Faith’s underwear were still downstairs, somewhere in the living room. Faith didn’t know what to do, she wanted to dissapear.... But once again Buffy would find her and kick her ass. So it wouldn’t really make any difference whether she stayed or not.. so she decided to stay there and wait for her punishment... after all.. It had been too good to be true.



>D!?..... Dawn, baby? She whispered at the young girl softly... <Man! I can’t believe she fell asleep again> she thought... because Dawn had already fallen asleep again.



So having already accepted her painful destiny, and knowing that probably this was gonna be the last time she would see Dawn with Buffy’s permission. She got dressed quickly and sat down beside a window and leaned her head against the glass.

She had barely started to think when Buffy opened Dawn’s room.



>Hey Faith! What are you doing awake so early??



She waited a few seconds for a reply ... but nothing



>FAITH!!!!!! She said

>Oh! Hi B!... she smiled sadly at Buffy... What’s crackin’ ?

>Huh?.... Hey I am starting to worry about your situation, it is like you are gone all of the time Faith...

>It is nothing. For reals, nothing. ... So. When are you gonna hit me?. You know?... In fact; that you pretend you are all normal when you are not... is a better torture.. but if you are gonna kick me... please don’t do it in front of Dawn... please is the only thing I ask you Buffy....

>What?!?!?!?!?!?! What the HELL are you talking about Faith?... and wait! Did you just call me Buffy???.... you never call me by my full name... Honestly Faith, I think you are going crazy... you need to get your head checked, this could actually be serious.

>Oh God! ... She laughed.... understanding Buffy hadn’t seen anything and she was all paranoid when there WAS actually a way out of this one.

>What are you laughing at now???... Ok Faith! If you are joking please stop it, coz it is becoming even scary and annoying.

>Nevermind B! Everything is alright... so what’s up???

>Not much. I just came here to check if Dawn was ok. You guys didn’t clean up all the mess from last night... I would have cleaned it but I am way too tired to do that now, all I wanna do now is to get a good slep...and bes....

>Um ok! I’ll clean up then... 

>Actually! You don’t have to... Tara is already doing it.... I told her it was your duty, but she insisted, so I guess you scaped this time...... she smiled.

>Oh Crap! I gotta go B!...

>What? Why? Where?

>Um.... I...I... I need to pee B! Geeze... you wanna escort me there too?

>Oh ok, sorry... but before you go.. what were you doing in Dawn’s room?

>I-I wanted to check if she was ok... just like you did..... She replied nervously.

>Oh Ok!.... She said yawning.... I’ll go to sleep then.... Don’t wake me up, under any circunstances... I wanna sleep all day long if possible.

>Ok!



Buffy left first and then Faith went running to the living room.


When Faith entered the living room she saw nobody there... so she figured out that Tara probably felt tired too and decided to put it off till later... or rethought about the whole thing and decided that it was Faith’s and Dawn’s work and that she didn’t have to do it... but the thing was that nobody was there... so she got the oportunity to look for her underwear and quickly forget about the whole incident.

She had been looking for about a minute or so.. there was nothing... and she was desperadely throwing everything that was in her way to the floor.... there was nothing, the couch nothing... the table, nothing.... <Man!!! Where the hell could she have put my pan....



>Hi!... Tara said to Faith from behind... and almost whispering to the slayer.... but still making her jump.

>um... Hi T!... how are you..

>Fine, and you?

>me too...

>Looking for these? .... Tara said with Faith’s underwear hanging from her index finger and the other hand placed in her waist

>Uhm... me? What makes you think those are mine señorita... She said frowning at Tara

>Well, first of all you look all desperade and you put the place head over feet... however that is not the main reason why I think those are yours...if we analyze the piece of clothing I am holding right now Faith... you tell me who else in the world would wear lacy underwear and leather pants in such hot weather????

>Uhm... I... I... give me that... and she approached the girl... took her underwear and put it inside her pocket.

>Faith... is there something that I should know??

