By Natalie:

YOU ARE ALL: Spineless. stupid. selfish. idiotic. wanting something you can't have, always looking over your shoulder, PARANOID; sick to your stomach, drunk, full of "what-if's" full of shit. Full of yourself- and loving it. Lying since the day you were born, I recognize you by the look on your face you've always worn. Always wanting more- always caring about people too much. Your soul is a whore. Your face- everything that you are, reminds me of a five year old. Someone who can't cross the street. Someone, always discreet- hide in the bushes, giving mommy a scare. Hiding the bruises daddy gave you. You "fell down the stairs." You keep it to yourself, and the not-so-physical pain- dismantling your face, puzzle pieces mishapen, every which way. YOU: Make me wish i was catholic. Maybe, I'll become a nun someday. The only man that doesn't betray me is the one I cannot see. The one I dont even know, if he really exists. Really, he is the only man I can trust. Cause he doesnt promise me a thing. He knows how to keep his mouth shut. And lets me be who i wanna be...think i'll Marry the big j.c. YOU ARE ALL: starving. hungry. wanting another plate. looking back on your life. thinking it a mistake. something only strong people can take. And, you are: so weak. bleak. always covering your tracks always, trying to be something you are not and it stinks. your smell, offending my greatly. And you make me think. "Love" Always, Miss Understood

by dacy:

search the days still cant see let myself be scared never look away of empty black and space in back expect a god? find a hole kept down with lies make me feel so small worship him worship us fall down to your knees and thank the fucking lord for making us say please

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