Session Start: Wed Jul 15 00:14:07 1998 DCC Chat session - Client: fixxxer0 (207.150.72.11) - Acknowledging chat request... DCC Chat connection established - hi nick [0:14] well well [0:14] did u miss me not particularly [0:15] why not because you're a prick and you never change [0:16] well i tried to be nice to u last time [0:16] but u said stuff to piss me off.. wah wah wah...you gotta face reality all i did was tell you the truth [0:16] ok then [0:17] u r just as bad as me nah [0:17] no consceince [0:17] u dont care i have a conscience but i have nothing to feel bad about [0:18] u said you promised everything that happens between us STAYS BETWEEN us u lied u broke your promise! um, no the only thing i told everyone about YOU gave permission for [0:19] opps lol [0:20] yeah i guesss * Renee shrugs but you dont change [0:20] u tricked me and you started the same shit AGAIN with becky the last time i didn't trick you *shaking head* [0:21] i got mad at becky when u pissed me off and that makes it ok? [0:21] SAYING "ITS NO BIG DEAL IF SOME GIRL DOESNT LIKE YOU"..THE HELL IT ISN'T!!!! THAT is your problem fucking WAH get the fuck over it there're guys i've liked that don't like me big fucking deal [0:22] not every single one [0:23] u were married remember?!?!? yeah i remember quite well but that's NOT the point maybe if you had a better attitude about life you WOULD get a date [0:24] THAT DOESN'T MATTER [0:24] AND U KNOW IT! [0:24] I'M TO UGLY AND U SAID IT YOURSELF I CAN'T CHANGE THAT SO WHY SHOULD I CHANGE AT ALL fuck that you're clueless ya know it? looks have nothing to do with it i aint gorgeous, yet that doesn't stop me [0:26] yeah but a girl can only take so much ugly ugh you'll never get it [0:27] no [0:27] you'll never understand bullshit i understand perfectly you're not drop dead gorgeous or nothin, so you blame that for all your faults instead of changing them [0:29] girls think i'm ugly [0:29] they dont know anything about me you are so stupid!!!! * Renee shrugs lotsa guys think i'm ugly [0:29] how could a girl now anything bout me [0:29] and dont give me that shit renee but the difference between you and me is i don't let that effect my personality [0:29] ms"i'm going on a date" blah blah blah [0:29] your a fucking whore!~ nick... lmfao wanna hear somethin else then? i got laid too...deal with that one [0:31] exactly [0:31] like i siad your a WHORE jealous??? nah i'm a bitch a whore would fuck anyone, a bitch would fuck anyone but you [0:31] fuck you renee [0:31] see stuff like that [0:32] thats all i ever hear [0:32] why? why? because you prompt it duh [0:32] hey [0:32] i called a girl a slut one time a long time ago like in 9th grade i never woulda mentioned it if you hadn't called me a whore *l* [0:33] then i saw her like last year and she had a kid lol [0:33] see i am always right i know [0:33] stupid whore * Renee laughs at you but how's it feel to be always right and alone? [0:34] hows it feel to be living with your fucking momma still it's GREAT! i can do what i want, when i want [0:35] u dont feel like a fuking loser? [0:35] lol [0:35] a guy would be like "can we go to your place" nope sure, why not? [0:35] your like" i am a loser i dont have a place" we can come here [0:35] i have a room lol * Renee shrugs [0:36] you suck renee well actually yeah, and he liked it too ;) [0:37] yeah well i 'm gonna fucking kill your sorry as [0:37] all the people who try and hurt me [0:37] bitch [0:37] u [0:37] have no damn conscience no nick you hurt yourself by fucking with the wrong people [0:38] i stood up for my beliefs [0:38] bitch [0:38] god damn it no nick your beliefs are fine it's the fact that you tried to degrade others for theirs [0:40] using drugs is not a belief its a fucking way of life and its sick and it has ruined my life by others [0:41] and you nah [0:41] as for you becky's pot smoking mnever hurt you [0:41] you will never fucking understand until YOU brought it up and hurt her [0:42] damn right i understand perfectly [0:42] i'm the real reason she quit you're a prick [0:42] i saved her fucking life no you didn't she still drinks *l* [0:42] oh thats just why she quit bout that same time [0:42] well fuck [0:42] then she's as dumb as u [0:43] u know she quit cuz of me and i feel pretty damn good that i can manipulate people that way! [0:43] i should have just let her keep using it till she died!!!!! [0:43] but maybe the drinking will [0:43] u to! [0:44] where'd u go renee [0:44] having trouble reading my messages?! i'm here [0:45] yeah i have friends i'm talking to too nick [0:45] its people like u i wanna kill i dont really care what you think, one way or the other [0:45] "i have friends""i'm so popular i care about so many people" well good, do it then * Renee shrugs [0:45] i raped a little girl the other day [0:46] it was fun!! [0:46] to bad u dont have a daughter! [0:46] then u'd pay! [0:46] bitch [0:46] she'd be as much of a slut as u [0:46] i'd make her one!! you sicken me [0:46] hows that feel renee [0:46] good cuz u sicken me! [0:46] slut! deal with it nick [0:46] drinking slut whore [0:46] well deal with me then bitch i dont give a fuck if you like how i live nah, i aint gotta deal with you [0:47] hahahaha [0:47] ohhhhh you are of NO importance to me [0:47] i just wish u had a daughter....like 12 or something ohhh babby..how would u like to be a grandma lol!!haha * Renee shakes her head [0:48] hahhaha nick, you're pathetic did ya know that? [0:49] lol [0:49] i am not ashamed but doesn't mean i'm gonna do it [0:49] unless its someone I HATE!!!!!! [0:49] THEN IT WILL BE COOL [0:50] hell i would probably get some liquor for your kid to goodie for you nick [0:50] how would u like it if if forced your kids to drink tons of beer at like 4 or 5 years old.... you can keep talking all ya want, the logging never stops *smiles* [0:50] that would rule...they'd die and then maybe u'd quit! [0:50] who r u gonna show it to??? everyone as usual [0:51] lol i have nothing to lose!!!!!!!!!! [0:51] lol * Renee shrugs [0:51] go ahead! glad ya don't mind :) i plan on it all the others are up there too [0:52] yeah [0:52] i know [0:52] its funny [0:52] cuz everyone already isn't my friend so its point less [0:53] i wanna check it out to http://www.angelfire.com/co/cantbebeat/logs.html [0:55] not found! [0:55] oh nevermind i see whats wrong [0:55] damn it [0:55] still can't spell it right [0:58] i got it finally [0:58] to long [0:58] damn it [0:58] this sucks renee what? [0:59] all of it [0:59] lara was harrassing me even [1:00] except she was trying to be my friend and i had to tell her off ahhh i dunno if i sent her a link or not i will though [1:01] she has read it all [1:01] and she was on my side [1:01] she says your a bitch and you have no right to do this alrighty then [1:01] but i told her i think she's as bad as becky [1:01] well i didn't tell her that yet [1:01] i will though oh ok * Renee nods [1:02] i dont have to if u send her this link [1:02] HEY LARA IF YOU ARE READING THIS [1:02] LOL [1:02] I DONT WANNA BE YOUR FUCKING FRIEND OK! [1:03] SHE ALREADY KNOWS THIS THOUGH [1:03] JUST TO B SURE ok [1:03] U FEEL GOOD DONT YA RENEE [1:03] i get to wreck nicks life nah you wrecked your own life i've done nothing to you nick, except shown people what you really are [1:04] no [1:04] u could have let it go! no nick letting it go woulda been just as shitty as what you did in the first place i don't let people, ANYONE, get away with that kinda shit [1:06] the people who did it to me got away with it [1:06] and take me off your fucking list of freinds!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i will when i get around to it [1:07] why'd u put me up there in the first place and that's cuz you're stupid enough to let them get to you cuz i thought you were someone other than you are...my mistake [1:08] yeah [1:08] u are to drunk! * Renee laughs whatever [1:08] just like u married the wrong guy [1:08] to drunk [1:09] see uh huh [1:09] u mess up just like you can't get a date...too fucked in the head nah i'm HAPPY with my life [1:09] no i'm to ugly!!!!!!!1 i enjoy it nah, ugly doesn't mean shit [1:09] i can't change being ugly s you can change an ugly PERSONALITY [1:10] RENEE [1:10] for the last time!! [1:10] i am soooooooooooo nice to EVERYONE at work! [1:11] i always so hello to all the chicks i am always polite i do nothing wrong! for the last fucking time, looks aren't that important, but when you SHUN your friends because they happen to get a boyfriend or something, it proves your character is lacking [1:11] i just can't be like the other guys at work cuz they look better then me..... [1:12] no [1:12] its not my fault [1:12] i hate love period then don't feel bad when no one will love you [1:14] no one loves me cuz i'm ugly... [1:14] my family loves me but i hate them..i just hate them [1:14] i hate it [1:14] alllllll nah, that's whiny ass bullshit [1:15] u've seen my god damn pic so? you've seen mine too [1:15] i dont wanna hear about u [1:16] you have been married and guys like u bitch! [1:16] why do the girls at work not like me WHY see? [1:16] i'm nice i'm not