>Huh? Ew! T.... you sound like a mom... and nope! Certainly there is nothing I consider you should know... she grinned nervously at Tara.

>Um. Ok then... though... you have been acting real weird lately Faith... 

>Well we are all different.... and there is a huge diff between different and weird... so don’t mix things up.

>Huh?, anyways... this is too ackward for me... are you gonna help me cleaning, put your panties on, or gonna zip up your pants first. 

>Oh Crap... 



Faith turned around and violently zipped her pants. However since she did it too violently and there was no underwear underneath her pants... she pulled some pubic hair and screamed out in pain.



>FUCK!!!! FUCK THAT HURTS....

>Faith are you ok???... Tara asked because since Faith was giving back to her she couldn’t really see what was happpening.

>Yeah... Five by Five T.

>Y-you um you need something???

>No T!.... Thanks



So Tara left the living room for a moment... she figured out what had happened. <And well, that must have hurt.. poor Faith> She said to her but it came out loud.



>WHAT?!?!? What happened to Faith Tara???

>Nothing Dawn... calm down... why are you awake??? Couldn’t sleep...?

>Who the fuck would sleep with all this noise going on???


>Easy Dawn... control that little mouth of yours!

>Buffy! I thought you were asleep.... Tara said looking at the blonde girl who just walked down the stairs as well.

>I was meaning to, but Dawn’s right... who the fuck would sleep with that much noise?

>HEY!... Dawn said putting her hands on her waist and frowning 

>What?... Buffy replied with a confused look

>How come you can say all those words whenever you want and I get either corrected or shut up when I do??? That is SO not fair, you know?

>Ummm... You just yelled at me for that... so now we’re even... and you’d better be glad, you got nothing on return for yelling at me...

>Whatever.... Dawn said throwing her arms in the air and heading to the bathroom direction...



In the meantime Faith had gone to the bathroom in order to put her panties back on and forget about all the incident... <Well... I’m not screwed, gotta be more careful though>... <hopefully only me and Dawn will know about this thing.. . Fuck! It would have been hella funny if it hadn’t been me...>.... <Glad I found my panties ... she smiled... but uh-oh... her smile faded instantly... I didn’t it was Tara.... Oh crap, FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!....> <now what do I do????.... what do I say to her.... FUCK! She might be all shy and never talk... but it is not like she is dumb or anything... If I only co...


*Knocking at the door*



>Faith is that you????

>Dawn??... Yeah it’s me...

>Can I come in???

>Huh?!?!?! Why do you wanna come in... I mean I’m doing nothing in here but still it is a little weird.

>You might be doing nothing but I do really NEED the bathroom.

>woops! Ok sorry... coming out in a sec



Faith opens the door... but before going out she pulls Dawn inside and locks the door.



>I’m sorry babe. I just had to do that

>Do what?.... Dawn asks confused.

>To do this... And she kisses Dawn in the lips very soft and deeply.

>Hmmm... Faith I like that ok? Don’t get me wrong... but my sister is a few steps away from us... and I don’t think she is gonna be all “woo hoo” it if she finds out... though, you know something stupid that crossed my head at some point? I thought you were gonna forget about me and what you asked me last night... you mean a lot to me Faith... I’ve never felt like this for anyone ever before... you are real important in my world, in my life... and I don’t want you to leave me... I want this to be a serious thing... I know... you are probably saying I’m nuts in your head... and you are proably already regretting also having asked me to be your girlfriend but... you DO mean a lot to me... and I was freaking out Faith... I didn’t know if you were gonna be still mine when I’d wake up.... and I-I just needed to say it.. I am sorry if I’m screwing things up... I-I...

>Shhh! It is alright baby... yeah I am still yours, I’ll always be... and the only thing I regret about this... is not having said anything before... I had been holding it for so long... and it just popped... but, I will never and you get me NEVER gonna regret having asked you to be with me... and I will be yours until you decide to kick me out of your life ok?



Dawn opened her mouth to say something but suddendly she felt Faith’s lips pressed against hers... so she closed her eyes, held in arms the older girl and started kissing for what seem an eternity...



