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The Hollow
Screaming feed me here
Cause it's time to bring the fire down
Screaming feed me here
Feed me here
Magdalena
So pure
I'd sell
I bear witness
I'd sell
Rose
Bend around
I am
I am
Judith
It's not like you killed someone
Oh so many many ways for me to show you
Not like you killed someone
Orestes
One womb
Gotta cut away, clear away
And from pulling you down with me in here
Give me
And I don't wanna feel this overwhelming
Gotta cut away
3 Libras
Difficult enough to feel a little bit
Well I threw you the obvious,
Here I am expecting just a little bit
So I threw you the obvious
Well oh well
Sleeping Beauty
You're far beyond a visible sign of your awakening
Drunk on ego
Sleeping Beauty
Far beyond a visible sign of your awakening
Poisoned and hopeless
Thomas
Illuminate me
Hoping to
Renholdër
Thinking of You
Tugging a rhythm to the vision that's in my head
Sweet revelation sweet surrender
Tugging a rhythm to the vision that's in my head
Sweet revelation sweet surrendering
Thinking of you
Sweet revelation sweet surrendering
Breña
Guides me
So vulnerable
Heal me
Show me lonely and
(Feeling so) vulnerable
Opening to heal
Over
And over, been over this before
Run desire run
Sexual being
Run him like a blade
To and through the heart
No conscience
One Motive
Cater to the hollow
Fill me up again
Temporarily pacify this hungering
So grow
Libido throw
Dominoes of indiscretions down
Falling all around
In cycles
In circles
Constantly consuming
Conquer and devour
Bridle all this indiscretion
Long enough to edify
And permanently fill this hollow
Fill me up again
Temporarily pacifying
Fill me up again
Temporarily pacifying
Overcome by your
Moving temple
Overcome by this
Holiest of altars
So rare
To witness such an earthly goddess
That I've lost my self control
Beyond compelled to throw this dollar down before your
Holiest of altars
My soul
My self-esteem a dollar at a time
One chance
One kiss
One taste of you my magdalena
To this place, this prayer, so long forgotten
So pure
So rare
To witness such an earthly goddess
That I'd sell
My soul
My self-esteem a dollar at a time
For one chance
One kiss
One taste of you my black madonna
My soul
My self-esteem a dollar at a time
One taste
One taste
One taste of you my Magdalena
Don't disturb
The beast
The tempermental goat
The snail while he's feeding on
the Rose
Stay frozen, compromising
What I will
I am
The wind silently
thrown about
Again I'm treading so
Soft and lightly
Compromising my will
I am
I will
So no longer
Will I
Lay down
Play dead
Play your doe
In the headlights locked down
And terrified
Your deer in the headlights
Shot down and horrified when
Push comes to pull comes to shove
Comes to step around this
Self-destructing dance that never
Would've ended till I
Rose
I roared aloud here
I will
I am
I will
So no longer
Will I
Lay down
Lay dead
Play this
Kneel down
Gun-shy Martyr
Pitiful
I rose
I roared
I will
I am
You're such an inspiration for the ways
That I'll never ever choose to be
Oh so many ways for me to show you
How the savior has abandoned you
Fuck your God
Your Lord and your Christ
He did this
Took all you had and
Left you this way
Still you pray, you never stray
Never taste of the fruit
You never thought to question why
It's not like you drove a hateful spear into his side
Praise the one who left you
Broken down and paralyzed
He did it all for you
He did it all for you
How your dogma has abandoned you
Pray to your Christ, to your god
Never taste of the fruit
Never stray, never break
Never---choke on a lie
Even though he's the one who did this to you
You never thought to question why
It's Not like you drove a spiteful spear into his side
Talk to Jesus Christ
As if he knows the reasons why
He did it all for you
Did it all for you
He did it all for you
Metaphor for a missing moment
Pull me into your perfect circle
One shape
One resolve
Liberate this will
To release us all
Snip away and sever this
Umbilical residue that's
Keeping me from killing you
I can almost hear you scream
One more medicated peaceful moment
One more medicated peaceful moment
Hostility
Because I don't wanna feel this overwhelming
Hostility
Clear away
Snip away and sever this
Umbilical residue
Gotta cut away
Clear away
Snip away and sever this
Umbilical residue that's
Keeping me from killing you
Keeping me from killing you
Threw you the obvious
And you flew with it on your back
A name in your recollection
Down among a million say
Disappointed
Passed over
When I've looked right through
To see you naked and oblivious
And you don't see me
Just to see if there's more behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel
Eyes of a tragedy
Too much from the wounded
But I see
See through it all
See through
And see you
Just to see what occurs behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel
Eyes of a tragedy
Apparently nothing
Apparently nothing at all
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me at all
Delusional
I believe I can cure it all for you dear
Coax or trick or drive or
Drag the demons from you
Make it right for you sleeping beauty
Truly thought
I can magically heal you
Failing miserably to rescue
Sleeping Beauty
Truly thought I could make it right
If I kissed you one more time to
Help you face the nightmare
But you're far too poisoned for me
Such a fool to think that I can wake you from your slumber
That I could actually heal you
Poisoned and hopeless
You're far beyond a visible sign of your awakening
Failing miserably to find a way to comfort you
And hiding from some poisoned memory
Sleeping Beauty
Humble and helpless
Learning to pray
Praying for visions
To show me the way
Show me the way to forgive you
Allow me to let it go
Allow me to be forgiven
Show me the way to let go
Show me the way to forgive you
Allow me to let it go
Allow me to be forgiven
Show me the way to let go
Illuminate me
Illuminate me
I'm just praying for you to show me
Where I'm to begin
Hoping to reconnect to you
No lyrics
Lying all alone and restless
Unable to lose this image
Sleepless, unable to focus on
Anything but your surrender
Tugging a beat to the sight of you lying
So delighted with a new understanding
Something about a little evil that makes that
Unmistakable noise I was hearing
Unmistakable sound that I know so well
Spent and sighing with a look in your eye
Spent and sighing with a look on your face like
Sweet sweet surrender
Surrender
Tugging a beat to the sight of you lying
So delighted with a new understanding
Something about a little evil that makes that
Unmistakable noise I was hearing
Unmistakable sound that I know so well
Spent and sighing with a look in your eye
Spent and sighing with a look on your face like
Sweet revelation sweet
Thinking
Thinking of you
Thinking of you
Thinking of you
Thinking
Sweet revelation
My reflection
Wraps and pulls me under
Healing waters to be
Bathed in Breña
Safely in
Worlds I've never been to
Heal me
Heal me
My dear Breña
But it's alright
Heal me
My dear Breña
Show me openings
To lead me closer to you
My dear Breña
But it's alright
Opening to heal
Heal
Heal
Heal
Heal me
Been over, been over this before
Been over and over
Been over this before
So over this
Been over this
So over this
Been over this
Over this before