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| ANOTHER JOURNEY BY TIMA |
CHAPTERS 241 - 245 |
Previously: Todd: What about me? I'll do you right now. You're the one who's too scared of the Todd monster to spread your legs for him.
Tea: Okay, fine! Let's do it!
[Tea removes his shirt from around her shoulders and moves her naked body further onto the bed.
Before Todd has time to react, there's a knock on the door...]
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chapter 241:
Todd: What are you doing, Delgado?
Tea: I'm waiting for you to send away room service so we can finally consummate our relationship...and becoming more and more embarrassed every second.
[Todd stares at her naked body as the person outside the door knocks again.]
Tea: I want this, Todd. I want you.
Todd: Because you feel sorry for me.
Tea: Because...I love you.
Todd: No.
Tea: Yes. I've always wanted it to be the right time, the right place. I wanted it to be perfect and to last forever. Maybe now is that time and that place. Maybe forever is a fantasy...maybe it isn't. I'm willing to risk it. Are you?
[The knocking on the door becomes more insistent.]
Todd: Go into the john.
[Tea's facial expression turns disappointed.]
Todd: Get the water ready.
[Tea quickly smiles at him, enjoying the thought of dining together in the bathtub again, especially after the way he pleasured her the last time they shared that same bathtub.
Moments later...
Tea is already relaxing in the bathtub, her eyes on the doorway. She's anticipating Todd arriving in the room wearing nothing at all, like the last time they dined together in the bathroom. She's disappointed as he enters the room fully dressed.]
Tea: Did you change your mind?
Todd: About what?
Tea: Our having dinner in here.
Todd: I brought the food, didn't I?
Tea: But...
Todd: But, what?
[Todd places the tray with their meal on the counter by the sink. He leans his body against the counter as he watches Tea soaking in the tub.]
Todd: Oh, I get it. You thought I'd give you a chance to check out my butt again.
Tea: We enjoyed ourselves last time.
Todd: This time, we wouldn't be stopping at getting you off.
Tea: I know.
Todd: You're okay with that?
Tea: Yes.
Todd: You're sure?
Tea: I couldn't be more certain.
Todd: How drunk are you?
Tea: Unlike you, I haven't been drinking today.
Todd: I sent the booze I ordered back. I could call and order it again.
Tea: For me?
Todd: Chicks like it better when they're drunk, at least they do when it's me.
Tea: I'll like it. I'll love it.
Todd: You'll pretend, anyway.
Tea: I won't need to pretend. My reaction to your touch the last time we shared this bathtub was very real.
Todd: I made you bleed.
Tea: I began menstruating. The timing was a coincidence.
Todd: What if it happens again?
Tea: It won't. I'm done menstruating.
Todd: What if it happens, Tea.
Tea: You won't make me bleed. You won't hurt me.
Todd: I hurt everybody.
Tea: That's not true.
Todd: I try.
Tea: Do you want to try now, with me? Or, do you want to love me?
Todd: What's the right answer?
Tea: Whatever the truth is.
Todd: The truth is that I'll hurt you.
Tea: Only if you intend to.
Todd: Aren't you scared about that?
Tea: I wouldn't offer my body to you if I believed you had anything on your mind other than making love to me.
Todd: You're offering me your body?
Tea: I've been offering. You've been stalling. Why is that?
Todd: I'm just giving you a chance to come to your senses.
Tea: I've done that. I don't want to wait anymore, even if it means that tomorrow I'll be alone again. I want to know what I've been missing all this time.
Todd: You'll only end up wishing you could go back to missing it.
Tea: Let's do it and find out.
Todd: Why won't you let up on this?
Tea: Because you don't want me to.
Todd: You're kidding, right?
Tea: Okay...I don't want to.
Todd: Why?
Tea: I want something to remember you by the next time you walk out on me, which will probably be soon, considering your track record.
Todd: You want my kid?
Tea: You can use a condom, if you don't want that.
Todd: I don't want that.
[Tea looks away. The hurt look on her face pierces Todd's already flimsy internal armor.
He slowly moves closer to the bathtub and sits down on the edge.]
Todd: You're sick, remember?
Tea: I'm fine.
Todd: You were puking for a reason. You weren't knocked up so there has to be something wrong with you.
Tea: Like I said, I'm fine.