*Knocking at the Door*



>Dawn???? Are you gonna take long

>Uhm... yeah.. no... I mean.... y-n... I just HOLD ON ok? Dawn replied to Willow pushing Faith violently away.

>Sorry... and Buffy says.. hurry up coz you gotta go to school.

>I know...



Willow leaves and Faith is about to do the same when Dawn’s arm stops her from doing so. 



>Wait till she goes completely so you can leave ok.



Dawn was expecting an answer or a nod but instead of that she got as reply a laughing Faith, which of course confused her.



>Faith, um... do I look funny, have something on my teeth... did anything wrong?

>No baby... it is not you... it is just what I thought the other day is confirmed now... Red really DOES have a sixth sense or something you know?

>What do you mean...?

>Well... she really does pick the WORSE times to talk or to call someone’s attention or to interrupt a situation...

>Uhm... I kinda don’t see the funny part baby...

>It’s ok... you don’t have to... hey you’d better go coz otherwise B is gonna come take you out herself... 

>Um... but I still NEED the bathroom Faith.

>Oh ok... then it is me going out... she smiled at Dawn

>HEY!!!!.... Dawn said to stop Faith who was about to leave

>I wasn’t me I swear!!!!

>Huh?!?!?!?!?!

>No I mean... what happened.... 

>No goodbye kiss for your girlfriend???? Dawn said pouting.

>Fuck Dawn! You are so cute... and she leaned against Dawn and kissed her.... For my favorite girlfriend... Faith said grinning as she pulled away.

>Favorite?!?!?!?

>You know you are the only one pumpkin...

>I know... Dawn said winking at the slayer.

>Pick me up tpday from school

>Aight babe... and she blows a kiss to Dawn




*Door Closes*



Meanwhile, Willow went out of the batroom and she saw Buffy and Tara talking about something while they were going to the kitchen for some breakfast, so she followed them and sat down in the counter in front of Tara and next to Buffy who was serving coffee for the three of them. Suddendly Buffy remembered she had something to do in her room and left in the kitchen the other two alone.



>Hey… there is something that has been intriguing me for the past two days…

>Yeah what is it?…Willow replies a little confused at what the other is saying to her and sip a drink of her coffee while saying it.

>It is about Faith… Tara said looking concerned at her girlfriend.

>um… yeah what about her baby? And she sipped another drink of her coffee.

>Well, I think she is …. Kinda in love with me or something…

>WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!?! Will managed to said that withing coughs and gasps for air….
Because she had just spit her coffee all over the magazine she had been reading.

>You ok?… Tara said concerned because her girlfriend was going through such a predicament to breath normally again

>Well… I think that it might a consequence of the time you hit your head when you fainted… I mean… it was a huge fall… I saw it… I was there…. Willow said moving her head from side to side, like she usually does.

>Oh! Now you don’t believe me… Tara said with a serious look on her face.

>It is not that I don’t believe you baby.. it is ju….

>Oh God! You are jealous… Tara smirked… that is so cute...I am sorry I made you feel a little uncomfortable babe… I didn’t mean to…

>What?!?!?!?! I am SO not jealous ... Besides honey... there is nothing to be jealous for

>So... now you are implying that nobody else could even like me... 

>No baby... I didn’t mean it that way... I meant Faith wouldn’t li....

>Whatever Willow....


>What is up with all the yelling in here???... Buffy says to the two that were fighting, and Faith comes in the kitchen right after her.

>You!... Willow says glaring at Faith...

>huh?!?!?! Me what....

>Nothing... nothing...

>Faith are you staying for breakfast???... Buffy says to a still confused Faith

>Hmmm... ain’t a lil early for breakfast you guys???

>Well yes, but since all of us were already awake... and when we tried to sleep... some unconsidered people .... and she said that looking at Faith... were screaming for no reason... and besides I gotta hurry Dawn to school... otherwise she’ll fall asleep again and won’t go...

