Why do these tears come when i am alone?

You know, I have this attitude when i'm around other people. That I don't care what you do to me. That everything that you say and do wrong to me just slides off my back. Well...I lie. It doesn't.

I am an emotional wreck. I feel nothing but pain and anger. Everytime i feel alittle happiness, its taken. But none of you know what it does, because i don't tell you. I'd rather you all be happy. That you take out all your anger and pain out on me. Maybe i enjoy this. Maybe i enjoy being the bunt of everyones jokes, but i don't think I can handle it anymore.

I can only take so much and long ago i was pushed over the line. Do you know what happens when people are pushed over the edge? They start doing things they don't really wanna do. Now, this is gonna sound very cold hearted, its prolly gonna piss alot of you off. So if you are easily offended please stop reading now. Hell, if you get offended at anything maybe you shouldn't read the rest. I'm just trying to warn you here.

You wanna know what happens when kids get pushed to far? When they are abused, used and mistreated by there peers and family? Take a look at Columbia. Remember those school shootings. Thats an example righ there. I'm not saying I will go out and start shooting people. I'm just using this as an example of what people are capable of.

Understand i don't condone what these people did. But i'm saying, lets think about what we're doing to people. Just because someone seems calm and collective doesn't mean that inside they are the same.

Lets treat each other the way we would expect to be treated.