Now I just fell so trapped inside it... Things are no longer what they used to be. we are like spilt water, our time is so far apart, I know it would never be...
Tell me what's,
a boy gotta do
to sink his love
into you?
Tell me, where
my love bites you.
Tell me, what's
a boy gotta do,
to know he's
won you..
Tell me,
what's a boy gotta do,
In order to die for you...
05-28-02 @ 2:04am.
Tell me pt.2
Tell me just tell me,
that I know you.
Tell me just,
tell me, what I do to you.
Tell me,
just tell me,
that I can, be with you..
05-28-02
She has
She has
taken my mind,
she has taken my lines.
she has,
taken my dreams,
and even now, pulls my strings.
She has
made me wait,
just to see her face.
She has,
taken my heart.
She could make me whole...
05-28/(revised)06-03-02
Untitled 0
She holds my soul,
she could make me whole.
If only she knew,
that she molds my soul.
Untitled 1
I hope, I hide.
I plot and plan,
and cry inside.
alone am I...
Untitled 2
dead am I,
when not,
in your eyes...
Untitleds 05-28-02 (except 2 revised 06-03-02@1:04am)
Untitled 3(pt.1)
I dream of you.
am nothing without you.
See nothing without seeing you.
Believe in nothing, without you.
Everlasting Darkness is my Lady of knight.
So clear is "I" like the blindness deep inside.
I dream of nothing,
when I don't dream about you...
(pt.2)
So death rot,
is the madness of my dismay.
the longing, my fading light.
my regrets.
I hold up high.
The sorrow.
my love,
my hate.
She takes,
my breath away...
another untitled
10, 20, 30.
Those numbers I hate,
our age,
so early so later.
the yearly difference I hate
Before I,
will she die?
the despair I keep inside.
right next to,
the fantasy of our bonded lives.
Trapped am I...
Untitled
What would I do
If only I knew
how to do it.
How would I change
If only I could change.
What would I be like
If only I was
someone else.
How would I love
her all my life
If only she would let me love her all our lives..
30th...I will think about her
She breaks my heart, but does not realize it
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