Is it possible, to hate something you love. To cherish someone so deeply, while wanting to return them to the heavons above. Is it right, to have a desire to thrill. Together, exploring the meaning of life while you look for a chance to kill. Is it written, in the book of life. During the week you give serenity, tranquility, and hope, but come weekend your seeking the intro of a knife. Is it destined, could it truely be. You loving them is your mission, you letting them live comes with a fee. Is it true, you would grant them all that you got. You would kill for them right before you would have them shot. Is it real, the tear in your eye. None other is allowed to test your mate, though god knows how hard you try. Is it pure, the love that you share. Your words say they are lower than dirt, Your actions say next to them none can compare.


The Painof the Lil` Bit

So much pain I have felt, so much drama my life has dealt.So much loss coming at me in diguise, taking my world by storm, andmy emotions by surprise. No one takes note of the tears flowing from my eye`s. Those that I surround myself see me being down as a bunch of lies. For the sake of my friends I put my life upon the cross, now I stand to be hanged, but they are free from any loss. I freed them from all of their suppression`s, now hell has a hit out on me, is this one of life`s lesson`s? They say, nothing giving, then nothing earned, but I have given so much that is why I now yearn. They say before God helps you up you have to fall, but doesn`t God remember that I have been here before. I would die for my friends, by their side`s is where I choose to be, but it`s that same love that is chocking the life out of me. Joy, peace, and happiness, to the table, that`s all I bring, so why then are war bells surrounding, my head is now pounding. From Brandy to Zamina, and everyone inbetween, I try to help them up, where in the prescription does it detail the downfall of me? I see no day, I see no dark. The only thing I see is pain and it`s breaking my heart. I`m down, and not one of my friends do I see, I was there for them, through thick and thin, now where do they be?

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