Me, Myself, and I
ABOUT ME: hey this is margarette. a little brief over view of me. my life is my friends, my family, soccer, music, and my grades. i have the most wonderful family yet sometimes annoying. i have a younger 11 year old brother and wonderful parents. also i got the most wonderful friends ever. they are always there for me and i love them with all my heart. they are always making me smile. also i been playiong soccer since i was like 5 so pretty much live the sport. ive got plenty of medals and trophys in it. also music is a big part of my life. what mood im in reflects the kind of music i listen to that day. and im always listning to music. also i live for my grades becuase if i dont get good grades i would kill myself.(not literally) but i like other things to but those are my favorite things. you wanna know anything else im me and i might tell you get to know me im complicated
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SHOUT OUTS: these are just some really short things i wanna say to my friends out there. there truly is so much more i can say but im not saying everything
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trang~ we have got to do more stuff together. it was so fun. oh and i have to tell you what happened with cory and me. and you have got to tell me whats going on in st. mathews. i miss you soooo much. its so cool how we were friends in pre school, lost touch, and bev re introduced us, but im glad it happened. oh and ill never forget your party. it was of the hook. barbie girl in the video store and i love yous in papa johns and eating contest and jason. that was fun. cant wait for another one. and we have got to do somehting soon. and i told cory you don't like him and he cried and he kep saying your an angel cause your bueaty. it was so funny and hes such a dork. but if you like him go out with him. you guys should. thats the only reason we went outside remeber. lol. oh and it was fun when you came over and derek liked you. lol. he really thinks your hott. lol he wierd. well theres lots more to say but i will quit. bye lylas you are tied for first with 5 others as one of my greatest friends. oh and it has been fun hanging every weekend now. and you need to go out with cory.you like him. oh and remeber calling ppl at 11 30 pm that night and i called james by accident. lol. that was so funny.
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amy~ thanks for everything. your always here for me and you give me advice and you always defend me, i love you for that. your a tremendous friend(i used a big word hehe lol) and i hope everything works out with you and josh and sea................n.(lol) oh and i had fun calling eric. what was my name again? lol. saquisha, i dont know i couldnt even remeber it when i told him. lol. oh and tell me who all you want to go to my party and josh can come. lol. ok well lylas.
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sean~ hey sean. thanks for helping me with my school work and finally your being nice to me cause im amys friend oh well. i just wanna say if you treat amy like shit im coming after you
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lizzy~ hey gurl. was up and how are you? omg i dont know how ben reed found out but it was funny. and remember your other little secret. lol. i wont tell any one. but thanks for being there for me in school. and you and jc need to hook up. he likes you but he thinks your to quiet. lol. oh and what is a friend? a single soul dweeling in two bodies. lol. oh and i want the pink lip gloss more more lol. oh and you had my book the whole time. lol. book kepper. lol. ok well g2g.
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jessica c~ hey. did you ask your book out for me yet. lol. it was fun making out with it. lol cant wait to do it again. lol. oh and i will dump my guy for your book. lol
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jessica k.~ we got to do more stuff totally. like mabey go to the mall and freak my parents out again lol. but this time i wont fall up the escalator. lol. but we got to go in the fountain again. that was fun. did that one guy we talk to ever get over that "moaning" lesson. lol
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Marcus~ its raining men. haliluyah its raining men. amen. lol !!!!!. that wa so funny and fun. thanks for walking me home every thursday lets hang out more often. its always fun. we be laughing 24/7. and rubans better. lol.
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jessica~ hey your hair looks good pink. im dying my pink this summer with spray paint. hey you better drive me somewhere in your cricket. and james thinks im pretty. lol. i really like him but i hope were friends first. hes a godd kisser. lol. oh and we didn't sell ne edible thongs. lol. that was so funny at cheryls house. then that morning was stressful. sry bout your mom.
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ashton~ we all know you like bri and she likes you why dont you all just go out already. lol. well we got ot get together soon. the whole group. but this time you aint going up the escalator and having the police escort you out right? lol
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joe~hey i just got to know you but oyur really cool. we got to meet back up sometime. you seem like a really cool person. and everything will work out for you.
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brian m.~ you are truly a great person and theres so much to say. and im sorry if i go off on you and stuff but its kinda hard to explain. i just wanna start over on a new slate so things will be easier. but you are a phinominal (big word hehe lol) person. you got a big heart and your so nice. your a good listener and everyhting. ur truly a great friend. i hope everything gets better for you.
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derron~ your my best friend remeber. lol. thanks though for everything. thanks you thanks you thanks you thanks you. lol. you are so funny and thanks for bearing with me talking about (brian, tommy, aaron, etc)(should i go on) lol. change your view on variety. lol. marriage would be ogod for you you dont need no more variety. lol.
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john~ hey. so are you going to go out with eva? seriously you should. and thanks for helping me at OMEA with kenny. and that was fun. im glad we all met.
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kenny~ sorry i dumped you and im glad were still friends. your a great guy. i just liked someone else. sorry babe. but we should do something sometime soon. it will be fun. hey why dont you go out with laqusiha until she moves she likes you. oh well bye babe. and thanks for understanding.
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cheryl~ hey babe. we play against eachother again. lol. that kinda sucks. but you got to come to my games and ill do the same. and you got to invite james to come. lol. i really like him now but i hope we become friends first. thanks for introducing us. oh dont you get your drivers licsence next year cause you got your permitts now? well if so you be giving me a ride. lol well your another one of my best friends tied for with five others. lylas. oh and it was fun at your house even though we didn't sell ne edible thongs. lol. we got to have something like that again. oh did i tell you james is a good kisser. lol. ok well ttyrs.