Todd: What if knocking you up made you get sicker? I'd be hurting you.
Tea: You're hurting me now.
Todd: I'm taking care of you. That's what you always wanted, isn't it?
Tea: I want you to stop coming up with excuses to not touch me.
[Todd's hand reaches into the water and touches her leg.]
Todd: What else do you want?
Tea: I want you to make love to me. Then, I want you to stay with me forever.
Todd: Which do you want more?
Tea: Todd...
Todd: I'm serious. Which do you want more?
Tea: Forever.
Todd: I guess you're not as horny as I thought.
[Todd moves his hand further up her inner thigh.]
Todd: Now, which do you want more?
Tea: Forever.
[Tea spreads her legs as his hand reaches its destination and he begins to pleasure her.]
Todd: Now?
Tea: Forever.
Todd: You're sure?
Tea: Positive.
[Todd moves his hand away as he repositions himself on his knees next to the bathtub. As his mouth meets hers in a passionate kiss, his fingers return to pleasuring her.
After several minutes of manipulating her flesh, he stops and removes his hand from the water.]
Tea: I want forever.
Todd: Really? You don't want to go into that bedroom and...
Tea: I want forever.
Todd: You want something. And, you want it right now. But, it's not forever. It can never be forever.
[Todd stands up. He returns to the counter by the sink and picks at the food on the tray, his back toward her.]
Tea: I want to marry you.
[Todd turns back toward her.]
Todd: Are you nuts?
[Tea stands and steps out of the bathtub.]
Tea: Yes. I want to marry you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, even though I know you will never make that commitment to me and mean it. If there's a reason you don't want to have sex, I'll even agree to that. But, we both know that we will be having sex. There will come a night when we'll take each other to the edge and neither of us will be able to stop it. We'll make love. I'll go back on the pill. We won't have a child.
[The obvious sadness in Tea's voice touches Todd.]
Todd: Do you just want a kid? Or, do you want my kid?
Tea: I don't have to be a mother. I probably wouldn't be very good at it, anyway.
Todd: I'm the one who stinks at having a kid. I stink at being a husband, too. You already figured that out...twice.
Tea: I'm willing to try again.
Todd: Why don't you just get out while you can?
Tea: I don't want out. I want to be one of the few people you let in. Let me in, Todd. Finally let me in.
Todd: You're already in. Dammit, Tea...you're already in.
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[Tea Lightly Caresses Todd's Cheek.]
Tea: Querido...
[As Tea Leans In To Kiss Him, Todd Quickly Pulls Away From Her.]
Tea: Don't.
Todd: That Would Be A Mistake. Every Second You've Spent With Me Has Been A Mistake.
Tea: I Love You.
Todd: All I Ever Do Is Hurt You And Disappoint You.
Tea: You're Scared. I'm Scared. I Don't Want That Fear To Stop Us This Time.
Todd: Don't You Get It? I Can't Give You What You Want.
Tea: That's Not True.
Todd: You Want Some Fantasy Guy That I'll Never Be. I'll Never Make You Feel The Way You Want Me To. I'll Disappoint You Again.
Tea: You Already Have Made Me Feel That Way. Emotionally...There Have Been Moments When It Seemed Like You Let Your Guard Down. A Minute Ago You Admitted To Me That I'm Inside You. Do You Know How That Makes Me Feel? When You Told Me That You Couldn't Get Me Out Of Your Mind All The Time You Were Gone, That Made Me Feel...
Todd: None Of That Junk Matters. Just Put Some Clothes On And We'll Do That Eating Thing Together.
Tea: I'm Fine. I Won't Have A Problem Sharing Dinner With You Dressed, Or Undressed, Like This.
Todd: Why Are You Doing This To Me?
Tea: The Same Reason You Keep Coming Back To Me. There's Something Between Us That We Both Need, That We Both Feel Is Missing When We're Not Together. It's Emotional. It's Intellectual. It's Certainly Sexual. We're Not Finished Exploring Each Other...In Every Way. I Don't Think We'll Ever Be Finished.
Todd: I'll Make A Deal With You. You Put Clothes On...
Tea: I Don't Like The Sound Of This Deal So Far.
Todd: I'll Go Out To The Car.
Tea: Now, I Really Don't Like The Sound Of It.
Todd: I'll Come Back.
Tea: Will You?
Todd: If You Agree To The Deal.
