Artist Corner:#112-The ghost of abandoned youths

Alarms sounding, like children crying, and theres nothing anyone can do. Embers shooting up like backwards falling stars, people screaming all the way to there cars. The trucks cant get through, children screaming and theres nothing anyone can do. The smell of burnt hair lingers in the air for days, only black cover the hallways. The sound of children playing, children saying what there gonna be someday, tragic something got in there way. The horrific look on peoples faces, wishing they could have taken there places. All the windows black like spades, windows of rooms once filled with children who played. Children screaming, confused, calling out names, and theres nothing anyone can do. Victims once and now victims twice, guilt stricken, adults sickened. Starting off down the black halls you hear laughing, and by the end you here crying, People yellng all the children dying, "someone get help", but the smoke transformed that plea to a yelp. Now all that stands there are memories of hundreds of families ashed to a million peices. The water comes to a stop and there is a rainbow, but there is nothing beautiful about today. In the black laiden halls of that abandoned hospital screams can be heard from outside there walls, the screams slowing seep into whats left of the halls. Because someone was smoking in the security booth, all that is left are the ghost of a hundred abandoned youths.

Artist Corner:#111-Falling Autumn

Falling leaves as if Autumn was crying. As if Autumn was dying for me. Calling my name, leading me nowhere. Winter is coming soon, Autumn will wither for you. Falling leaves like the eyes of crying children. Falling leaves like the rain of ashes from a burning house. It engulfs everything, it smothers you in black. It all ends with Autumn and it all begins with you. It all ends with you and it all begins with Autumn.

Artist Corner:#*110*- Reality Tv!

Click! Would you come with me to hell?.... Click! Welcome to.... Click! Hurry! Everyone will notice, no one will turn away, eyes gazing forward, nothing to say, (A round of applause.) Take the gun in hand, fire a shot into your friend, black, white, red, hes moving still, one more shot, dead. A few choice words, for a fallen friend, does he get back up? Is this the end? (A round of applause.) Seeing the world, in black and white, everything seems brighter, even the night. Actors put on an act, start up the show, audience might react, and some will go, reality faraway, life and death on display. "Turn off the tv Johnny, go out and play" "one second mom, this is fun, Sonney on tv, just picked up a gun." Bang bang! "Shoot them dead" Bang bang! "I have to tell Fred, this show is great, something id like to recreate, my dad has a gun, under his bed, Fred can be the bad guy and soon he`ll be dead." Click!END

Artist Corner:#*109*- Id rather Forget your crooked smile!

i thought i heard my name, as i walked away in shame. Nothing will ever change, Still playing that same old game. im stricken with love. Im sickened with love. and Desperation fits like a glove, sleeping forever, dreaming of what will never ever..... cause love is as transparent, as a 2 way mirror, seeing nothing but your self, trying harder than everyone else, for a prize youll never win, commiting every sin, ill take another swig of gin. i was slowy starting to forget when, i thought i heard my name, I cant escape this game, im stricken with love. and it sucks. Im sickened with love. And im through. With you. As i walk down our street, I remember holding your hand, I look down and find myself gripping thightly onto someone new. And That someone isnt you, Is this a change of pace, not in our case. Our Memories i cant forget, but some of them im gonna have to let.... go.END!

Artist Corner:#*108*- Do we kill in the name of god? Selfish

Two words oppsite from one another, war strong enough to kill a brother. How would we stand in war, placed on this checkered table, reinforcments by my side, ready to fight, you be black, ill be white. Tonight is the night, i slay my love for war, we slay each other because we adore, our own beliefs, that this world will forever change, And maybe someone, anyone, will remember our names.END!

Artist Corner:#*107*- Calendar

As our last night together slowly turns to day,
tears pour from our eyes,
as i begin to walk away.
I turn back for a second,
and ask if this is what you really want,
and as the words slowy drift away from your lips,
its to late im to far gone to hear them.
Mark the day on the calender in my head,
The day when our relationship,
was pronounced dead,
Dont bother coming back tomorrow,
it will only cause us sorrow,
im trying to forget,
but your smile is etched into my brain,
Im sorry we fought,
im sorry for the pain,
My love for you is real,
But its to late for us to feel,
Im to far away,
I marked this day,
on the calender in my head,
The day our relationship,
was pronounced dead,
Dont come back tomorrow,
it will only cause me sorrow,
because im trying to forget,
that we are not together.
END.