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jessica, ~ right there. right there on my leg. lol. that was fun we so have to go kereokke again and let me dance with you know who. lol. hes hott and its not grody. lol. hey you are great. never change. i have so much to write but i cant sry. but you are my best friend tied with five other people too. hope we dont lose touch in highschool. once a month.
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brittany~ sup girl. you are my best friend with others. im glad we hang out a lot. and talk on the phone a lot even though every other word is r...... lol dont wry i wont tell ne one. hey we got to go to your house soon. that will be fun. and rennee needs to dump philip and you know why. what alisha said. ewwww. lol. ne ways lol. and dont tell any one bout nathaniel. its embarresing. lol. sry i didnt tell you. any who. right on my leg remeber. lol. yeah. but i like james now. you know. but i like a lot of others looks wise. lol. idk who i like but i like james a lot hes one. lol. and no i think tommy again was a one day thing. lol. you know all this is about boys. thats all we talk about. no well we wtalk about life and highschool and friends. lol. mostly boys. we boycrzy together. lol.
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kyle sella~ i dont really know you but you became one of my really good friends that night. your really cool i hope we become really really good friends. your a real sweetie. thanks for everything. im glad your here for me. hope you come down here soon. lylab.
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josh~hey ummm sorry what i told oyu but its true, i hope that doesnt effect our friendship. im glad you think of me as a best friend. it means a lot. your a great friend and im glad we got in touch again. i really missed talking to you. you mean a lot to me. and you promised not to do, well you know, ever again. thanks sweetie. your a great person never change. hope you get another car soon. im glad your ok even though you totaled your car. get a hot pink convertible. lol. seriously though you should and you should come down soon. lomlty.
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heather~ i can't believe i forgot you im so sry. and to believe i forgot my bestest best friend. lol. seriously sry. thanks for everything though. like the phone calls you make. lol. thanks for a whole lot and always being there. i hope you and eric stayt together. you guys make a cute couple. i wish you the best of luck with everything.
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james j~ hey it was cool and im glad you came to my party. it was fun and i hope to get to know you better. and your an awsome...... yaeh well yeah ill put moree in for you later. but i hope we become closer
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john,nathaniel,aaron,geoff,philip,carl- had fun at the party. great....yeah.
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ONE DIARY ENTRY: scared, mistakes,past, future [5/26/03 11:46 AM]
im confused about everything. i love my life but theres things that bother me but there not so bad things. like my past mistakes with friends like with jay. i always think what if. i love'd jay to death and i cried when i did some stupid things and he hurt but i had it coming. and i miss him and i think what if i did that differently how would it be now. thats why i envy jessica she got such a great relationship with him and i want one with him to. he has helped me through a lot of shit. also my mistakes with family like losing my trust which i finally got back. those mistakes still haunt me at night making me cry all the time even when im happy i cry and think about it. why i ask myself. then i have a whole lot of other things that bother me to. like how many friends ive went through and lost during my depression. also what bothers me is losing my best friend ever. nicole. i still love her to death though. and we talk still and i hope we become friends again. were getting there. i wish her the best of luck ever. i will always be here for her. also i got my mom that bothers me so much too. dont get me wrong i love her to death but why is she so difficult to everyone. why is she always alone even away from her family. i wonder will i be like that. i mean i have her same bad bad temper and i have a lot of other bad traits from her but im so scared that ill be like her and for all of you that know what my moms like(brittany.cheryl,stephen,derek) i dont ever wanna be like her. shes pretty cool sometimes but everythings difficult with her. and im a difficult person too. and i never wanna be as difficult as she is though. but i think im getting there. and i kno0w where shes coming from and whys she's difficult like that cause i have the same feelings and it really sucks. i am really scared for me. im so scared of the future and highschool. my life finally got setteled from my downfall and its great. i got all my friends that ive had for years. i have a lot of great friends and aquantices. but in highschool im afraid ill lose them all. i know ill still have cheryl and trang cause they have always been apart of me and we go to different schools but how about the friendships that depend on school now, like with brittany and jessie and brian and sean. i mean that i dont wanna lose. i just got settle and to lose those realtions would really suck. im tired of always starting over. i always start over and now that i haven't im forced to again. some more things that bother me are guys. everyone thinks i love every guy i meet. yeah i might act like that but its only to hide my true self. i love guys and i think all of them are cute in there own way. but only a few stick out. like i have feelings for sean peat and cory fenton but i dont like them that much there just friends. i like james a lot. i just pretend to like everyguy cause that stps people from seeing the real me. im afraid when people see the real me they'll hate me cause im afraid of the real me. but to all my friends that know the real me they dont hate me. so why am i afraid of me. why? idk i just have low self esteem. ~~~~~but if your reading this and you come talking to me you should know that the guy thing is fake i really only like one guy and the mother issue is sensitive to me so dont mess with me about that. and you should know i wanna talk about the future but ill be scared about it. also i hate talking about my past unless your someone special because im touchy from all the mistakes ive made. know i love my life my friend my family i love the activities i do. just get to know me and dont judge. just know this.~~~ i love all you guys thanks for supporting me. i just needed to wright this to sort things out
Mood: cool:-)
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