feel it rising up inside
it gathers and it swells
and i come to the point
where i can't hold back
my hate flows freely
the dam on my heart
has burst
and you, lucky you
get to be the one-
the object of my flood
i pour it all out onto you
it flows unobstructed
unhindered
and crashes down on you
-you lied you hurt
you murdered you bitch
tearing the fabric of
my being and wearing
the tatters round your neck
display them like a trophy
for all the world to see-
yes, it is yours
yes, you've earned it all
don't turn your head
i know you're not a coward
and you can't hide from this
taste my hate as i evoke
the same from you
i'll take your flood
stand beneath your rushing waters
and let it rinse me clean
so don't you hide from mine
taste it
bitter capsule that it is
and let it dissolve
it poisons not the poisoner
unless he keeps it in
only if he ends it all
with that bitter pill-
-only then will it be
his downfall
your prayer will be answered
but only at my discretion
i control the flood waters
and i'll decide when to stop
when it's safe for me
to let go
to move on