Artist Corner:#*106*- Best Friends

Years have past and my memories slowly fade, as i reach to a higher power for help i get no awnser, and i think to myself i have nothing left to lose. Years have past and times have changed, weve grown into ourselves, but no one can escape the past you can only learn from it, ive kept my morals and i my pride, and if i saw you tomorrow id have nothing to hide. The friendship we once had is no longer there, time has split us apart, and that tears away pieces of my heart. We helped each other grow and we promised to be friends were ever we would go. But youve become everything that we hated, and i feel sorta degraded, but if we ever met again, i would never be able to hold a grudge, cause we were best friends.

Artist Corner:#*105*- (Tear Me Away)

Life was ment to seem,
like it was on the losing team,
like ahceiving something so great,(love)
would be an impossible dream,

but are we 2 lives together,(us)
or 2 lives apart,
words of such sorrow,
tear away peices of my heart,
ment to be together,
or ment to stay forever,(now)

seperate our selves,
like water and oil,(disaster)
or mix together,
like water and soil,(mud)

tear me away,
because this cant be,
for once im in love,
and its for all to see,

tear me away,
from this impossbile dream,
now i see,
that life was ment to seem,(mean)
but thanx to you i know,
im on the winning team.

Artist Corner:#*104*-Too late!

As you spill ink onto the paper, words emerge, love, hate, distaste, all words that describe me and you. Its hurts to say goodbye, and it hurts me when you lie. Stareing into my eyes, it feels like your slicing my heart with shards of broken glass. "I loved you", thats what i said as i slowly walked and those words were the only thing on the letter you sent me. Was it a waste of paper or a waste of time, knowing that you screwed up, and now youll never be mine. The words sorry cant describe how i feel, nothing will compare to you, so i sent you that letter back, and in my own hand writing were the words "i love you too". I miss you so much, but time mends broken hearts, it doesnt mend hurt feelings. Asking questions that deserved awnsers and all i got was lies, my life wasted, nothing but goodbyes. I loved the way you did you hair, and way you didnt care, you looked so divine, even when you didnt think you were, but all i needed to know was that you were mine, and by the time you relieazed i cared, i was to far gone, and you got scared, your wishing for my return, but now all you have is my pictures to burn, hearts were broken feelings were hurt, and next time, youll see, that it was just me and you, and its now to LATE to see, that this was always ment to be.

Artist Corner:#*103*- Follow the Leader

Follow the leader, around the old cedar, years have past, but im still last. Stuck in your shadow, and its starting to get cold, always being your double, its starting to get old. Knock Knock... life is here to play and the nexted game we play is reality, some have the guts to play, and some people are still afraid of whats out there, Trouble follows the leader, and nothing will change, there is no power struggle here, just insanity, who be the nexted to go out of the game. This game is getting old, ring around the rosey has grown cold, life is here and the nexted game we play is reality, some have the guts to play, and some people are still afraid of whats out there. Either you play this messed up game called life, or live your life in shame, make something of yourself, so people will remember your name. So follow you leader, but the leader has to die someday, and maybe by your hands, take his place at the rains, its your choice if you want to delieve pleasure or pain. Brother, Sister, lover, friend, choose your place in life, cause soon child hood will end, so play these games while you can, cause when you dont grow up, follow the leader will be your only friend.

Artist Corner:#*102*- My Funny Valentine

Words cannot describe how i feel, like an orange without a peel, im lost without you,
My Funny Valentine.
The way you make me feel inside, when our bodies touch and your by my side, its like life is taking me on a ride,
My Funny Valentine.
The way you laugh when i fall, and the way you take off your shoes and your not so tall at all,
My Funny Valentine.
The Way Life gives us Ups and Downs, and no matter what, youll always be around,
My Funny Valentine.
Describing how much i care should be a crime, but no matter what, youll be mine,
My Funny Valentine.
When you Cry ill wipe your Tears, and ill keep away all your Fears,
My funny Valentine.
When im with you im in my bliss, im always waiting for your soft kiss,
My Funny Valentine.
If all else fails, love always prevails, as lovers or as friends,
youll always be My Funny Valentine, until.....
The End!

