is asking to much but don't look at me that way for it scares me.
Seeing the eyes wince in unexpectedness of the harsh words that protrude from my mouth with
such ease.
I say sorry so many times but each one disregarded with the hurt in your eyes .
You give me the look that makes me feel helpless inside.
The one that makes me want to die.
I don't ask for your forgiveness because I've gone to far.
Just smile one more time so I may see that sparkle of your eyes to know that all is
forgotten .
Coming out of my daze I know it is real, as I look up to see the pain in your eyes I kneel .
To the floor I go and shut my eyes hoping to wake up from this terrible dream.
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