>Well... speaking of the devil... 


>Why is everybody here?... Dawn says looking at all of them

>Well... we were doing this secret meeting and we didn’t want you to find out ba... D!... Faith says winking at the young girl.

>Woops then I guess I screwed it up.... Dawn says while she gives a very cute smile to Faith.



They all took breakfast, Dawn left for school.... after having said with mimics to Faith “Don’t forget to pick me up”. Buffy also left coz she had to talk to Giles about something, and Faith, Willow and Tara stayed at the house.

Faith was avoiding Tara big time... but she needed to talk to her... and beg her not to tell anything about all the things that happened before... she didn’t know what to do....



>T!

>Yes Faith?

>Can I talk to you???


>You are talking to her Faith!

>I know Red. But I meant talk as in privade talking?

>Is it so privade that not even I can hear...

>Yeah Red! It is a little personal... would you please mind?

>yeah yeah... Willow said mad throwing her arms in the air and leaving the kitchen


>So Faith... did you want to talk to me???

>Yeah... well this is ackward... and TRUST me when I say ackward

>Just say it as it comes..

>But I dunno how to make it make sense...

>It doesn’t have to... < I know what she’s gonna say to me... >... <she’s hot... but I have already got someone>...<also she has to have a little more touch, coz the underwear incident was rather disgusting than teasing...but she is probably right... we are all different maybe there is someone that might think that was kinky..> <she.. there is something about her... she is dangerous... in a good way... she looks agressive... and It attracts me somehow and ... What?!?!?!?!?!?!? What am I thinking of. Man she is Faith and I am Willow’s girlfriend... I’m sorry if she likes me but nothing will happen... > <I gotta stop this right away>.

>Um... you done T?

>Huh? Done with what

>With the being mesmerized in myself moment? 

>Oh that... sorry I didn’t mean to... Hey Faith look... it is better sometimes to leave things unspoken. And even though it is very nice and cool to like someone and want to tell that someone about it... you have got to consider that person’s situation too... I mean... if that person is already with someone you would confuse them.. you know.. so we both here know what you are gonna say.. and trust me this time perhaps the best thing is to leave things unsaid.

>But I really need to tell you this you know? .... Faith who hadn’t understood anything Tara said to her, replied.

>I know it already... 

>No you DON’T...



Tara approached the brunnete gave her a little kiss on the lips and then pulled away



>You see Faith?... I know what you wanted to tell me...

>Huh ?!?!?! ok... what was all that T?????

>I know you like me Faith... the kiss... all the signs you left.. though I still don’t know how you did to know I was gonna clean the living room and someone else wouldn’t find your panties.

>Um... I... you have miss...

>It is alright Faith... there is nothing to be ashamed of.. I completely understand you... and don’t worry this all will stay between the two of us ok??? But I am with Willow... and nothing can happen.

>But.. you... WAIT! You won’t tell anybody about it??? Absolutely no one... not even Red...

>no Faith, I won’t

>Ok! Thanks... you promise?

>I do... 

>Ok! Um... I gotta bounce... we’ll talk later....




*Door Slam*




<Well she thinks I want her... which is not good... but at least I didn’t have to come up with some unbelievable lie to justify myself... she’ll soon forget about it... and Red’ll feel jealous.. so... It wasn’t that bad after all>..... Faitht thought





-----*----- 




Dawn was at school, at lunch break she sitted far away from her friends and all alone in a table because she wanted to write some poem or something nice to say to Faith... and also wanted to think about that wonderful thing that had happened to her... it was almost unbelievable... <who would have thought that she wanted me just like I did> <if it hadn’t been for that black-out... we would have never found out about wha...



>Dawn?

-------

>Um... Dawn!!!!

>Huh?? .. oh whu-what...

>Well... Hi!

>Hi Justin... what’s up...

>you remember about tomorrow right?

>Tomorrow what??

>as in you and me going out as I asked you yesterday on the phone...

>we didn’t talk ye... oh Wait!... you did call me huh?