Tea: I Agree.
Todd: You Don't Even Know What It Is Yet.
Tea: I Want To Be With You.
Todd: I Want To Be With You, Too.
[Tea Moves Toward Todd. He Moves Away From Her, Too Tempted By Her Naked Body.]
Todd: You Have To Do Something For Me First.
[Tea Looks Down At His Crotch With Lust In Her Eyes.]
Todd: This Was A Stupid Idea. Forget It!
[Todd Leaves The Bathroom. Tea Picks Up The Tray With Their Dinner And Follows Him. In The Bedroom, She Places The Tray On The Dresser Before Continuing Their Conversation.]
Tea: Whatever You Want Me To Do, I'll Do It. I Trust You.
[Todd Turns And Faces Her, A Serious Expression On His Face.]
Todd: I Want To Do That With You. I Want To Trust You. If I Do, You Have To Keep It To Yourself.
[Tea, Sensing That Her Nakedness Is Making This Moment More Difficult For Him, Retrieves The Shirt She Had Earlier Discarded By The Bed, And Puts It On.]
Tea: I'll Always Keep Your Secrets. I'll Always Protect You.
Todd: I Tried Protecting You. You Never Wanted It.
Tea: I Do Want Your Protection, Todd. I Just Don't Need The Kind That You Think I Do. I Don't Need You To Protect Me From You. I Need You To Protect Me From The Way It Feels When You're Not With Me, From The Way It Feels When I Convince Myself That You Have Never Loved Me. That's The Kind Of Protection That I Need From You.
Todd: There's All This Junk Inside Me.
Tea: There Is Good Inside You. I've Seen It.
Todd: Stop Interrupting Me.
Tea: I'm Sorry. Go On.
Todd: I Wanted To Keep It From You Because I Never Wanted It To Touch You. I Never Wanted You To Feel Dirty Because Of It...Because Of Me. I Know I've Said Stuff To You That You Think Made You Feel That Way. But, You Don't Know What That Really Feels Like. I Do. I Know What It's Like To Know That You're A Disgusting Person.
Tea: You're Not.
Todd: I Did Disgusting Stuff...And...
[Todd Turns From Her And Walks Toward The Window. He Moves Aside The Curtain And Stares Into The Distance. When He Speaks His Voice Is Lower And More Emotional.]
Todd: ...Disgusting Stuff Was Done To Me.
[Tea Slowly Approaches Him.]
Tea: I Know What Happened. I May Never Know All Of It, But I Know Enough To Know What Your Childhood Was Like.
Todd: You Think You Know But You Don't Know. You Can't. I Always Liked That You Didn't Know.
Tea: It Won't Change Anything. What You've Revealed Already, And Anything I Learn In The Future, Won't Change What I Feel For You One Bit. My Love For You Is For All Time, No Matter What.
[Todd Turns His Head And Stares Into Her Eyes.]
Todd: Can I Trust You?
Tea: Don't You Know The Answer To That Question By Now?
Todd: I Think I Do. What If I'm Wrong? What If You Turn On Me, Like Everyone Else Always Has?
Tea: I Won't. Your Trust Is Something That I've Always Cherished And Protected, And I Always Will.
Todd: If I Trust You Enough To Let You Know What It Was Like, You Have To Trust Me Enough And Go To The Doctor.
[Tea Is The One Who Turns Away Now.]
Tea: I Don't Need A Doctor.
Todd: Something's Wrong With You.
Tea: I'm Fine.
Todd: Until You Start Puking Again. Why Are You So Scared Of Doctors?
Tea: I'm Not. If I Needed One, I Would Go. I Don't Happen To Need One Right Now. That's All!
Todd: The Only Time You Go To A Doctor Is When You're Unconscious And You Don't Have A Choice About It. I Remember That Time When We Went To The Hospital With Starr For Her Check-Up And You Had That Weird Look. I Remember Your Lame Excuse About Hating The Smell.
Tea: It's True.
Todd: That's A Bunch Of Bull. If You Want Me To Trust You, You Have To Trust Me, Too.
[Tea Sits On The Edge Of The Bed.]
