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Inhabit the furthest peripheries of emptiness
and abide in the tranquil center.

There the ten thousand things arise,
and in them I watch the return:
all things on and ever on
each returning to its root.

Returning to the root is called tranquility,
tranquility is called returning to the inevitable unfolding of things,
returning to the inevitable unfolding of things is called constancy,
and to understand constancy is called enlightenment.
-Tao Te Ching


My studies into forensic pathology have lessened my fear of death. I never envisioned myself saying this, let alone writing it as part of my college essay. However, as I learn more about both the philosophies surrounding death and the science that deals with the worst deaths imaginable, I find that no matter how tragically death may occur, death itself isn't something to fear. Even if the circumstances surrounding a particular death depress me greatly, there remains a peacefulness surrounding death that is comforting.

This is not to say that the circumstances surrounding a tragic death do not deserve attention. Indeed, respect for all human beings dictates that unnatural deaths be investigated as thoroughly as possible. This respect is what has inspired me to become a forensic pathologist and what I hope to bring to my career. My views surrounding death are what make such a career an option for me. Without them I couldn't cope with the tragedy of deaths that I might encounter.

Eastern doctrines about death have had the greatest impact on me. I consider myself a Buddhist, however, I also incorporate religions such as Taoism into my spiritual views. I strongly believe in the concept of reincarnation. Death to me is only one part of a cycle of life, death and rebirth. It is this non-static view of being that has shaped my desire to become a forensic pathologist. If I believed in the traditional western dogma of one lifetime for each individual, I could not accept the injustice inherent in the circumstances of many deaths.

For many unnatural deaths, there may be no comforting reasons. Therefore it is up to the victim's family, friends, and even the forensic pathologist to find solace in a hopeless situation. This can come in all manner of beliefs, but for me the most consoling is reincarnation. Death is less troubling if it is only the junction between two paths.


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