Lost my soul today
Another price to pay
Hope that I can go to the store
And they'll supply me with one more...
Don't know how to regain myself
I've lost forever any internal wealth
A murder, a killing, thats not me
But I'm as wrong as one can be.
Broken and burnt to the core
My heart can take no more
Abused and beaten to the bone
I've lost any concept of tone
My mind is stuck in its hell
And my body isnt doing to well
Fate has torn apart my life
I'd beg just to have your knife
Suicide would make it all become good
But im too weak to do what I should
Inside im gone, lost and cold
My mind has grown so very old
My blood is frozen in my veins
Memories haunt me, always in my brain
These eyes are sewn with threads of lies
The world now takes its own disguise.
I'm blindfolded to walk the high-wire
I know that below the world's on fire
One simple slip puts me down the drain
TO get up here was simply insane
Whips are cracking across my body
Leaving sores open and bloody
Time is frozen yet flys so fast
This moment will become the past
Dangling off this rope with one life left
There is one secret my heart has kept
I let it slowly wash over me
So I can let go more easily.
By: JaNe, 2002
