Session Start: Sun Jun 21 23:48:33 1998
DCC Chat session
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Client: fixxxer0 (207.150.74.59)
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<JessM> hey! hang on a sec
<fixxxer0> hey
<fixxxer0> ok
<JessM> sorry! lol i am arguing about whether gillian anderson looks good or not. *rolling her eyes* :) so whats up?
<fixxxer0> whats up?
<fixxxer0> u wanna talk to me..
<fixxxer0> i just wanted to know if somethings wrong with utv?
<fixxxer0> i can't get the login page to load
<JessM> nothing much is up and utv is messed up...not actually UTV, tho. 
<JessM> ok, here's the deal, one of the main computers that keeps the internet up and running is puking its guts up tonight and its screwing up everything. 
<JessM> so its not your computer, its not UTV, it has nothing to do with anything, but that one computer. 
<fixxxer0> ohhhhh
<fixxxer0> course your not my friend so i dont know if can trust u
<JessM> OH well i see. thats right, i have every reason to lie about a server. 
<JessM> you're absolutely right. 
<fixxxer0> i just dnot get it
<JessM> what, that i would lie about a server?
<fixxxer0> no
<fixxxer0> that you....turned on me so fast
<JessM> its something..i don't know, that you'd have to understand if you were me, i guess. 
<JessM> i don't understand how you could say someone should die, so i guess that makes us even. 
<fixxxer0> are you able to go to any sites?
<fixxxer0> ok jess...
<fixxxer0> b that way
<JessM> No, i'm not able to get in anywhere
<JessM> b what what?
<JessM> i have shitloads of im windows and msg bars and icq flashing in my face
<fixxxer0> nevermind i thought u just left
<JessM> it looks like a christmas tree over here
<fixxxer0> ohhh i'm so jealous you have friends
<JessM> lol
<JessM> ok
<fixxxer0> why is it funny jess..
<JessM> I just think its funny. do you think i'm trying to intentionally piss you off or something? i was explaining why it was taking me so long to send you a message. 
<fixxxer0> i dont know anymor
<JessM> well, chances are i'm probably  not
<fixxxer0> i wouldn't put anything past you after what u did
<JessM> after what I did? and you don't think that what i did was justified then, do you?
<fixxxer0> hell no cuase i've known u so long
<fixxxer0> u dont even know this girl becky
<JessM> yeah, and i don't understand where you came up with such a thing to say. I've known you just as long as you've known me
<JessM> and i've never seen a side of you like THAT
<JessM> i know becky well enough to say that i think she's a nice person. she's never done me wrong in any way. 
<fixxxer0> yeah same here but
<fixxxer0> you gotta draw the line somewhere
<JessM> i think saying that someone should die is more like a canyon than a line
<fixxxer0> well you dont get it
<JessM> I don't get it? well enlighten me. what don't i GET about it?
<fixxxer0> i get treated like shit by people like her that i know irl...PERIOD....she's nothing but trash and even worse...she is braggin about it and is proud that her mother uses it to lol\!!!!i told her "hell yeah thats how you got here and thats why you dont know who your father is your momma's a slut!" haha
<JessM> how long have you known becky, nick?
<fixxxer0> hummmm
<fixxxer0> well she used to be known by the handle SHOTS
<fixxxer0> and now she is flaca16
<fixxxer0> ummm
<fixxxer0> i dont know a few months
<JessM> and did she ever in the time that she's known you do anything WRONG to you?
<fixxxer0> nope....she was a good friend and i was a good friend back cuz i didn't know shit bout her 
<JessM> so you just looked past all the stuff thats GOOD about her, and picked out the bad stuff, then?
<fixxxer0> hell yeah
<fixxxer0> i dont put up with people like that they are worthless trash 
<fixxxer0> just like the people in your family that do it!!!so hhaha
<fixxxer0> so eat that shit jess!
<JessM> lol 
<JessM> nick, damn, i swear rofl that was a pretty weak attempt to piss me off. 
<fixxxer0> the truth doesn't piss u off.
<fixxxer0> it sure pisssed becky off!
<JessM> lol no, because i can accept the truth. and the fact that you think my family is worthless trash if your OPINION, not the truth. 
<JessM> and hell yeah i can see why it would piss becky off. if i had a shorter temper, i would have already cussed you up one side and down the other. 
<fixxxer0> yeah well poor becky cried and cried......maybe next time she uses drugs she'll remember 
<fixxxer0> it doesnt' ALWAYS make you popular!
<JessM> who said anything about doing drugs to be popular?
<JessM> that has shit to do with it. 
<fixxxer0> she has tons of friends....everyone i know does
<JessMbrb> everyone you know has tons of friend?
<fixxxer0> no
<fixxxer0> everyone i know thats like her has tons of friends...u know what i mean
<JessMbrb> lmao
<JessMbrb> you're stereotyping, my dear
<fixxxer0> so
<fixxxer0> there where 1500 students at my school
<JessMbrb> i don't care how many students were at your school. lol i mean honestly, there are about that many at my school...probably more now, but it doesn't matter. 
