Session Start: Thu Jul 30 23:52:37 1998 DCC Chat session - Client: fixxxer_ (207.150.72.95) - Acknowledging chat request... DCC Chat connection established - hey 23:52] i'm baaaaack i see that [23:52] ummmmmmmm [23:53] u miss me? you want the truth? [23:55] yeah [23:55] lol nope [23:55] oh come on....... why should i? you've proved over and over and over what you are like and that's something i despise [23:56] ohh i see [23:56] u wanna know what i went though in greece1 [23:57] we went in a group see sure [23:57] i had to share a room with this dude who was 22 [23:57] stupid asshole [23:57] he'd b perfect for u heh my new boytoy is 23 [23:57] every fucking night and my god he's great in bed [23:58] every night he was like"yeah man lets go to a bar and get drunk and we'll meet chicks and stuff" [23:58] i was like fuck you [23:58] for one thing we can't even fucking TALK to the girls here u dumbass! none of em spoke english? [23:59] like i said he's a worthless peice of white trash like u [23:59] hahahahha * Renee laughs at you [23:59] i dont know i didn't wanna try nicky boy... [23:59] he pissed me off so bad if i was "white trash" I wouldn't have as many friends as i do [23:59] he kept asking me more personal stuff and then he laughed so hard at me and i wouldn't be able to get good looking SMART men [23:59] all i kept thinking of is you why me? [00:00] cuz! i never did that shit to you until you turned fucking nasty [00:00] he drinks and he's close to your age [00:00] so fuck u so? [00:01] course he dropped outta highschool to but he still said he's better then me 90% of the people my age drink occasionally [00:01] lol [00:01] whatever well nick, if you believe that it's prolly true [00:01] i went though nothing but a living hell with that guy micheal! but if you keep your own self-esteem, no one can fuck with ya *shrugs* [00:02] he hurt me so damn bad.... why'd you let him? [00:02] he said i'm immature cuz i dont go to bars and shit [00:02] cuz he was fucking twice my size !!!!!!!!!!!! that means nothing nick... [00:02] i'm immature?!?!? he's the one fucking himself up it's all a mental game like the stuff you say about me doesn't hurt at all [00:03] yeah whatever [00:03] yeah but he could come over and smash my damn face in [00:03] when we were in the hotel because i don't give a fuck what ANYONE thinks about me...i like me and that's what matters [00:04] he stole my key for the room so he had both of em and i was locked outta my room for 3 hours sittin in the fucking lobby that sucks...you shoulda had the mgr let you in [00:04] cuz he wanted me to come with him to a bar but i refused so he said YOUR GOING and he ran off with my key [00:04] RENEE I TRIED THE MANAGER DIND'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND ME!!!!!DUH! [00:05] U SEE U SEE WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT NOW!!!!! [00:05] i hate the whole thing no one around spoke both languages? [00:05] i was to fucking upset [00:05] yes lots of people spoke english... then why not have someone interpret? [00:06] but when i was chasing after him i bumped my head really hard and i got a bump and i was in lots of pain!!! this guy was hitting you and shit? [00:06] i tried renee i was to upset and my head was throbbing i wanted to kill that mother fucking piece of trash [00:06] no no [00:06] i hit my head on the ceiling going down the stairs [00:07] i jumped and the ceiling was low..i still have the bump it was 3 days ago [00:07] i was trying to catch him ouch [00:08] yeah [00:08] u see.. [00:08] after i did that i thought maybe he'd give it back.. [00:08] but noooooooo [00:08] he ran right into the cab and told me to come with him to the bar [00:09] i said FUCK U right in front of everyone and walked away... [00:09] its wierd.. why didn't you go to the bar? you coulda bought soda [00:09] u know when u get hit on the head it just makes u get pisseed off so bad.. [00:09] FUCK YOU RENEE~! [00:10] I'M NOT ORDERING A FUCKING PEPSI [00:10] look i'm not even done yet why not? [00:10] i'd look like a loser!!!!!!! i mean why not order pepsi? ugh then you're as stupid as them if you think that [00:11] everyone would laugh at me if i had a pepsi [00:11] especially in europe [00:11] then micheal would tell everyone else in the group see there's your prob right there [00:12] i mean i can drink pepsi at the hotel! you fuckin submit to everyone else's opinions then whine about it you care too damned much what others think [00:13] why did that guy do that to me renee! [00:13] why? [00:13] he knew the way i felt! he was TRYING to get you out! or so it seems to me to maybe loosen up and have a lil fun for once [00:14] no [00:15] he wanted me to b a piece of trash like u [00:15] and him [00:15] r * Renee laughs see? [00:15] my fucking parents would kick me outta the house if did that!!!!! that's why you have NO friends why? because you went out? you didn't have to drink [00:16] so what am i gonna do just sit there.... sure [00:16] i swear maybe talk to people dance? ummm hang out [00:16] i can't fucking talk to greeks r u stupid! [00:16] i can't fucking dance either you said a lot of em spoke english [00:16] oppps [00:16] yeah [00:16] they did [00:17] oh welllll [00:17] i knew u'd give me hell if i went to one and why do you think I'M the stupid one when you can't even spell "be" and "are" and "you"? [00:17] lol if you went to a bar? I'D give you hell? [00:17] i'm not done yet renee wait a sec when have i EVER infringed on your right and decision NOT to drink? [00:18] i dont know never [00:18] listen to this [00:18] one night all the group went to a fancy restarunt [00:18] we went in cabs [00:18] it was sooooooooo fucking awesome it was right by the acropolis ya know what that is dont ya [00:19] its AMAZING yeah i know what it is [00:20] anyways when we were done eating it was late and michaels sister who is 19 was begging her mom to go to a nightclub in greece... [00:20] i didnt care since i thought i was gonna ride back with the adults to the hotel [00:21] but [00:21] they got in their cab and it was full... [00:21] next thing I know... [00:21] they were leaving [00:22] then micheal and the sister (kim) and their mom were left and they said we are going to a nightclub [00:22] i was sooooooooooo PISSED [00:22] they KNEW i didn't wanna fucking go and they were laughing at me and said this time u dont have a choice! ummmm, why? i dont get you... [00:23] i had no choice i couldn't take a cab back on my own i didn't have enough greek money on me... you complain about not having a life, and when people try to get you to go have FUN you refuse [00:23] fun??????????? fun [00:23] i almost fucking cried!!! as in hangin out [00:23] i was so upset chillin somewhere away from the rents and the hotel you need to loosen up a bit [00:24] i had my own room with that micheal guy [00:24] my parents didn't go it was my god father that took me oh ok [00:24] the rest of the people there were all my god fathers cousins and stuff i was the only one not related [00:25] i was so damn upset... [00:25] i wanted to go back to the hotel and sleep since i'd have the room to myself...but nooooooo [00:25] they were all laughing at me and telling me they were gonna force me to drink some greek liquir shit [00:25] u see now renee!!!!!!!! nope not at all all i see is how anal retentive you are [00:26] anyways [00:27] when i got there i was so upset i was cussing at all of them [00:27] even when i got in the cab i slammed the door shut and the driver got real pissed cuz it was a mercedes benz [00:27] i didn't care if i died at that point this was waaaaaay wrong of them! [00:28] i mean their mom was with them [00:29] but their mom didn't even care [00:29] she went into the night club to....stupid whore [00:29] now i know why they are divorced like i said, it sounds to me like they were TRYING to get you to loosen up and have a good time [00:29] yeah whatever [00:30] i didn't give in [00:30] we all just stood by the bar the whole 2 hours [00:30] we couldn't talk to anyone even if they spoke english it was so damn loud and all they played was shitty dance music ummm dance clubs usually do that [00:31] although lots of the american which is wierd go figure [00:31] i mean [00:31] american music american music is way popular everywhere so i've heard anyways [00:31] yeah but ummmm the music SUCKED [00:31] i umm do not like that kinda music and they know what kind i liked sooooo what the fuck [00:32] god i wanted to kill everyone there... so you're not open to any new experiences or anything [00:32] its that club shit that is why greece is so far behind you'll lead a lonely boring life [00:32] lol [00:32] i was so pissed [00:33] i had the same stone faced expresion of being totally pissed off the whole 2 hours [00:33] i wante dto kill them all heh, you coulda just tried to enjoy it but then you'd have nothin to whine and cry about [00:33] i just stood there their fucking mom offered me drinks i said hell no [00:34] then she offered me to get a coke or something and i said hell no i dont want anything see? [00:34] i dont care if i'm rude or anything you act like a fuckin 2 yo and wonder why you're treated like one? [00:34] no [00:34] i'm mature cuz i dont do that stuff [00:35] a 2 yo would drink it [00:35] cuz they dont know better nah you're far from mature VERY far [00:36] oh [00:36] i'll show u mature [00:36] u know how much our bill was for the drinks after 2 hours???? [00:36] in USA money mature is not whether you drink or not it's how you ACT how much was it, and for how many people? [00:37] ummmmm [00:38] 3 [00:38] i dont know how many drinks they all had [00:38] it was 4 people counting me really but i didn't have shit right [00:38] 80 american bucks how much $? wow [00:38] yeah [00:38] how mature is that lol if they enjoyed it, who cares? [00:38] i was laughing my ass off [00:39] i wonder how much those cokes were??? how much do you pay for stupid shit for your car? [00:39] ummmmm tons of money but i need it to make it run or make it look good and mantain value see? why does it have to "look good" ? because it's something you enjoy how much do you spend on star wars shit? [00:41] ouch [00:41] lol [00:41] waaaaaaaaay to much [00:41] plus i spent 150 bucks today on a new weed wacker [00:41] it KICKS ASS! see? [00:41] it was 107 degrees outside but i used it anyways talk about FUN!!! unless you're spending money you can't afford, who cares what it's on? [00:42] we had these high weeds on the back fence and i cut em all down in no time that things bad ass!31 cc's cool [00:43] yeah but this things gonna last cuz its got a warranty [00:43] the star wars stuff...ummmm thats a hobby but it doesnt' hurt