Thirty years of living in this world,
I had my shares of laughs and tears.
I may not have everything that I want but I'm happy.
I may never get everything that I ever wanted but
I know I will still be satified.

At thirty, I haven't turned out to be the
person I've always wanted to be.
still have alot of lessons to learn,
experiences to go through and people to meet.

And what ever God plan for me in near future.
May the Lord take my heart, body, and soul with him
My parents really outdone themselves for sheilding
from pain.They thought that they could protect me forever
but that's not how life's about.
At age eleven years old my mom past-way and the age of twelve,
I was separated with my father
and siblings and come to America.

By the time of my teen-age years
I would have to stand on my own and when I did there's
no denying that I would stumble and fall and I did.
At first I didn't know what to do.
Because in my young-age my parents always there to pick-me up
when ever I fall and wipe my tears when I cried.
I did not know what is pain and sorrow felt like.

Until I was separated from them. But no matter how
hard and difficult it was yes, I did get up and
move on for there's the only way to go.
I can't let myself fall deeper that I already have.
I wouldn't say I didn't go to a period of angry and
hatred because of those pain.

At twenty years old, I realize to let the pain go
and be thankful I experience those pain because it
thought me to be strong.
Beside how could there be any room
for love if I let hate reign in my heart.
font size="2" color="#9C30FF" face="verdana"> I've learned that we may cry and shed buckets
and buckets of tears,
we still can go on. No matter how hard,
No matter we thought that we can't go on we still can.
We are the stronger that we could ever imagine.
thirty years is this world I've learned the most important lesson,
love yourself for loving yourself heals everything. How true......