Tea: When I Was A Little Girl, Several Months After My Mother Left, I Had To Spend Several Days In The Hospital. My Father Wouldn't Take Time Off From His Job And My Grandmother Was Out Of Town. No One Came To Visit Me. Mami Had Just Left. She Had Suddenly Disappeared From My Life. Then, I'm Taken To This Big Scary Place, With Scary People Who Did Things That Hurt And There Were Scary Sounds, And Scary Smells. After The First Night, When No One Came To See Me, I Was Convinced That I Had Been Sent There Because My Family Didn't Want Me Anymore, Just Like My Mother Didn't Want Me Anymore. I Know It Must Seem Stupid For That Feeling To Still Haunt Me, But The Only Time I Ever Woke Up In A Hospital And Didn't Have That Overwhelming Feeling Was The Time I Went Out That Window And I Woke Up With You At My Bedside. After The Fire, I Woke Up To A Note From You And Your Ring On My Finger. I Knew You Had Been There While I Was Unconscious But I Also Knew That You Were Now Gone And I Was Left Alone Again. After I Was Shot...
Todd: I Was There.
Tea: I Know That Now But, At The Time, You Made Certain That I Didn't Know. When I Woke Up, R.J. Was There.
Todd: So, You Felt Okay, Right?
Tea: I Wanted You To Be There. I Think That Moment, Though, Was When Things Changed For Me With R.J. He Was Willing To Be There And I Needed Someone To Be There For Me, For A Change, Instead Of Always Being There For Other People When They Need Me But Ending Up Alone Whenever I Need Them.
Todd: So, If I Had Let You Know I Was There...
Tea: I Never Would Have Been With R.J.
[Todd Returns His Gaze To The View Out The Window.]
Tea: I'm Sorry, But That Is The Truth.
Todd: I Know.
Tea: I Kept Up My End Of The Deal...
[Todd Turns From The Window And Approaches The Bed.]
Todd: No, The Deal Is That If I Do This, You Have To Go Find Out What's Wrong With Your Stomach.
Tea: What Are You Planning On Doing?
Todd: I'll Be Back In A Few Minutes.
Tea: I Could Get Dressed And Go With You.
Todd: You Don't Trust Me To Come Back?
Tea: You Just Abandoned Me, Todd? Trust Is Earned.
Todd: I Never Earned Yours But You Always Trusted Me, Anyway. Why?
Tea: I Have No Idea. It Just Felt Right To Believe In You, As Much As I Can Believe In Anyone, That Is.
Todd: I'll Be Back.
[Todd Leaves A Nervous Tea Sitting Alone In The Honeymoon Suite.]
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[Minutes later...
The sound of a foot pounding against the door causes Tea to rush toward it. As she opens the door, she's relieved to find her ex-husband standing before her.]
Todd: I told you I'd come back.
Tea: I never doubted it.
[Todd walks passed her and enters the room.]
Todd: Liar!
Tea: I didn't follow you, did I?
Todd: You were tempted.
Tea: But I didn't.
Todd: You were too busy putting clothes on.
Tea: I thought you might prefer that I not be naked when you returned. If I'm wrong...
[Tea begins to unbutton the blouse she's wearing.]
Todd: What you're wearing is perfect for what we're doing.
Tea: What exactly are we doing?
[Todd places the items he's carrying onto a nearby table.
He reaches into a small brown bag and pulls out a book.]
Todd: Before you read this...
[Todd empties the contents of another bag, revealing a CD player, along with several CDs.]
Todd: ...there's something I've been wanting to do with you. After you read that book, you'll never want me to touch you again.
Tea: Nothing could stop me from wanting to feel your touch.
Todd: Trust me. What you're about to read will gross you out.
Tea: It won't affect how I feel about you.
Todd: I can't take that chance. Ever since we did that dancing thing at our wedding, the second one, I've been remembering what it felt like. That thing we did in front of everyone else was okay, I guess, but what we did when we were alone...
Tea: I've thought about that moment many times myself. I've spent many nights remembering how it felt to belong in your arms at last. I wanted that feeling to last forever.
Todd: Everything sort of blew up after that. It's not the same now. This place has all that stupid supposedly romantic stuff, even worse than that cabana, but this isn't our wedding night.
Tea: This is the honeymoon suite. We can pretend it's our wedding night. We can choose the ending that we want this time.
Todd: That will only work if you don't read that book.
Tea: I want to read it. It doesn't have to be tonight, but I do want to read it.
Todd: Why?
