~*::Im goin 2 the extreme, theres nothing in between::*~
Umm not 2 much 2 talk about! My bf kinda freaked me out the other night sorry about that! So thank god 2morrow is friday! ive just hung out with clinton and all those guys..i'll write when i have sumthin fun 2 talk about! later

*~::And I, I wonder why I cry::~*

*~So um boyfriends can be really dumb and sometimes make you wish you didnt have one!~*

*~::I got that boom boom that you want::~*

*~Well last night was alright. I was pretty much home all day yesterday, then i went out with my sis, Clinton, Victor, Alex, Blake, and i think thats it. We hung out at Victor's place. Their all mean cause for some reason they kept picking on ME all night! They didnt bother Chante or Victor's sis, just me, isnt that nice? We had so many ppl im surprised we didnt get pulled over cuz i had to sit on Alex's lap. We had fun though, until they stole my cell and started calling everyone. We got a purple permanet marker and gave eachother tattos ha took me long enough to scrub mine off in the shower! Ha oh yeah we stole Clintons cd, Victors cell, and Alex's gloves. haha! but yeah So i dont want school to come. I doubt im doing n-e-thing. XoXo 143 all!*~

*~::No one knows what its like...::~*
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Well today was weird...I had nothing better 2 do so my sis+I went and saw Lord of the Rings even though we've never seen the first 2. I saw that it was 3 hours and 30 mins long and that made us wanna go cuz we needed sumthin 2 take up our time. Then we went to Jakes house and chante took off with Victor and Clinton...So i was left there with Tony and David but i think i'll stop there..I have alot to think about which id rather not talk about. Ive already gotten enough guys mad at me :\ Talk to you all later!

~*::I dare you to stand in my way, just give in when you are ready to play::*~
Happy New Year everyone! My New Years Eve was great! I went over to Jakes house with my sis and we all just kicked back. Lots of ppl were there, we were like the only girls (not including Jakes mom and sisters). It was fun, i got to know Tony hes so sweet! Then he told me hes Brandi's sis! Brandi is my like super good friend if ya didnt know! And wow she came over later on in the night. I dont think she minds, she said she didnt so yeah! I guess Tony likes me. He was supposed to ask me out hes takin 4ever long so i'll let you all know what happens! XoXo!

*~::(Hey hey man, whats your problem? Your trying to push me down thats not how I am. I dont feel much for you)::~*
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Days keep going by, and I wonder why I even bother with him..Yeah he doesnt care anymore, hes got another girl. He says out of when we were together he learned we could live as just friends. Are my feelings stronger than his ever were? He says he still loves me and always will, but I learned how hard it is to have that undieing love for someone, him. If love is what you have, you should be with that one and only. You cant possibly love someone and just stay friends. You cant live with a different person in your life if you dont love them but a another individual..I hate the situation Im forced in, when I try so hard to move on. I guess I still need him but I cant have him...
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*~::First your here 2day, and then your gone 2morrow, why must we live this way? Everyday, wasting all our lives::~*
Well 2day is like goin by alright..I slept in yey me! And I just finally got dressed haha i had 2 go 2 the store in my pajamas i love that. If i didnt say so already, i got my hair done. I swear every day its getting lighter and lighter! I got it all blonde again but sheesh its turning really light blonde like almost white its kinda sad! and i have bangs now everyone is saying i look like hillary duff o geez. thats just wonderful isnt it?! well i doubt im doing n-e-thing 2day..Last night sucked i was up late for once cuz my sis's cell wouldnt stop ringing. I swear guys think we can just go out at 3 am with them all the time it bugs the crap outta me! But yea my guy life sux..I still dont know who i really like, I dont think i want a bf right now and i 4 sure dont think im getting back with Victor cuz im not into sum stuff he does :\ n-e-way thats all 4 now, tata!

*~::The more I grow, the less I know::~*
Ok well today was a good day until a chick decided 2 talk crap. I really hate when girls are mad with how I look, I mean its my life, let me do what I want with myself. I mean, am I wrong? If a person has only seen you like twice in a life time then you obviously dont know much about the person..and if you hang out alot with me i think you all will agree about the whole clothes deal...just look:


Leopardcutiepie: maybe if you wore more clotes...i wouldn't have gotten such a bad impression of you
Leopardcutiepie: *clothes
Leopardcutiepie: and deal with it
fOxRaCiNgBbY: ooh if you dont like how i dress then ignore me
Leopardcutiepie: then your the one with problems
fOxRaCiNgBbY: ok that makes alot of sense
fOxRaCiNgBbY: i dont care what you think just stop talking about me with jon i was nice to you the first day i met you
fOxRaCiNgBbY: and ur bitching about me get over it dont you think thats just a lil immature?


Yeah I dont get some girls but w/e

*~::It seems like each time I'm with you I loose my mind...::~*
Hello my beautiful ppl! Christmas was great! I have $350 yey me! I went down to my brother's house and everyone came over that was cool. I got to see my lil neice:) I cant wait to have a baby of my own hehe. Yesterday seemed really long though for sum reason...Michelle got really drunk and made me dance with her all night that was funny. Ppl took pics of us so as soon as I get those developed hopefully i'll get them on my site..N-e-who, today is pretty blah! Its so cold up here I'm happy we got snow though! So i think I'm going 2 get my hair done talk 2 ya'all later! Hope your Christmas was good! :)

*~::We come crashing down, every time we go this far, again::~*
Uhh not much 2 say..went out last night got home late cuz guys r jerks..so last night was horrible dont wanna talk about it, later!