"Unmarked helicopters, hovering
the Lord is coming soon
here comes the super ‘copter
here comes the noise it makes
the demon was and idea, the demon is awake
well scratch mark left across the surface of your mind
this hour now upon us, the hour has now arrived..."
Soul Coughing . Unmarked Helicopters
January Seventh, 2004
Joliet, Chicago
Closing and locking the door to her apartment, she watched out the peephole as two middle aged men made their way down the hall and out of the building, watched them get into their car and stair at her door, talking. Her heart was on fire, then she saw the car jump to life and slowly back away, turning towards the exit and hauling ass out of the parking lot. The electricity coursing through her nerves subsided, a heavy sweat running down her flushed face. Turning around, her back hard against the cool door, she slid down to the carpeting, her hands resting softly against the coarseness of it.
With her eyes closed, she released a deep sigh and returned upright, heading to her desk, tapping the power-switch on the front of her computer. As the neon-sunburst of the desktop came up, she stepped into the kitchen and fetched a cold can of Mountain Dew, wondering if it was the right idea to quit smoking for her New Years resolution. Pulling out the cheap office chair, she sat down and waited for the computer to finish booting, the thoughts through her head rushing past at an alarming rate, so many and so fast that she couldn’t even grasp one to see what it was. Like the flow of cyberspace. So much from so many different sources, that if you split open the phone line, you could drown in it. A superfluity of knowledge.
Cracking her mind open, she let it escape enough that she could take care of the necessary business at hand. Running her fingers through her black hair, making a point not to brush the stainless hoop through her right eyebrow, she could feel the nodes of through coursing wildly through her mind.
Double-clicking the 'Network' icon in the 'Quick Launch' section of her toolbar, she typed in the access number and clicked dial, listening to the dial tone, the ringing, the carrier signal, and the warm static of connection. She pulled up another screen, an all black with green text, like an old MS-Dos prompt, typing in [LockePik], and her seven character alpha-numeric password. The screen went blank, then came a simple 'hello.' appearing on the first line. She typed 'goodbye./, followed by another second of empty screen. With a flicker, the window came to life, a directory listing of hundreds of forums, all reading like a Dos directory. Simply marvelous. If anyone showed up unexpected, it looked like a simple Dos screen.
"You say goodbye, and I say hello." she sung quietly to herself, a detailed image of a young John Lennon flashing behind her eyes.
Bringing up a messaging file, she typed in the three four handles she could think of - [subliminalsilence], [emptystar], [sl0wm0tionri0t] and [inhealingwaters] and sent them a short, and minimally detailed e-mail.
Standing up and sliding the chair back, she headed back into the kitchen, the can of Mountain Dew chilling her hand, as she searched through the ‘fridge, looking for something to eat. Reaching down to the bottom shelf, she got a container of last-nights Chinese and stuck it into the microwave, putting the timer on an ungodly amount of time before she heard the four, nearly simultaneous pings from the forum, causing her to rush, tripping over her feet, to the computer to read the four messages, plopping back down into the chair, and pulling it into its correct position at the desk.
[sl0wm0tionri0t]: what’s going on?
[emptystar]: what’s up, kiddo?
[inhealingwaters]: you okay?
[subliminalsilence]: yo, what’s going on? bad?
Followed by her mass-response:
[LockePik]: everyone’s here, go to the following - sesil.cht
In under thirty seconds, she had the chat-file created in the forums construct, and the five of them were there, going through their normal greetings, a combination of local slang that the others had only recently picked up on, and other randomness from their minds. They were a close knit group, but all independent from the group. No true allegiance, only a community of friends with a like-minded amateur-profession.
[LockePik]: look kids, this is how it goes down. I just had two ABC’s leave my apartment, and they are asking for my help; if I agree, I (and anyone else involved) gets their slates cleared, if I don’t, it’s a one way ticket on the Joliet Correctional Facility night train.
[subliminalsilence]: what’s the deal, what’re they asking?
[LockePik]: they want me to collapse a foreign gov’t.
[emptystar]: which one?
[Lockepik]: North Korea ... they say that if they don’t have their computer systems anymore, there is no way they could launch their nukes, which the ABC’s is growing ever the nearer.
[emptystar]: and you buy it?
[LockePik]: not entirely, no... but I don’t really have much of an option. this is a win-lose situation. not a win-win, or a lose-lose. this is even, which makes that choosing part easy, but guys - I need your help. Obi-Wan Kenobi’s, you’re my only hope. they’re wanting me to crash an entire nations computer structure, it’s not a job that one person can do alone. I need you guys, no doubt about it, and you’re the only one’s who I trust enough to let in on this info. also, they mentioned heavy monetary compensation.
[sl0wm0tionri0t]: what if we fail, do we get busted?
