My self portrait
An existential outlook on my life.
"give not, take not, ask not, say not.."
-My self
Ok,,where to start,, I was born In Oklahoma. May 30, 1982. I'm a Gemini(twins), which means my mind is like a double bladed sword.
My child hood, it sucked it wasn't special. I was poor growing up,, We always had to move and change states all the time. I've lived in seven different states now. Lets see I've lived in Ok, Ca, Ar, Tx, Ma, Mi, In.
all in my childhood,, so I really didn't have much time for friends. I was a loner growing up, so because I was always moving I never really had friends so it made me a loner so then that made me never fit in,, and because of that I was shy growing up. So what does all this add up to, is the long term emotional and psychological effects on my physical and mental being....
I am what I am...
Yes. I have personal problems there is nothing wrong with admitting it. My parents split up with I was still a baby, when I was around five years old my mom(who was from a god fearing family)converted to Islam. Why I still don't know. Anyways shortly after she met my stepdad he is from Libya. He came to America in the seventies etc etc.. He is an Arab and one that is an airplane mechanic and he did want to be and airplane pilot,,,hmmmm?! makes you wonder?! 0o
he has a god fearing background as well. My Father, me and him don't get along real well when I was growing up I lived with my mom,, when I became about five, I started visiting my dad. Every summer I would stay with him,, and every other x-mas.
Awakening: I. Hominus Nocturna existenae(pure blood existent)
About five years ago,, I had my first Awakening. this is when I found out that I was "ov the blood"
Awakening: II. Deus eX Machina(god out of the machine)
My top "fucking A" movie list
(if you haven't see these movies, I suggest you see them all)
Fight Club *****
Swordfish *****
eXistenZ ****
the Matrix *****
A Clockwork Orange ****
Top fav. bands, soundtracks, musicians etc.
Swordfish the soundtrack *****
Marilyn Manson *****
Cradle of Filth *****
Rage against the machine *****
Rod Zombie *****
(these are just to name a few, ones I find most notable.)
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