Tea: Because, it will help me to understand how you feel.
Todd: How I feel is lousy...all the time...except...
Tea: Except when you hold me close, when we're dancing?
Todd: That might be one of the times it doesn't feel as completely lousy.
Tea: Let's dance...all night long.
Todd: Maybe this isn't a good idea.
Tea: It's a perfect idea. Besides, if we're dancing we won't be talking.
Todd: Nothing stops you from yapping.
Tea: Being pressed against your body as we move together to the music will keep me speechless.
[Todd sets up the CD player. As the music begins he turns toward Tea.]
Todd: Some guy at the store said this is the kind of stuff that gets chicks hot. If he lied, I got a bunch of other ones in English that we can try instead.
Tea: This is perfect. I could translate the lyrics for you as we dance.
Todd: You promised to keep your mouth shut, remember?
Tea (with a flirty grin): I never promised that.
Todd: Enough flirting! I got this Spanish one because I wanted to be clueless about whatever they're whining to the music about. This way we both get what we want. You get sappy junk, like you want, and I get...
Tea: What do you want, Todd?
Todd: I want to dance with you, like we did that night. No more talking. I guess you can call me your quesadilla, or whatever that word is you like so much, if you want, but that's the only talking allowed.
Tea: Querido...
[Tea and Todd move closer together. The initial meeting of their bodies is awkward, but they quickly find the perfect position for their bodies.
Several songs later...
Tea is kissing Todd's neck as he luxuriates in her scent and the way her body feels against his. Even knowing the music is a collection of sappy love songs doesn't annoy him like it normally would. It helps that the lyrics are sung in a language he doesn't understand, but it helps even more the reaction that the music seems to be having on Tea.
He decides that the music is his favorite kind ever when Tea reaches behind herself and removes one of his hands from her lower back and relocates it to her butt. He takes her suggestion willingly and also moves his other hand lower.]
Todd: I guess that kid was right, this salsa music really does get the chicks hot.
Tea: It's not the music, Querido.
[Tea moves her kisses to the spot on Todd's neck that she knows has an erotic effect on him.]
Todd: Delgado...
[Tea reluctantly removes her lips from his skin.]
Tea: Do you want me to stop?
Todd: You already know the answer to that.
Tea: I know your body's answer. I think I know your heart's answer. It's your mind's answer that always seems to stop us.
Todd: I should put a stop to this, before it goes too far.
Tea: I don't want to stop.
Todd: This isn't about what we want.
Tea: Maybe it should be. Maybe, just this once, we should ignore the warnings our minds are threatening us with and just follow our hearts, and our bodies.
Todd: That's what we've been doing this whole time and look how screwed up everything is. We're doing stupid dancing to stupid songs in a stupid honeymoon suite with a stupid amount of heart-shaped junk all around us. The worst thing is...I think we're about to do the stupidest thing we've ever done together.
[Tea smiles at him. The music continues to play but they stop dancing. Their bodies are still pressed together as they stare into each other's eyes, knowing that unless one of them backs down in the next few seconds they will be making love tonight.]
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Todd: This is it, Delgado. This is your last chance to give me a good excuse, or a lousy one, for why I shouldn't pick you up, carry you to that bed, and fuck you until I'm done.
Tea: If you're ready to make love, I'm ready.
Todd: I know how to fuck, that's all.
Tea: I don't believe that. I think you want this to be about love, just as much as I do.
Todd: I just want to hurry up and do this because I'm not enjoying the tease anymore, not that I ever did.
Tea: We have both enjoyed our sexual actions up to this point.
Todd: This is different. This is the main event. Are you ready for the Todd monster to be let loose?
Tea: I'm ready, orgasmically so, for you to make love to me.
Todd: Call it what it is.
Tea: I'm not delusional...
Todd: You are if you're expecting anything more than a quick fuck, followed by another quick fuck, followed by as many more fucks as I can get out of me and into you.
Tea: I know there may be moments when our physical desires will override all else, but I also know that you love me too much to allow our first time to be anything other than the loving act we've been slowly leading up to all this time.
Todd: This isn't a phony romance novel. There's nothing loving about a guy doing that to a girl.
Tea: There will be when this guy does it to...I mean, with...this girl.
[Todd steps away from Tea.]
Todd: You should just start yelling at me in Spanish now and save us both the agony of going through with this.