Artist Corner:#*101*- Helpless

Do you know what your running from, always yelling and screaming, dont you notice what youve become. The time we spent when i made you laugh, but now all i see is saddness, whats on your mind? all the memories of you smiling are in the past, i cant remember when you were hpaay last. Although ive changed im still the same, I still feel your love hurt and pain, and is a shame i cant help, Like looking at your through a glass, no longer the strong person i once knew, now staring at you through this cold glass, feeling helpless. This nonsense has to stop, im about to pop, im going insane, i want to help, i want to smash this glass, and make you happy, put all the bad times in the past, but maybe this is another test in life, maybe your happiness is to much to ask. There is no more glass the wall is broken, but yet you still havent spoken, things are like they were before, your still not happy and the makes me sad, my frustrations make me mad, but there is nothing i can do but wait until your ready to talk, but for now all i can do is pace back and forth, and feel helpless.

Artist Corner:#*100*- The show must go on,.....Right?

The radio is playing our song, interupted by a broadcast, the song stops, but we will never know what the broadcast was, we just dont care. Another arguement because you acknowedlge what you think is right, but when your wrong your always crying, and will be untill your dieing, in my arms. Our pain feeds the fire, in our hearts, loving others but not showing each other, how much we care, blinbed by the future and the right path to take, but maybe im wrong and everything your saying is fake. Writing down these stories of lost love and tragic endings, always leads to the same thing, emotionless, motionless, on my bed. The broadcast spoke of a play coming to town, and the director is you. The problem is no one is as emotionless as you, or maybe thats just an act, you cast me as the lead character in your play of broken hearts, so you can shatter my dreams of becomeing a star, by closing the current down early, right when i come out on stage, right on top of my heart. Well the play is over and i quit while im ahead, you want nothing to do with me, and ill hang my star back in the sky were it belongs, so you can no longer disgrace me or my dreams. Waking up in sweat and tears, again i was crying in my sleep, because of you.

Artist`s Corner:#99-Ghosts

Memories of the day that the sky turned black, and town felt vacaint, and remembeing feeling like ghosts with no heart, no soul, just a past, one we cant escape. All the bulidings empty like you said my heart was, the day you left me. But all i could remember was the good times we spent, and how the days came and went, life felt never ending, eternal, in our hearts, deadly in our eyes. But now as i read your note, everything changes, my heart turns blacker, and my soul is no longer there, as i slip into a comatose state of mind, sitting on the coach, waiting for your return, knowing that life is nothing with out you. Suicide...... the only way out, and my soul will wander on forever, waiting for you to come home, where you belong. The vodka by my side and my veins waiting to be slit, i can hear the dark angels call my name, soon ill be nothing but a ghost, a lifeless body full of useless memories, that mean nothing to you but everything to me. Im prepared to end it all, and the irony, is she left in the fall, halloween is tomorrow, the day of the dead, there is the irony, and the end is near, the angels talking to me now, begging me to join them as the pray on the clouds for my entrance. Another swig of vodka, and now i have the guts, nothing left for me here, as i start to make the cuts,i make a cross on my wrists, and im sent into bliss, in a daze i hear a faint knock on the door, as she comes back in, she notices me on the floor, drenched in blood, but its already to late, tears pour from her unforgiving eyes, as she weeps she pulls me onto her lap, and puts her body on mine, and crys. As i watch from the sky say prays to me everynight "Why did you leave, i never had the heart to say goodbye, to lose our memories from yesterday. Tomorrow might have been different, each night i pray that you might return, crying so hard that tears no longer pour from my tired eyes, lieing in my bed full of blood and tears. I miss you." In her sorrow, she cant live anylonger, her thoughts as sick as mine, she drives her car of the cliff and into the river below, and dies in more ways then one, she had everything to live for and she gave it up for me but now were both ghosts, no bodies, no hearts, no souls, just a past, that no one will ever forget.