>well yes I did... hey.. it is alright if you want to change your mind... but please don’t pretend it didn’t happened cos.. that would hurt me even more than if you just decline.

>um... no Justin... wu-wait... at 7:30 is ok to you???

>Yeah!!!.... and his smile came instantly back when he heard she was agreeing.

>ok... so will you pick me up??

>Sure... hey. What are you doing all alone here??

>well I am just doing some thinking in here....

>Oh ok... then I am interrupting... so pick you up tomorrow then... where would you like me to take you??

>Wherever you want to take me is alright J!

>OK... see you....





It was 2:30 and Dawn had gotten out of school... she was with all her friends at the park where they would always go right after school... she also told Faith to wait for her there... most of her friends were talking to her but she wouldn’t pay attention because she was looking around to see if Faith was coming...

She had been looking for a while and nothing... then someone suddendly covered her eyes and said 


>Guess who???

>Um... I dunno would you give me a clue??

>I love you... Faith whispered to Dawn’s ear.

>um... I love you too.


Dawn didn’t even care about her friends.. in fact she had already told a couple of them about Faith... so she took Faith’s hands off her eyes, turned around, hugged the girl and kissed her softly...


>I missed you... Dawn said

>I missed you too D! 

>I wrote something for you... you wan...


>Hey Dawn!!!!!

>Justin!

>um... Faith meet Justin, Justin meet Faith...


>Hi.. how are you?

>Great! Five by Five... Faith replied and put her arm around Dawn, which apparently made Justin more mad than what he appeared to be.


>So Justin.. did you want to tell me something...

>Yes Dawn.. I love you man.. and I can’t just believe you let yourself be fooled like this... you gotta open your eyes... this girl in here is not worth it.... can’t you see

>WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?! They both said in unisone...

>Excuse me Mr. Whatever-your-name-is... you don’t even know me... how can you say that about me... 

>well... I saw enough yesterday when you kissed that girl right in Dawn’s doorstep.


>Baby... what is he talking about???


>You see Dawn... she is cheating on you...


>HEY! I am so not doing that... you have just no right to come here and say all your bull-shitted lies just because she is my girlfriend... you hear MY GIRLFRIEND and she wants nothing to do with you...

>Then why is she going out with me tomorrow???

>No she is not...

>Dawn??


>Hm... actually... I... you remember the guy that called when we were... well... the guy that called...

>Oh!...


>But... You! Shame on you... that are cheating on her... and she doesn’t even wanna see it.. but I won’t... you get me WON’T let this happen... she might not wanna talk to me again. She might hate me... but I love her with all my heart and I will so not let someone take advantage of her... even if she doesn’t love me back... someday she’ll be grateful about this...

>What the fuck are you talking about you asshole... I love her ok?? And I do not have to explain myself to you.. you are nothing... and whatever she decides to do with her life... is her friggin decision.. you got it straight??? Get it in your head... she loves me... 

>Nobody calls me an asshole.... and shame on you... you cheat on her with her sister... and she doesn’t wanna believe it.... when she goes to school... you go to her house and you are with her sister... that is the sickest thing I’ve ever seen... BYE!




>What the fuck was that Faith???

>Fuck!! The only friggin reason I didn’t break his jaw... was that he is a Damn minor.....I was about to ask you the same thing babe.

>Well it wasn’t me the one kissing Buffy, was I???

>Fuck! I cannot believe you believed him Dawn!

>Well you didn’t deny it...

>So you believe him... Man I didn’t think you wouldn’t trust me when it comes to this kind of situations Dawn...

>Well... I would have... If I hadn’t seen you hugging Buffy the other day at Xander’s party like you were doing.

>Hey baby.. you are missunderstanding it all...

>Yeah yeah... Dawn is always too stupid to get things right

>Hey! I so didn’t say that D!

>but you thought it...

>and now you are a mind reader...

>you know what.. I think it was all a bad idea Faith... I gotta go home

>But Dawn wait up... 

>I just don’t feel like talking alright!.... Dawn said while a tear sliped down her cheek.

