Looking out a bus window
Staring at a reflection
But of who, i can't tell anymore
watching cars through my tears
people talking, laughing, having fun
all the things that we used to do

all alone
all alone now
gotta get away from the pain
on my way to anywhere but here
only have you to blame

Grey skys shining down on me
from where i am i can only see
sad reflections of what we used to be
dallas, houston, san antone
doesn't matter where i go
they are all reminders of you

all alone
all alone now
gotta get away from the pain
on my way to anywhere but home
only have me to blame

traffic jam of emotions clogging up my happiness
love and hate and that familiar pain
now that you are now taken
my heart is forever broken
and i've come to hate that one holding you

all alone all alone now
gotta get away from the pain
on my way to anywhere but here
only have them to blame.

my eyes are getting tired now
tired of crying from the pain
thanks to whoever's to blame
nothing but an empty heart
and a lost and lonely soul
that is all that's left of what used to be me

all alone
all alone now
gotta get away from the pain
can't get you out of my mind
but for that who do i blame?

-julie nolen
March 19, 1998