All In A Second

All in a second
The world spins and turns inside out
Lost in the dark rain I know nothing about
The cold goes down to my bones, fight!
But how when I know not what way is right?
Hearing the silence, I know somethng is coming
A bolt of lightning through my heart, stunning

All in a second
I can see you in the distance
Just want a hand to hold for resistance
Running, I don't get closer to you
I feel you, see you, smell you
Time is everthying and I cant do anything
I taste my blood in my mouth, head spinning

All in a second
My bare frozen feet are numb in the flood
Clothes falling away soaked in blood
I feel knives running over my skin
It's ripping away all that's within
Sinking in the mud, drowning in the rain
What does sunlight feel like again?

All in a second
I always see you in my mind
The warmth of love melts frozen wounds
Frostbite stings, but the sunlight, oh yes
I need this feeling, minus the mess
Do you feel this pain? Are you numb?
Flashing back to the rain...how dumb...

All in a second
Reality returns
In my room and there is no sound
There's nobody else to be seen around
The cold is here with invisible rain
A smile is meaningless in me, truly plain
Blackness is all thats left...wait...

All in a second...
Its life or death
You wouldn't even know
If I finally left
Would I be missed?
Would I be me?
Who knows what I soon will see
All in a second...