>Hey are you crying???

>No! I’m dancing....!!! 

>can you calm down... we’re making such a scandal here...

>now you are ashamed of me

>D! Baby... I’m ju...

>Just let it go Faith ok?

>But let me

>LET IT GO.... she said as she was leaving.

>Dawn, wait up... I’M NOT ASHAMED OF YOU DAWN... FUCK I LOVE YOU... And you know what???? I never thought you’d ever believe some stupid punk and give him credit over me... but I think I was wrong.... Faith said as she left, she was real mad and she kicked a couple of trashcans in her way to the motel room.



----- *---



>Buffy can I talk to you????

>Yes Dawn... what is it...

>um.. no nevermind...

>huh??? But I thought you were gonna say something... hey it doesn’t matter whatever it is Dawn.

>No! Really... it doesn’t matter Faith.

>Did you just call me Faith???

>No I didn’t. I said... it doesn’t matter Buffy...

>Nah-uh... you said it all exactly except the Buffy part.. you called me Faith.

>I SO didn’t do that?

>You wanna talk to me about her, don’t you?

>You won’t understand Buffy!

>Try me!... if she did something to you... I am SO gonna turn her in lil pieces, she said almost whispering

>Don’t do that ok?

>How did you manage to hear that?

>Tara said I’ve got salyer hearing too... Dawn smiled sadly.

>Dawnie are you ok?... sad?, angry?

>Yes I am fine... 

>You don’t look fine.. you’re hyper when you are fine.

>I’m tired ok?...just let it go

>you gonna eat lunch?

>I’m too tired all I wanna do is sleep now... I’ll eat later... Just don’t pass me calls alright?

>Dawn are you alright??? You can trust me.

>Just don’t pass me calls alright?

>I asked you something Dawn.

>I told you I am fine already.

>But...

>No buts... just don’t pass me any calls and if someone comes over I am not here. Ok?

>Ok!.. Hey if you change your mind and want to talk to me, remem....



*Door Slam*




-----*----- 



Faith was at her motel room lying in her bed looking at the ceiling. <Fuck! I wanna beat up that jerk so bad!> <What the hell is wrong with him???><Fuck! He is such a stupid...



*Phone Rings*



She heard the phone ring but she just pick it up and hang up before saying hello or even knowing who it was. <Maybe it was D!.. but I don’t feel like being called a liar once more...> <But!... what if she called to apologize??? And I just hang up on her? Fuck! Now she’ll think I don’t wanna talk to her... I miss her... Damn! It hasn’t even been a whole day and we have already fought. Great F!!! You always do....


*Phone Rings*



>Baby.. is that you?

<Faith? Um... I dunno who baby is, but something tells me it is not me.

>Oh hi B! Glad I didn’t say the name then...

<Your voice is different... you sound sad... are you sad?

>You wanted to talk to me B?

<Nothing real important though.

>Ok!

<You wanna come over for dinner?

>But what if that bothers....

<Bothers who...

>No one, nevermind.

<So you coming or not

>Yeah I guess... I’ll be ther in a couple of hours.

<K! Bye... see you then.

>Ok! Bye.




It was 8:00 and Faith had already arrived to Buffy’s house... she was all nervous and almost jumping everytime a door opened but all she got was Buffy, Tara and Willow... she waited a little more... but still.. nothing. So she couldn’t help herself.



>B?

>Yeah?

>Where is D?

>upstairs why?

>I’m gonna talk to her alright?

>she says she didn’t want anyone to come over and see her... but you are like part of the house so... I don’t think she would mind... ok! Go.





*Knocking at the Door*

---

*Knocking at the door*




>Who is it?

>I... It’s me, Faith.

>Come in please....

>Am I bothering?.. should I leave?

>No... please sit down.

>Have you been crying?

>No! I have been dancing...

>Drop the sarcasm please we need to talk.

>I know... but I...