my health drinking as much as i do doesn't affect my health either [00:45] lol [00:45] anyways its the club .. [00:45] thats why greece is so far behind and not moderns cuz all the people go to that shit [00:45] and fuck themselves up [00:46] really sad nah [00:46] although i have to admit they do that everywhere nick [00:46] that bartender guy was pretty cool the way he could mix drinks and shit so fast... you ever seen how the japanese go out? yet they far surpass anyone else [00:47] i was watching the bartender guy that was the ony exciting thing [00:48] YEAH WHATEVER [00:48] people that do that stuff will never b anything heh like bill gates? [00:50] u dont know bill gates you don't know bill gates? like the richest man in america? developer of microsoft? [00:51] you dont know his personal life i've seen him with drinks in his hand [00:52] oh well [00:53] u think what those people did to me was right ummm i dunno it sounds to me like they had good intentions, but maybe they were just rude i woulda had to've been there to judge that [00:57] well ok then [00:58] no way i'm gonna change my beliefs to please there sorry trasshy asses * Renee shrugs if you believe in being anal and shit, that's your right but you have no reason to whine [01:00] whine?? [01:00] ha [01:00] i'm the mature one cuz i wanted to go back to the hotel rather then go stand around at a greek nightclub ummm, maybe there but you come home and bitch about it and complain, and whine [01:01] oh believe me i complained enough to them i was PISSED! * Renee shrugs [01:04] I WAS SO PISSED and i kept thinking of u why me? [01:05] cuz [01:05] u do that stuff i do what stuff? [01:06] duh [01:07] go to bars and shit ahhh stereotyping again * Renee shrugs whatever nick [01:09] one day u will b sorry for this shit u do no i wont not at all i love my life but maybe one day you'll be sorry you treated the people who actually liked you like shit...and maybe not [01:12] yeah whatever [01:12] i was nice to everyone in that group renee [01:12] for the whole 2 weeks [01:12] then the 2nd to the last day they do this to me! you ever think they were trying to get you to have FUN? [01:14] i was way upset so they wasted there time heh, i know that feeling i've wated a LOT of time trying to help you wasted even [01:16] oh it's only a waste because nothing i've said has changed anything [01:16] well [01:17] i was friendly to them the whole trip....yet they still treated me like shit they did? [01:18] yeah [01:18] the gir [01:18] girl [01:19] kim was so rude to me it really hurt me well that's too bad :( some people are like that though tis a part of life [01:19] yeah u r like that i am? since when? hell most people wont even speak to you anymore...you've called me a whore, white trash, and about every other name in the book [01:21] cuz u r [01:21] bye - DCC session closed Session Close: Fri Jul 31 01:26:34 1998 Session Start: Fri Jul 31 23:37:02 1998 Session Ident: fixxxer_ (lotofstuff@ip137-htc1.busprod.com) [23:37] heeeelllllloooooo [23:37] yyyoooooo [23:37] come on Session Start: Fri Jul 31 23:42:00 1998 DCC Chat session - Client: fixxxer_ (207.150.74.137) - Acknowledging chat request... DCC Chat connection established - [23:42] hahahhaha [23:42] lol [23:42] i knew that would get u to start talking [23:43] u can't escape me i will never stop harrassing u * Renee is sooooo worried Session Close: Fri Jul 31 23:43:44 1998 [23:44] hahahahha [23:46] lol - DCC session closed Session Start: Fri Jul 31 23:57:00 1998 DCC Chat session - Client: fixxxer_ (207.150.74.137) - Acknowledging chat request... DCC Chat connection established - [23:57] i hate u oh well [23:57] how can u do this [23:57] so ok its easy nick you lost every shred of respect i have for you [23:57] u r saying i'm so damned ugly no girls gonna like me unless they are drunk???? no, no one would like your PERSONALITY cuz it fuckin SUX [23:58] u r wrong Session Close: Fri Jul 31 23:58:51 1998 [23:58] thats impossible [23:59] why would someone hate me when i'm nice to them allll the time [23:59] u dont know ummmm, i dunno anyone you've been nice to all the time [23:59] i'm a little shy but i am always frinedly to girls [23:59] a girl at work that i like i'm always nice to her! - DCC session closed Session Close: Sat Aug 01 00:01:20 1998 Session Start: Sat Aug 01 00:05:54 1998 DCC Chat session - Client: fixxxer_ (207.150.74.137) - Acknowledging chat request... DCC Chat connection established - wb 00:05] i crashed [00:06] did u see what i said [00:06] i've done NOTHING wrong whatever nick i know what you are [00:06] i've tried to be perfect and the girls at work you can't act how you ARENT [00:06] shouldn't hold SHIT agaisnt me except i'm ugly [00:07] i'm nice to them! * Renee shrugs it is NOT my prob anymore [00:07] except if i find out they dont like me then i just say fuck em you are no longer my friend, nor any of my concern i don't CARE nick [00:09] but.. but what? you blew toooo many chances [00:09] u say stuff thats not true like what? [00:09] i'm friendly to people till i find out they dont like me nah nick you treated becky like shit and talk shit about me and then come fucking whining again [00:10] or until i find out bad stufff about them * Renee shrugs like i did about you [00:12] so it was ok for u to hate me but its not ok for me to hate becky? nope