Artist`s Corner:#98-Raining Flames

Holding hands as the october night sky gives way to the bright eternal moon. Each kiss a ice cold remeberance of what i went through to be with you, just to get this far with you. The cold night makes our bodies numb, but our hands held together provides us this warmth. Stareing at the stars though the clouds in the sky, knowing this was my last summer, and i didnt give a goodbye. I came back to you, for you, so we can be together forever, as life passes through. Years may have passed but your face still has that smile, the one that is forever engraved in my mind, the one that has kept me together all these years. Now i have returned, and youve given me what i urned, a kiss from you to me, and that kiss, just that kiss, will last me through all eternity. As it rained flames of passion, the world stoped for a moment, and waited for me to catch up to you, so you can say, ill always love you too.

Artist`s Corner:#97-Tattoo

A message of unscarred scared into my heart. Am i lieing? My awnser is no. Branded by what you call friendship, but im tattoed with the letters L.O.V.E forever. Sometimes you just dont see things as clearly as i do, or maybe im just leading my thoughts of a cliff. But instead you play your little "cute" song of sorrow, so people feel sorry for you when you get your heart crushed by that pitiful excuse you call a boy friend. Judged by your friends, judged by you, nothing good comes from this, nothing good at all. Looking blankly at the endless night wondering when any good will come into my life. But without a god who am i to follow?....... My heart? No its be mislead to many times, by girls with no agenda in mind, just a few quick flirts, to break the already shattered peices to my soul. Tattoed by your smile, that picture burned into my brain, etched in pencil onto my soul so i can forever remember just how beautiful you are, and how evil your heart can truely be.

Artist`s Corner:#96-Someones unspoken words

Your unforgiven heart has so many fears, for me to reach would take thousands of years. My blood and my sweet poured into your feelings, yet you love is so conceiling. You sacrafied our love for him, and that just eats away at my sanity, and gets under my skin. What we had was meant to last, and you did nothing but leave and put me in your past. How could you give up when things went wrong, your heart is shallow and weak willed, and definatly not strong. I would have helped if only i had known, that you were unhappy, but that was something you kept unshown. But only if you knew, the pain you still put me through, and how much i still love you, and how i wished you still loved me too.

Artist`s Corner:#95-Yea another poem

I had these visions of you last night in my dreams, which tells me that even my dreams arent safe from your haunting presence, somethings have taken place and i have been compelled to leave. But for some reason or another i cant reach peace while im with you, something always seems wrong or missing, that dream last night, of me and you kissing, but i cant comprehend that this will never be, us together, you and me. In my dreams things seem forever, and there happy and they shouldnt end, but I guess all good things come to an end, and i guess this is where im gonna stay your friend. So i should just settle down and this lonely posistion, and sit back and listen, cause ill be nothing more to you then you want me to be, so ill take that as my no, and instead of go, ill stay here and live in my fear. As i slept i dreampt some more, of us together, no never together, and that will stay forever.

Artist`s Corner:#94-To my lovely yet deadly nightshade

Tear me away from your sorrow and spare me your sympathy until tomorrow, at least then I can bear it. Spit out your lies until my ears bleed, I listen to this long enough and deserve some sort of creed. Your blasphemy grows tiresome very quick, and yet I want to know what you have to say, your fake confessions lead towards another day. Until the day I leave, all I can do is believe, what you’re telling me. Ill gather my strength, and hold my head high, and as you cry your fake tears and wave goodbye. My pride will return, and then it will be my turn, to hide my memories of you in a box, and hide them away for ever. Your lies will not over power my will, and tomorrow, ill start a new and this time it will be without you. Now you’ll be the one to cry, and no longer will I die, for my heart will be on the search again, living my life in the cold dark eternity.

Artist`s Corner:#93-The endless story that ended...

If i could save tomorrow, and all your pain and sorrow, id give you my love, and never take it, show you my feelings that arent fake...yet no matter what i feel inside, my feelings i cant hide, so they must subside, inside, forever, never to be shown again, to remain forever your friend.

Artist`s Corner:#92-If only

If you thought for one minute that I have not cried, about us being together, then you have just lied. If I thought about you for one second less, id live a better life, and not second guess. I know you feel the same, and I’m the one to blame, first impressions are everything, and I should be ashamed. What is holding me back, from kissing you, I might never know, until I try, but until I gather the strength ill die a little more inside? I no longer know my place with you, and why should I care, knowing ill never get the same feelings back is unrighteous, and unfair. So why do I sit back and let these feelings build up inside my heart, to the point of bursting, and falling apart. Id leaving running doesn’t work, but losing so much with you hurts, the kiss would risk, all that we have, but for what? More of you, should I take what I have, and not ask for more, to take all my love and hide it behind a door, to brush it under the rug, and settle for a hug, rather than her kiss, which would put me in bliss, and probably end my pain. Its not having you that hurts the most, its never knowing if it would work…….. that hurts.

