October, 24, 2003
Well I haven’t written in a long time so I have some details to tell. Dan and I are still going out but we went on a break a little while ago. My job at McDonalds is so much better then my last job. Hmm I’m moving in with my mom soon which is even cooler. Oh yah I’m kind of confused about some shit and I don’t want to get into it too much cause you never know who reads this but I’m confused and I don’t know what’s going on and I’m trying to figure things out but its not working to well. I’m in boxing again and Mickey is seriously working my ass for the tournament in January and I’m thinking I’m going to win for my class. I’m doing hella volunteer work for a lot of programs like the old folks home, reading buddies at the library and Westshore network which is like doing elderly peoples groceries and walking their dogs and tutoring little kids (who would of thought that I would be a tutor) so I’m seriously tired and I have to go back to work tomorrow but I might go see a movie sometime tomorrow and then afterwards I might be doing something with one of the people I work with after work, but yah I’m Outie!
October 25, 03
Well I woke up and went to the movies with Elana and Garrett to see scary movie 3, walked up to the bus stop with Kevin and he started telling me how much of a awesome girl I was and how Dan didn't deserve me and that Kevin wanted to be with me! I was so shocked I just walked away, I couldn't believe that we would say that when he was Dan's friend. I went to work and told one of the girl's about the party that was going on a Garrett's house, she asked me if Garrett and Elana were still going out and I said of coarse and she let it slip out that Garrett had been dating this other girl the entire time! So now I'm stuck with this news that I didn’t want to know in the first place and I'm not sure it I should tell Elana because it will hurt her. I stayed the night at Elana’s house and the guys told us that we couldn't get pizza for free lol so we ended up ordering pizza and when the pizza guy got there we chatted for a little bit and then asked him if he had a twenty to pay for our pizza and he actually gave it to us lol. We showed the guys lol.
October 26, 03
Left Elana’s and went to church then went to work to get my pay stub, they told me to work till late so I did and it was so boring but I think I’m going to get promoted soon which is going to be sweet ass. Then I went home with my mom and went to bed.
October 30, 03
K well a couple days ago I find out that my boyfriend took another girl to his house and then when I ask him about it he promises me that nothing happened and that he was just there to chill and plus his grandparents were home but I saw them while he was gone with her at his house! I was upset because he wouldn't get over the fact that I was not going to sleep with him so we ended up breaking up for a little bit but then we got back together and it was this huge big thing but it’s over now. While Dan and I were broken up I went to one of these super hot guys at my school named Adam Leturneau and told him to call me some time. He ended up inviting me to a party but I never went because Garrett made me promise that I would never get involved with Leturneau due to his drug selling, jail time and the fact that he was part of my older brother’s crew, not to mention that he is 20 and I'm 16 lol.
October 31, 03
K well I woke up and went to my friend Elana’s house got ready for Halloween, we were going to dress up as ghetto chicks but by the time we got to school EVERYONE ended up telling me that I totally looked like Jennifer Lopez due to the fur coat and Elana looked like a white version of Foxy Brown so we just ended up rolling with it. We looked hella fine, we had crazy blue/maroon/coral eye shadow, shimmery bronzer, fake eye lashes and little diamonds on either end of our eyes a lot the lash line and along the bottom of our eyebrows. I had these crazy Brazil lain jeans with snake skin stiletto’s, a white tube top with spray painted graffiti that I got Samer to do, diamonds all over it, and little rips. I also had this huge gold woven belt hanging over my hip. So lastly I was wearing this newsboy cap with my hair in a pony but I curled my ends and to top it off my mom found me this gorgeous faux fur coat that was super short. After school we went to colleen's house and got ready for the night, we went out and got new eyelashes and then met up with Garrett, Kevin and his little cousin Shane, it kind of sucked for awhile because one of the girls that was with us tried to pick a fight with Elana every ten minutes. Then when she left we just trick or treated some more and then went back to Elana’s house oh but before that we were at ESQ high and some creepy guy in a truck was there and then he left but as we were walking up the road he was there and then he turned on his car and was even more creepy and followed us around for a little bit and there was no way that he was a undercover cop cause it was all just way to weird.
November 1, 03
Yeah well today my daddy called me and got mad at me because I’m kind of moving in with my mom now. Anyways to cheer myself up I went to the mall with Elana and we found some wicked ass winter coats. I didn’t have the money so I’m waiting till tomorrow to get it. Anyways after that I was going to go to Dan’s house before I had to go to work but my dad kind of got angry about the whole moving out thing so he didn't let me go. Not to mention that I had to work until 3 in the morning which sucked.
November 2, 03
Went to the mall and got the jacket that I needed, then I went out and got some food, clothes and shoes, went to my mom's bf's house and he took me to the person that was selling the car. I ended up buying it and I saved up my own money to buy it with no ones help, my dad was so proud of me! I went to my dads house to get some more of my stuff and my Dad started crying because I was really moving out, he told me that he was sorry for crying and that he was just upset and hurt and I told him that I didn’t mean to hurt him he told me that I didn’t make him feel that way he just felt it. So after awhile I went back to my mom's car and I started crying worse then i have ever cried before. Then me and my mom were on our way to the beach but Elana called me and I found out that her and Garrett broke up so I went to see her for a bit.
November 3, 03
Well my daddy came and got me at lunch for a bus pass and we had a talk about how me missed me and what not, school was ok but things were kind of weird with Dan just disappearing, then I went over to a friend’s house and I almost broke up with Dan but I changed my mind and decided to give him another chance.
November 4, 03
K well I went to school and it was weird because Dan wasn’t there at first but he showed up and he was all overly nice to me, then we went to McDonalds and ate, I went home and to my dads house to get some more stuff and he drove me back and then I went home and passed out
December 24, 03
So I haven’t written in here for awhile, there is some new things, I live with my mom now in Esquimalt, I got a cross tattoo on my back with a lily wrapped around it, not friends with Elana anymore because Bri, Jenny and I tried telling her that Garrett had been seeing another girl while he was still seeing her, needless to say that she didn't believe any of us and freaked out on us for lying lol, anyways I got a new cell phone today it's freaking awesome and my dad found my tattoo that was funny I told him that it was henna and he believed me! As for Christmas I got a DVD player but I broke my TV so I can't even use it so it kind of sucks but I’m Outie!