[LockePik]: from what I understand, no. your involvement will be by handle only; which, unless you’re already on their list, you’re gonna get fucked, but if you’re clear (which I assume you all are, since you’re sitting here today) they’ll make a note of your handles and leave you alone. make sense?
[sl0wm0tionri0t]: a bit, I’m in.
[inhealingwaters]: yeah, so am I.
[LockePik]: glad you joined the conversation. lol
[inhealingwaters]: haha. everything I wanted to know was being taken care of.
[LockePik]: que cera.
[subliminalsilence]: if [IHW]’s in, then I guess I am. not that I wouldn’t have helped. *smile*
[LockePik]: good. star?
[emptystar]: I don’t know, can’t honestly answer you yet.
[sl0wm0tionri0t]: damnit, star... quit being paranoid. when else will you have a chance to get the alphabets, shadows, and gray men off your back for good?
[LockePik]: well, not necessarily for GOOD... the stipulation to that is this, as long as we stay out of their systems.
[sl0wm0tionri0t]: I figured that, it’s a given... but still, star, how could you turn this op down?
[emptystar]: something just isn’t setting right with me, why don’t they do it themselves?
[LockePik]: they can’t. they want to keep their hands clean, y’know?
[emptystar]: I still don’t know. when do you need an answer?
[LockePik]: said they’d be back day after tomorrow. noonish.
[emptystar]: I’ll have your answer then. I do apologize, I just need to think about it. I’ll talk to you later, guys.
He exited the chat, and the rest finished the conversation, getting the rest of the minute details and discussing what [emptystar]’s problem was, which [sl0wm0tionri0t] said that it was an extreme state of paranoia - X-Files style, only worse.
A few minutes before the new day clicked over, [emptystar] logged back online and into the forum, finding a message waiting from [sl0wm0tionri0t], just saying that she wanted to talk, that she wanted him to be a part of the ordeal, that they would talk later and that she would have her AIM up while she was still awake. Shaking his head at her persistence, he brought AIM up and watched while the ‘Buddy List’ appeared in the upper right of the monitor, her name was at the top and in bold, before a handful of seconds passed he heard the ping of a new message and clicked the taskbar, bringing the window up and reading what she had sent.
sl0wm0tionri0t: Look, this is all good. And I really want you to be a part of this. I’d like to actually meet you, and all that jazz. Look, just seriously consider it. And ponder this; if you’re going to get busted by some spook, it’s going to happen no matter what, whether you’re with us in Virginia, or there in Louisiana. It’s inevitable, dear.
emptystar: fuck, maybe you’re right, but still... I’d rather be in the comfort of my own home when the ABC’s bust down my fucking door.
sl0wm0tionri0t: but, c’mon, dear - you’ll be with me. *smile* (and, I hate to tell you this, but I’m always right! Ha ha.
emptystar: and I guess you’re right, if it’s going to happen, it’s going to happen, no matter what I do... fine. fuckit. I’m in. when do we leave?
sl0wm0tionri0t: Thursday, I have two tickets on ATA out of NO at 19oo PM
emptystar: wench.
sl0wm0tionri0t: But you love me, now zip it and start packing. Meet me at a small restaurant called Yatz’ on Bourbon St. at noon. Go to MapQuest for the directions. See ya’ in a couple of days, dear. I’ll send you an email Wednesday night telling you how to identify me. Peckerwood, I knew I’d get you. HA!
emptystar: grr... I’ll see you then. cya
sl0wm0tionri0t: Bye.
She signed off, and he brought up the forum and an outgoing message to [LockePik] updating her on his decision, and after it was off and away, he powered down his computer and stared at the blank, grayish black screen. Staring hard, he rolled the ice in the glass of his usual Dew/vodka combination, and felt the world unfurl around him. As he began to stare deeper into the unlit screen, feeling as though he were about to fall through it; his eyes watering, his head pounding and his heart thundering in his chest. He snapped out of the trance when outside, he heard the familiar rumble of a car creeping down the gravel road on which he lived. He shook his head, ignoring the sound, heeding her advice - when they were ready to pop him, they were going to, no need to panic and draw undue attention in his direction. He also had realized that with all their equipment, they’d find everything he had; real or planted.
Eyes, mind and body warn and tired, he slid away from the desk, finishing his drink and stretching his hands high over his head, he exited the office and headed down the dark and claustrophobic hallway and into the bedroom, flipping the light switch to his left, and venturing across the room to his bed. Taking a small remote on the windowsill, he turned on the CD player across the room, pressing play and repeat twice, so that it continuously cycled through the album and not just one track. Laying down, he reached up and tugged lightly on the chain suspended from the ceiling fan, turning the light off and bathing him in the cool darkness of two in the morning.
As he slipped into unconsciousness, Black Sabbath’s Paranoid (the song, not the album) rocked him into a heavy, sedate sleep.