<JessMbrb> its meaningless statistics. 
<JessMbrb> only a number
<JessMbrb> you don't know all 1500 of those ppl or what they're about, how they feel, or what they do. 
<fixxxer0> i know enough that they all put me down constantly..the ones that are like becky....i mean bad enough she does it then brags about it and her fammily to!
<JessMbrb> but thats her thing, you know? its not like its personally affecting you. their clouds of pot-smoke don't come drifting your way and give you a contact buzz. 
<fixxxer0> u seem to know alot about that.....your so stupid
<JessMbrb> roflmao
<JessMbrb> god love ya, nick. 
<fixxxer0> why do you hang around people like that!??!better to have no friends
<JessMbrb> because my friends have enough respect not to involve me in whatever kinds of drugs they may do, and they know that i don't approve of it. 
<JessMbrb> i am no longer friends with someone i've been BEST friends with for 15 years because she wants me to spend the night with her all the time
<JessMbrb> and the reason i DON'T is because i know she does pot and shit, and i don't want to be around it
<fixxxer0> hummmmmmmmmmmm
<JessMbrb> so my friends respect my right to not want to be around it, or be under any peer pressure to use it
<fixxxer0> seeeeeeeee
<JessMbrb> and i understand the fact that this is what THEY do, but its THEIR lives too
<JessMbrb> i can't tell them what to do and what not to do, but as long as we respect each other's boundaries, its all good. 
<fixxxer0> ya outta just say FUCK EM...they dont need a friend like you that is diffrent 
<JessMbrb> and it doesn't mean that i don't care, either. 
<JessMbrb> well i'm not going to give up my friends that i love with all my heart just because of something they do when i'm not around
<JessMbrb> they have sex when i'm not around, too, and i am still a virgin but that doesn't mean i have to say screw you guys, i'm going to hang out with all the other virgins. 
<fixxxer0> whatever..
<fixxxer0> people call me a loser to my face that are like that
<JessMbrb> well thats not my problem. I stand up for myself enough and i have friends that will stand up for me too
<JessMbrb> i have accomplished goals in my life that have earned me respect
<fixxxer0> so
<fixxxer0> that car in the garage...is not 100% mine
<JessMbrb> a car doesn't mean shit. its like buying new shoes that everyone else is wearing. its a pitiful attempt to try and fit in by looking like everyone else, and it doesn't matter. no one cares. i do the same thing. 
<fixxxer0> hah..
<fixxxer0> yeah i'd say that to if i sucked and didn't have one
<JessMbrb> lol
<JessMbrb> uh oh, you're aiming below the belt. *Wink* I don't need a car right now as it is. 
<fixxxer0> ohhh u laugh huh
<JessMbrb> i don't have the money for insurance
<fixxxer0> hah who's fault is that??!?!?
<JessMbrb> lol not mine. 
<fixxxer0> oh its not your fault u dont have money
<JessMbrb> well ACTUALLY, its sorta my fault, but hey, what can I do? *shrug* i'm not concerned about it at this moment. 
<JessMbrb> sure its my fault i don't have money. i haven't gotten a job. i'd say thats reason enough
<fixxxer0> besides hitting below the belt doesn't hurt girls
<JessMbrb> oooh cute. 
<fixxxer0> u've acomplished nothing....except a diploma which anyone can do
<JessMbrb> *shrug* I've made my way thru school. thats good enough for me, right now. Its something that some of my friends didn't do. 
<fixxxer0> hahaha..see...becky'll see to....
<JessMbrb> see WHAT?
<JessMbrb> there's nothing to see. 
<JessMbrb> You have no idea what my friends' motivations are for leaving school. 
<fixxxer0> hahhaa
<JessMbrb> :)
<fixxxer0> so we aren't friends.
<fixxxer0> no more
<fixxxer0> even if i appoligize to u
<JessMbrb> you can apologize if you want to. its not gonna totally win me over and its changed how i look at you a lot. 
<fixxxer0> how nothing would have changed if you'd minded your own business....
<JessMbrb> if i'd minded my own business? hmmmmmmmmm..well lets just stop and think about that for a minute. 
<JessMbrb> i was in a room
<JessMbrb> with all my friends
<JessMbrb> and we were having a conversatoin
<JessMbrb> -sation, yeah
<JessMbrb> and anyway, i leave for a minute and then scroll back to see what i missed to find out that you're talking shit about how someone deserves to die because they smoke pot. 
<JessMbrb> so its kinda hard to mind my business when they're my friends and we're all talking at once
<fixxxer0> hey i got into utv
<JessMbrb> yup, me too, finally
<fixxxer0> fuckyourslef
<fixxxer0> i'm leaving
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DCC session closed
Session Close: Mon Jun 22 00:49:32 1998