>Shhh!... let me talk first... Faith said as she held Dawn’s hands with hers and linked their fingers together.... I would never cheat on you.. but yeah I kissed someone yesterday... it was Tara... and it was the funniest thing babe, you should have seen her...

>Why did you kiss her?

>Well... I thought I was kissing you till I opened my eyes

>Huh?

>Remember the party and that I told you I needed to talk to you??? 

>Yeah..

>I couldn’t help it and stopped by your house very early in the morning... I was giving back to the door and I didn’t see who it was the one that was coming out.. I know you are the only one that goes out of the house that early ... so I was sure it was you... I turned around, closed my eyes, hugged the girl and kissed her.... till I was pushed away... and then there was huge embarassment... and Tara said you had left already and that you left a note on the counter... so that is why we kissed.

>Babe, what I wanted to say is that it doesn’t matter... I DO trust you... but I freaked out... I am sorry.. really... I’ve never been involved with someone as I am now with you... are we still..?

>Yeah babe... always.

>Ok! Umm I have never felt this way for anybody before in my life... and I don’t wanna lose you.. I freaked out... baby I am sorry... and she started to cry.

>Baby don’t cry... It breaks my heart to see you that way... She said while approaching her and wiping the tears from her face and kissing her deeply and soft.

>Hey... I wrote something for you.... wanna read it?

>Yeah... what you were telling me in the morning...

>Nope! I got mad and threw that away.... but I wrote another... Here!... and she handed a piece of paper to the older girl.

>I love your handwriting baby... Faith said smiling and kissing the girl a little.





Dear Faith!

First of all... I want to say sorry... sorry for being such a jerk and doubting you... sorry for being such a stupid and ran away like I did.... I hope you can forgive me.

This morning. At lunch... I was thinking of something I could tell you... something beautiful, something deep... something that said what you mean to me... I got to write a few things.. but after coming home... I got mad and threw it away.... I felt angry, sad, frustrated... but most of all... I felt stupid. Because then I remembered how amazing being with you is... because then I felt again what I felt the first time we kissed... goose bumps... because it didn’t matter there were people right there... because it wouldn’t have even mattered if the whole world had been staring at us... because in that moment the whole world was only you and me... everytime I see you... everytime you talk to me... everytime you touch me... you take me to some magical place where there is no sense of time... where everybody lives the moment and doesn’t give a Damn about others cos they are too busy with their own happiness to do it... You mean a lot to me Faith... we’ve only been a couple for a day... though in my head we’ve been for a lot of time.... and this day... this only day we have been together... you’ve awaken emotions in me that I never thought I would have ever been capable to feel.... because in this only day... you’ve made me realize that you can lose the person you love any moment.. and for the most stupid reasons... and I don’t wanna lose you never.... I think I’m in love with you... and it doesn’t really count that as Buffy says... I’m way too yung to know what love feels like... cos I do baby, I do!... and it is amazing... you are amazing... and all I want is you to forgive me for being the stupid I have been... I love you baby... I do... and if you never come back to me again... just have in mind that you gave me the best day of my life... and in my head we’ll still be a couple... and a KICK ASS couple baby.... I love you.

There is something else I wanted to tell you... something I just realized when we argued earlier today.

Faith you are the reason I stand... yet the reason I fall
You are the reason I smile... yet the reason I breakdown and cry
You are the reason I walk ... yet the reason I stop
You are the reason I live for... yet someone for whom I’d give up all.

I love you Faith...

Your Favorite Girlfriend!!



P.S.: Sorry if the paper is wet... I couldn’t help crying... Forgive me baby.



>Oh God Dawn... that is the most beautiful thing I have read in all my life... I love you baby... I’m in love with you.

>So you forgive me?

>Nah!

>what?

>Baby! I’m kidding... there is nothing to forgive... I love you... and let’s never fight again for some stupid ok???

>Deal!



They started kissing deeply, softly for what seemed like an eternity.



*Door opens silently*


>EH EHM! Sorry to interrupt... it seemed you were having fun. But dinner is ready...

>I... I... Fuck!






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