Tea: I'm not trying to put any pressure on you.
Todd: Like hell!
Tea: I'm not. I'm not expecting anything miraculous.
Todd: You're preparing yourself to be disappointed?
Tea: Let's go back to dancing. That seemed to work better for us as foreplay than talking does.
Todd: I don't want to talk. I don't want to dance.
[Todd turns his attention to the tray of food on the dresser. He puts some into his mouth and quickly spits it back onto the plate.]
Todd: This stuff is gross. If I want something decent to eat I guess I'll have to go out and get it myself.
[Tea gives up, realizing that the opportunity for them to consummate their relationship has yet again slipped away.]
Tea: Go ahead. I'm going to bed...to sleep.
[Todd watches with great interest as Tea, with her back to him, untucks her blouse from her skirt.
Sensing his attention, she turns around. She's only able to maintain eye contact with him for a few seconds as his gaze quickly moves from her eyes to her fingers as they slowly unbutton her blouse.]
Tea: Aren't you hungry, Todd?
[After unbuttoning the last button, she slowly slides the fabric off her shoulders.
Tea's blouse lands on the floor at her feet. Her fingers toy with the fabric at the top of her skirt, as she toys with her lover's mind.]
Tea: Don't you want to satisfy your cravings?
Todd: I could go for that.
Tea: Why are you still here?
Todd: I want to see how far you'll go with this.
Tea: With what?
[Tea's skirt joins her blouse on the floor.]
Todd: This striptease you're doing.
Tea: Am I doing a striptease?
Todd: You're getting naked while music is playing. That's a striptease.
Tea: I'm just getting ready for bed...because I'm tired.
Todd: You don't look tired.
Tea: How do I look?
Todd: I'll let you know, after you're done.
[Tea's hands move behind her as she unhooks her brassiere. She removes it and tosses it at Todd. He bunches it up and shoves it into his pants pocket, causing her to laugh.]
Tea: Taking a souvenir?
Todd: That's what guy's do when girls do what you're doing. Especially the really hot ones.
[Tea places her hands at the top of her panties.]
Tea: Do you think I'm hot? Do you find me appealing?
Todd: Do you know when I think you're the hottest?
Tea: Tell me.
Todd: When you're not acting like a slut.
[Tea's seduction attempt immediately ceases as his words add to her internal wounds. She turns from him and lies down on the bed, quickly pulling the covers over her body.]
Todd: I tell you the truth and you get ticked off. I knew that would happen.
Tea: Tell me the truth. Tell me that what I just did for you didn't affect you at all.
Todd: I don't want you to act like a slut for me.
Tea: All men want that.
Todd: True, but that's not what I want from you.
Tea: What do you want? Just tell me. I'm exhausted from trying to guess.
Todd: I've had sluts before.
Tea: Good for you. Good night.
[Tea reaches out and turns off the lamp on the nightstand by the bed.
Several minutes pass silently...]
Tea: It would be easier for me if I knew what you want and what you don't want.
Todd: I don't want you to act like a slut.
Tea: The way you talk about me sometimes...I thought that was how you view me.
Todd: That's bull!
Tea: How many times, on this trip alone, have you insinuated that I'm a slut or a whore?
Todd: I don't count that kind of stuff.
Tea: Too many times.
Todd: Just because it worked when you pretended to be a slut for other guys doesn't mean that's what I want from you.
Tea: I never...
Todd: This was the first time you flashed your body trying to get someone to fuck you? We both know it wasn't.
Tea: It was certainly the last time with you.
Todd: I liked what you were doing while we were dancing better.
Tea: I was trying to get back to that.
Todd: You were trying to use your body against me.
Tea: I want you to make love to me. If that's impossible, I'll settle for the fuck.
Todd: You're that horny?
Tea: Yes.
Todd: I can't do you when you're this desperate. I need to know you're not just settling for me because there's no one else around with the right equipment.
Tea: Why do you think I'm this horny?
Todd: Because it's been weeks since you ditched your boyfriend for me.
Tea: You are my boyfriend. You are the reason I'm horny.
Todd: You don't have to lie to me.
Tea: Have you paid attention at all during these weeks we've been together?
Todd: A few minutes ago, you wanted me to make love to you. Now, you want me to fuck you. You're confusing the hell out of me.