Artist`s Corner:#91-Eyes

As we stand so close to each other, and stare at each others eyes, the looks on each others faces, gives me chills i cant hide. That look you gave, the one that said you cared, always has something missing, as if you were scared. But as i look into your eyes, and see something more, I notice that im not in your future, and my heart began to tore. Standing here for the longest time, waiting for the next move, like a glass chess table, your easy to see through. The reflection off the street light gave your eyes this silver glow, that i wont forget, but this night i will soon regret. This is were things change, and us not being friends causes me pain, so lets live the night, without regret, and without a fight. Casting shadows on the street, with the lights help, brings out the best of us. But your looks cast a spell of stone, apon my heart, and it hurts to beat, now thinking without a thought. Looking deeply at your lips, thinking of that one kiss. But yet with love in the air, you seem depressed, still thinking of another. Remember those nights as you cried in my arms, and how i tried to help, but my words were useless against your pain. All this made me cry also, wondering how someone could be so cruel, and then wondering who was the fool, me or you? You for loving him, or me for loving you, and then the awnser came to me, it was......

Artist`s Corner:#90-Regret

Once again, betrayed by a friend. One who listens but dont comprehend. To steal a kiss, to go all out on a bitz, to ruin it all or rise above the fall. To forget the past, to move forward to fast, to live today, and not think about tomorrow, crys red rivers of pain and sorrow. A lesson learned, and then forgot, to go about my plans without thinking alot. Go for the kiss, and yet a miss, she turned her head, and for this i dread, an awnser without words, worse then no awnser at all. Now the hardest part, rising above the fall. I dont understand, her never never dream land, were things are great, without even a date. Two different worlds, mine filled with girls, hers filled with boys, who just use girls for toys. But she must go through this on her own, to many boys calling on the phone. But this one thing that i will miss, and that is just a kiss, for a kiss is something special, if its intended for the right person.

Artist`s Corner:#89-Fallen

My dreams so vivid, invisioned by the fallen angels. As the orcestra plays my sad song.Stareing helplessy as the red rose falls from my hand into the streets filled with water, from the cold rain. Hanging my head low as i watched the last pedal travel swiftly down stream, knowing how it reminded me of you, and how you left so fast. Watching the stars from afar, and how it reminded me of the sparakle in your that came from your eyes as i waved goodbye to your silence. Fallen angels are enemies of god. Fallen angels are fallen stars. No longer proud of my actions, nothing gives me satisfaction. No longer feeling pride as we stare at each other as the rain helps carry the fallen stars, listen closey as it continues to play my ballad, the ballad of fallen angels.

Artist`s Corner:#88- Ring- hello

No one can appercaite, how long must i wait? Everyone else can see, that it should be you and.... Dont worry no more interuptions, no one else will cause cruption. But once again im to late, its already done, so what the point of talking, i should just turn and start walking, but i think i should tell you, just how much this hurts me. Please no more disturbtions tonight, they always cause coruption to my plans, which including holding handing and..... But things dont go my way, so ill just turn and walk away, cause im just being used as a distraction, to cause some sort of reaction, for all the others. But everyone else can appercaite, how long ive waited for you. What else must i do. Everyone else can see, that it should be you and.... they also see how you dont pay attention to others emotions, including your own, so please no more distractions and hang up the phone. I just wanted it to be us tonight, alone. And maybe tonight ill get my wish, for us to be alone so i can give you just one.....

Artist`s Corner:#87-Catch me......

I finally caught a falling star and watched it cry in my arms. As i was about to let it go hurndreds swarmed. Surrounded by fallen stars, confused, i let my star go and felt a peice of my heart missing also. Stuck atop this ferris wheel all i could think about was you. Sadness consumed me as i lept from my seat, i heard nothing but silence until i landed on my feet. The world suddenly rushed back to me, reality settled in once again as i reliazed that im just a friend, but these words i dont comnprehend. But i caught the falling star, reality cant be! I made my wish, just you and me. But im dreaming again, that these feelings for you would ever be mutual. High on top of this building i stand, stareing blankly at the open land, as i jump,i embrace the open arms of the ground, the snow catching my fall this time, and i stand up to a sound, thinking its you, i turn real fast, and it finally hits me, your nothing but my past.

