Sitting in my room, staring at the wall
Everything is closing in and everything seems small
I'm getting restless, my life is such a bore
An end is something that I've never wanted more
I'll walk into the world and say my life I'll
rearrange
But I shut my eyes and scream - knowing nothing'll
ever change!
I'm drowning in my world and I can't come up for air.
Everything is broken and I don't care.
I'm crying out for help, and I need someone to know
How deperate I can be, and just how far I'll go.
After all my screaming, I still feel like shit.
I wonder how to help myself, just a little bit.
Then I get ideas of how to ease my pain,
I reach for my lighter and I know I can't refain!
Spark the flint and see its soothing flame.
This is my answer, the others aren't the same.
I smell the searing skin, and I see the bloody burn,
It gives me my old comfort, that's what I've learned.
After I've helped myself, I feel so alone.
I know I've got a problem, and I'm on my own.
I start to break down, I know how fucked I am.
I don't wanna hurt myself, but I know I'll do it
again!
Drowning in my world and I can't come up for air
Everything is broken and I don't care
Crying out for help, I need someone to know
How deperate I can be, just how far I'll go.
Drowning in my world and I can't come up for air
Everything is broken and I don't care
Crying out for help, I need someone to know
How deperate I can be, just how far I'll go!
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