Tea: That's only fair since you're doing the same to me, along with frustrating me.
Todd: I can take care of your frustration, Delgado.
Tea: I'm beginning to doubt that.
Todd: That's a low blow.
Tea: I want to be with you.
Todd: Only because...
Tea (interrupting): If you bring R.J. up again...
Todd: You'll have a spontaneous orgasm? Thinking about him is what got you this worked up to begin with.
Tea: At this point, I don't care what kind of orgasm I have, just as long as I have one.
Todd: Go ahead.
Tea: Fine! I will!
[The sound of rustling sheets fills the room. Todd can't see well enough in the darkened room to know if Tea really is pleasuring herself or if she's only pretending. His curiosity, along with his lust, overwhelms him as he moves toward the nightstand and reaches for the lamp.]
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ANOTHER JOURNEY
chapter 245:
[Todd turns the lamp on, curious if Tea's really pleasuring herself, or just pretending, to get a reaction out of him.]
Tea: Did you want to watch?
Todd: What would I be watching?
Tea: Lift the blankets and find out.
Todd: You're trying to trick me.
Tea: I'm inviting you to do anything you want with my body.
Todd: Anything?
Tea: Anything at all.
Todd: Seriously?
Tea: Seriously, Todd, I trust you.
Todd: You shouldn't.
[Tea sits up, exposing her bare breasts to his gaze.]
Tea: I trust you with my body.
Todd: What about with your heart?
Tea: It may take years before I'll be able to trust you not to abandon me again.
Todd: You should never trust anyone, Delgado. You know that.
Tea: I don't want to know that anymore. I've spent most of my life being painfully aware of what it feels like when people walk away from me. I'm ready to learn what it feels like when someone stays. Are you ready?
Todd: I tried before...I got burned.
Tea: It doesn't have to be that way. This isn't about sex, Todd.
Todd: It is when you're naked.
Tea: I can put my clothes back on, if it would make you feel more comfortable.
[Todd sits on the edge of the bed.]
Todd: I want to be comfortable doing this with you.
[Nervously, he reaches his hand out and gently caresses one of her breasts.]
Tea: That feels good.
Todd: Yeah?
Tea: How far do you want to go tonight?
Todd: It matters how far you want to go.
Tea: I want to do all that we've done so far...and more.
Todd: There's not much more we can do, except...
Tea: If you don't feel we're ready to fully make love, I could touch you while you're touching me. That could be very satisfying for both of us.
Todd: You'd have to stop after a few seconds.
Tea: It's okay for you to have an orgasm with me.
Todd: I hate that word.
Tea: Do you hate that feeling?
Todd: That's a stupid question.
Tea: Is it? You've been avoiding it for some reason.
Todd: I told you why.
Tea: I don't want you to keep waiting to share that feeling with me just because we need to wait for you to be inside me.
Todd: Are you afraid of what will happen when he finally goes off?
Tea: I'm not in any way afraid of your...friend. I'm not afraid of anything that we might physically do together. Whatever we do tonight, or any night, will be enough for me, as long as we're doing it together.
Todd: So, if I wanted to just go to sleep, you'd be okay with that?
Tea: Of course I would. I may have to take a shower first before I could sleep, but I would be okay with that.
Todd: Would I get to watch?
Tea: Do you really want to?
Todd: I don't know...maybe.
Tea: I could skip the shower and do it right here.
Todd: You would really do that for me?
Tea: I would get something out of it, too.
Todd: Anything that happens, you're okay with?
Tea: As long as you don't walk out on me.
Todd: Deal! Lie down.
[Tea lies down. Todd stands up and removes the covers from her body. Noticing that she's still wearing underwear, he removes it. He sits back down again and resumes caressing her breasts.
Tea closes her eyes and reaches her hand out to caress his leg.
Todd quickly stands up again. Tea opens her eyes, fearing that her gesture scared him away.]
Tea: I won't touch you again. Don't leave.
Todd: You have to stop thinking everything is going to push me out the door.
Tea: How do I do that when you continue to walk out on me?
Todd: You don't have to do anything, Tea. I'll do it. I'll prove to you that nothing could make me split on you again.
Tea: I want to believe that.
Todd: Believe it!
[Todd reaches for the lamp. The room returns to darkness. Tea closes her eyes as she listens to the sound of Todd removing his clothing.]
to be continued...
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