pretty but guys like me, because i have a good personality [1:16] why renee [1:16] why renee why do girls not like me god damn it [1:17] they can see i'm a nice guy! because your outlook on life SUCKS and you treat people who are kind to you like SHIT and you expect it to drop [1:17] i dont at work [1:18] just that 1 guy and he didn't really care and he's not with her anymore so we are even yeah whatever [1:18] that was months ago to [1:19] noooo way those girls have seen me be anything but a nice guy [1:19] no way [1:19] so why that kinda shit shows through nick [1:20] no [1:20] it doesnt! whatever [1:20] those girls dont like me cuz i'm ugly thats the only reason [1:20] the other guys look better * Renee shrugs life goes on brb [1:23] i'm gonna kill everyone at my job cool [1:23] so r u and lara gonna still b friends [1:24] she hates what u did to me * Renee shrugs she aint said nothing to me about it [1:25] yeah [1:25] she told me she is on my side and wants to be my friend ahhh [1:25] really i didn't trust her anyways * Renee shrugs [1:26] i todl her to "go away and u can log it and keep it for renee" [1:26] she harrassed me to be her friend so bad but i said fuck no ahhh so you push people away and wonder why you have no friends? [1:28] i dont want lara as a friend [1:28] she is either trying to get me to get back with nikki [1:28] or she is trying to trick me into being her friend for you! i aint talked to her, so it's gotta be the first one then [1:29] yeah [1:29] DONT TRUST ANYBODY [1:29] thats my motto then don't blame anyone else for your fucked up life cuz it's nobody's fault but your own [1:31] the internet was a place i thought i could make a lotta friends cuz u wouldn't be able to tell what i looked like...... [1:31] and i did make a lotta freinds nick, your looks dont fucking matter dont you get it? you lost your friends when we found out what a sorry asshole you really are [1:33] yeah i know so why are you blaming things on your looks? [1:34] i dont know [1:34] its both it's NOT both [1:34] i'm ugly and mean but its impossible that people who dont know me know any of that stuff [1:35] except that i'm ugly,short, and have braces but i'm ugly, short, and have crooked teeth yet i have friends so what's that tell ya? [1:36] cuz u drink not at all why would that effect things? affect even [1:36] it does! [1:37] holy shit we have a slight ANT PROBLEM! [1:37] FUCKING A! nope, not at all my friends aren't that shallow nick [1:37] i'm gonna have to buy one of those poisons at work tomorow [1:38] u should see em all! that's nice [1:38] it sucks! [1:38] where would u be if u'd been clean like me all your life??? [1:39] u wouldnt b living with your momma thats for sure! prolly the same place i am now [1:39] u would have married a decent guy or something to but i'd never ever be like you my husband was decent [1:40] lol [1:40] what if u find some guy somewhere who doesn't drink u'd date him???or would u laugh at him? if i wanted to date him i would i dont laugh at people cuz they dont drink that's WHY i have friends i dont judge people because of their choices, only their ACTIONS [1:42] damn u [1:42] someday [1:42] some guy u go out with is gonna fucking kill you i hope [1:42] you'll be to damn drunk to do anything about it and u'll deserve it! whatever you wanna think nick * Renee shrugs [1:43] i mean dont u ever fear that COUDL happen [1:43] it wouldn't if u would just be smart and stay clean like i said, i've stopped caring about anything you say...you mean nothing anymore i never get to a point where i'm out of control [1:44] how do u know because i'm smarter than that [1:45] why do u do it i enjoy it [1:45] u enjoy it [1:45] when u could be at home just chatting on the comp i can chat and drink if i want to or go out and drink or do either and not drink [1:47] uhhh huh [1:47] u meet guys in bars and stuff [1:47] u r a slut * Renee laughs if that's what ya wanna think, go for it actually, i met the guy i went out with friday HERE but that doesn't really matter [1:50] your still stupid [1:50] i hope your husband kills you [1:50] thats what i'll do if u had left me you're not your ;) [1:50] bitch [1:50] he outta kill u [1:51] i would do you actually think i give a rat's ass what you say? * Renee smiles sweetly [1:51] aren't u afraid he willl come after u?? [1:51] or your boyfriend like i said, he's a decent person he's not fucking psycho like you [1:52] u'd rather live with mommy and workin a gas station then be a normal person and b married? why's being married normal? i love my life [1:53]