Artist`s Corner:#86-Dreams

Anticipate the conclusion; verify the end, to go for the kiss or to remain her friend. Wanting and waiting, calculating, my next move, knowing that it’s no longer a game, and there is nothing to prove. Dreams of kissing her, leaves me a bruised ego in the morning. Dreaming that the one kiss would spark a fire, letting her know of my desire. But these are just dreams, and they lead me to drowned screams, as I lie here in bed so hot, knowing that moving this slow is my fault. In dreams my tears of joy turn to tears of screams when I awake, because I know my dreams are fake. Knowing the ending, explaining, comprehending. Today will be the day, and I won’t turn away, I won’t get lost in your eyes, and my mission won’t go astray. I went for the kiss, but I when I opened my eyes I knew I had missed, once again I walk away pissed, and I cant look back at the mirror, knowing that is what I just kissed. Dream, your dreams, but your dreams aren’t real; they lead to screams, because there all fake, so these words you can take, or these words you can leave, because in the end your dreams will deceive.

Artist`s Corner:#85-Summer

All my worries and complaints went in vain. Can you see all my pain. You can see right through me, like i was glass, but you dont notice my troubles, and how i try not to relive the past. This torture of seeing you with someone else, and the thoughts cause pain thats vast. These complacations, lead to sorrow, as tears pour from each eye. Hoping that youll be in my arms tomorrow, knowing the truth makes me cry. This summer will be my last, once again it will go by so fast, so give in and have fun, dont forget your past, anything can happen my happen, our options so vast. This summer there will be no shame, and this summer the cops will know our names. No longer playing anymore female games, this summer. Many tears were shed, but your not playing with my head, its over. This summer will be my last,once again it will go by so fast, so give in and have fun, dont forget your past, anything can happen my happen, our options so vast. Waking up in a unknown bed, with pain from the hang over ringing in my head, if this adveil dont help, stupid thoughts of being dead. Being late for work everyday, who the hell about a job anyway. So say goodbye to summer, because it will not last, fall will head in soon, and all out fun will be in the past.

Artist`s Corner:#84-Letter To and From Sarah

She sent me a letter, a letter full of hope, and happiness and at the bottom it was signed, signed with a kiss. From me to you, thats the way it will always be, and thats what it said in the end. Two weeks later she wanted to be just a friend. Promised a kiss, but it was surley missed, what did i do, what can i do, no matter how hard i try, i cant get through. Are these your problems or mine? Crazy thoughts of you getting better, reasons i cant define. The party was fun on that cold march night, everything was fine, until we had that fight. Like the kiss that ended the letter, it ended all our chances. I thought it was me and you, and there was nothing i could do, there was alot of things i could say, but i kept them hidden away. I felt hurt, and i felt sad, but the one thing that i wasnt,i wasnt mad. After i told you what i thought in my head, you had crazy thoughts, which i now dread. The words still shoot me straight through the heart, "I have to stop liking you" are the words she said, "im gonna cause you do much pain" her words painted red. Pushed right back into my dark hole with one swift blow, i thought things could be different but little did i know. Just like before with the other girl, back in my hole never knowing happiness. But now time goes by, and the seasons pass, still having those crazy thoughts of both of them, praying that they will pass. But over time im being to see, that there will never be anything for us,........ But there is always hope inside of me.

