My PAIN is real,, My SUFFERING is real and even what little bit ov happiness and joy I get from time to time... Your pain and suffering is only an illusion.
I was never meant for this world. And perhaps I will never be... I was forced apon it. It didn't choose me..
I was Lord Judist Delimortae, founder ov Clan Delimortae. But as ov right now, on this night Oct. 22, 2002 at 2:43am I here by resign my name Judist Delimortae and title as a Lord and Elder I am not worthy of these titles... I am a nobody.. I have always been a nobody and will continue to be a nobody,, the only difference now is that, before I used to want to be a somebody....
I will go by the name lain,, the "L" is not capitalized for personal reaons.. Also I will to continue to go by x0fx3 and n0-eX!st
I will continue to use judistdelimortae@hotmail.com I have used it for so long, the name will serve as a reminder ov what could have been.