Artist`s Corner:#83-Good night

As i lay on down on my bed, and watch my self cry, i hide my face from the mirror, knowing it never lies. To be loved once and lost love again, to resort back to everything, to be a friend. How i could i sit and act like everything is ok, i ask myself will my sanity returns, but the voices dont talk back anyway. I danced with you apon our cloud of happiness, which stayed with me in my heart as a high, until i looked into the mirror again and realized it was all a big lie. I loved you once but now im to far gone, lost in the sands of time, and before i sleep forever ill give my last yawn. Waved goodbye to you and close my eyes, as forever darkness falls, the voices keep screaming, drowning out your calls. Will i be missed when it all ends, will we keep in touch, will we still be friends. Questions all asked, and awnsered in time, but the most important question is, will you ever be mine. As i lay on my bed and watch as forever tears fall, i still hear your sweet voice, as my waking call. All my memories of you, will never go away, and my love for you will stay true, each and everyday. True love cant be lost, new loves must be found, until the one you truely love finally comes around. Try try again, with each and every friend, cause some youll lose, some youll love, and some youll try again. As i lay on my bed and realize why i cry, i slowly fall asleep and let my tears dry.

Artist`s Corner:#82-The world is coming to a ..... party?

Help me im lost, cant seem to find my way, Help me im lost, ive been searching inside myself everyday. It seems i have no choice now, this is meant to be, lost in my black heart for all eternatity. Sitting in my small chair so lonely and dark, you cant hear noises, not even the familar dog bark. Your not in your mind, your not in your world, your inside of yourself and you cant be let free, trapt in your cold heart, and the pain wont let you be. There is no choice left, so play another lonley song, that starts with a slow guitar rift. She sent me here to rot in my heart, id give anything, id give everything for a moments light, but this place is cold and dark, like the erry night. Welcome to your new home you might as well put on a smile, even if its fake, just to fool the world, because you be here for awhile. Help me im lost, i cant find my way, help me im lost, ive gone astray. Mom........mom........... why is it so cold in here, mom......... why is it dark, please turn on some light, im starting to get scared, and im so full of fright. Mom why wont you awnser, mom..... mom... please come back, i need your help, MOM!...... i need your guidance what do i do, this girl broke my heart, and i need one thats new. MOM! why wont you hear me, why wont you see, that these tears in my eyes arent fake, the tears in my eyes keep running, and there filling up the room and they are submerging me. Feels like im drowning, but breatheing isnt an option, but it seems to be the right thing to do, but what are these feelings im adopting, waiting for someones help, waiting for you. Help me someone anyone im lost, help me someone please help me, at what ever cost, i do not know how long i will last, as my dieing wish to everyone, dont forget the past. Help me mom? Help me dad? Im lost where are you guys, im so lost inside of me, and the inside of myself wont let me be. I live on in your hearts, remeber when we had a blast, but please to all my friends dont forget our past.

Artist`s Corner:#81-Tear Open The Heavens #2

I tore open the heavens, and I saw this young man, he seemed lost somehow staring off into his own land, as I looked into his future, I saw he would someday be great, but right now he’s confused, asking himself, if hed be lonely forever, and if this was really his fate. He walks alone into the night, alone, again, no one in sight, he wanders to the white sands of the beach, and stares deeply at the reflection in the water, and cries. He sits and thinks of all the tries, all of his failures and all his goodbyes. He sees the stars in the refection of the water, the stars give him hope for another failed day. His knees hit the white sand, as he starts to pray, and I heard him speak to me, he spoke in such a sincere way. The words he spoke till this day wont leave my head, he begged and pleaded to me, this is what he said “When will it be my turn, why do my feelings for her burn, I want her to love me, but I get nothing in return, no matter how I hard I try, love is what I urn. No longer will my feelings lead the way, on this day ill be strong, no longer will I sing this song, my song of heartache will be let free, and tomorrow will be different, everyone will see.” His words inspired me, it lifted my heart, above my head, and I no longer feared anyone or anything. I choose him to be mine, and I will protect him for all of time, and I will protect him from harm, when he is cold ill keep him warm, for I am his guardian angel, and the time has come, I chose you, you are the one.

Artist`s Corner:#80-Tear Open The Heavens #1

When I tore open the heavens, to see what was mine, I came upon this one girl, who was lost in her mind. She spoke to me as if I was her god, I answered back as if it were my job. I spoke words of wisdom, all in riddles, in hopes she would understand, that this life on earth, will be over soon and that it wasn’t built by man. That life on earth was tuff, that all she loved would be together, but that didn’t seem to be enough. Her mind was clouded with love and fear, and these feelings had been haunting her dreams, for many years. As she prayed to me, I saw into her head, as she prayed to me I listened to what she said, "My love for him, he will never know, these feelings for him I will never show, my mind is full of confusion, my thoughts have no conclusion, if it is a decision I must make, then I will not wait, and as my mind clears, I will cry no more tears." Her words shot through me like an arrow, and a joy came to my heart, for if this was true love, then they will never part, and even if one dies, they will live together...... forever in each others heart. For true love can not be broken, and with true love, no words need be spoken. . I chose her to be mine, and I will protect her for all of time, and I will protect her from harm, when she is cold ill keep her warm, for I am her guardian angel, and the time has come, I chose you, you are the one.

Artist`s Corner:#79- Picture of Us, Picture us

This is no longer any fun, as I watch your picture fall, the glass shatters to the floor, and this isn’t fun, im not having fun anymore. The picture of us holding hands, in a time that was grand. But time changes things and people grow apart, the memories of us together always etched into our hearts. Saying goodbye, with no remorse, saying goodbye to one another, is throwing everyone off course. The pictures of me burned into ashes, they went up in flames, taken with a camera, which no longer flashes. The picture of us, I hung on my wall, and the earthquake you made in my heart, in my mind, made it fall. Staring at my reflection in the broken glass, crying uncontrollably because I hate you for what you did, but I love you for what we had, crying uncontrollably, laughing uncontrollably, insane, crazy, probably mad. Staring at your eyes in the picture, reminds me of the times we shared, when there was nothing but enjoyment, when we both didn’t care. Staring at my reflection in the glass, that lay shattered upon the floor, My feelings and thoughts I cant control anymore......Rivers run red, Red Rivers run, did I mention this is no longer fun. The red river pours from my body, and you hold my lifeless corpse in your embracing hands, running your fingers through my hair, as you rub your thumb across my face.......... Revenge is bitter sweet, but that is the last time we will meet, because I hung your picture on my wall, and I cried for hours after I simply watched it fall.END

Artist`s Corner:#78- Happy Harash Reality

The harash words you said, wont get out of my head, they keep running around, repeating, what ever i did, im now being to dread. But you did it to, so dont point the blame, dont turn your head in disgust, you should be ashamed, now we sit here in sorrows, and now we will share the pain. The pain of never knowing, the longing to, but always holding back, its now regreted, its way to late, the time has come, no more fun. Death destroyed our world and my eyes only see red now, if only things were made more clearer, then i would have seen things for what they really were, but now as my life flashes, reality becomes a blur, i will miss you, time spent together was like a dream that never ended, but we always pretended, to hide our true emotions, the longing to kiss each other, the dieing devotion. Its way to late, what has happened has killed me inside, im numb. Things are growing black, and all i see are pictures of you and me, but i want the real thing back. Reality settled in and your not coming back, i can not live with that hole in my heart, now there is something i lack, your no longer in my heart, and it hurts so much, knowing that now your only here to show me what i will never have, to remind me that im not good enough for you, so now there is only one thing left to do, to live each day in eternal pain, dealing with my harash reality.END

Artist`s Corner:#77- My stupid sense of reality!

Neive, to believe, that what was happening, was real, that for once, i could feel, feel you. In my heart, soon you became, a part, of me, and i didnt want you to let go, i didnt want you to be free. But i now know, that i must let you go, into the world, and to be a big girl. The false dreams, that i made for myself, can no longer cloud the harash breath of reality, and now i know, thats its time, to let go. Its hard not knowing of what might happen years down the line, but i have nothing but faith now, that things will be fine. For the bond we have created can surpase all, the sharpest sword can not break it, the gods toughest earthquake can not shake it. For this bond grew strong over time, and i think that time maybe on our side, there is no longer hate, our feelings we no longer need to hide.END

Artist`s Corner:#76- Tomorrow

We hang out all the time, and when we play around, it isnt fair, because you know how much i care, and i know your not stupid, because you see its there, but your running from something, you hold alot in your heart, including fear. Tomorrow, people try to comprehend, and there minds get twisted and they start to bend. Thinking about crazy images of tomorrow. Life, death, love, hate, and sorrow. Makes cold tears pour from your eyes, when you lose someone you love, saying your last goodbyes. Hold tight to what you have, for they may not be there for long, because life is complacated, confusing and most of the time wrong. But our lives will continue to be, and maybe someday youll see, that love which two people create, will last an eternity.END