Your Weekly Townsend Fix Column 32

Hey Everyone!

Sorry this column is a bit on the late side. i've been up so so much it's tiring. I went to Berkeley and crossed the part of the campus that Ryan passed by in "Boys and Girls." I couldn't go on campus since we were in the car but i plan to go back to Berkeley soon to do some shopping. I have been missing the guys lately. Especially Ryan and Matt for some reason. I figure that if I missed Todd already Ryan and Matt are up lol. You know what I miss about them? I miss Saint Matt. Seriously this guy is a saint. I was just thinking about him the other day when we had a sit-in at our school from St. Matthew's. He was so quiet lol. He was shadowing one of my friends and he came to a couple of my classes. I got to tlak to him in bio since he was sitting next to me. As we looked at amoeba in the microscope i asked him why he was so quiet and he looked embarassed. He actually turned a little red. I told him that in bio class we all talk as we please. My bio teacher lectures right in front of me and i can turn around and start talking about Townsend to my friend Julia. I was like "What's your name?" and he said "Ryan" he looked nothing like Ryan. He could've been a younger Todd. I took on to the kid and told my friend who was showing him around to be more talkative with him.

My friend Julia's cousin came up from Australia to check out the states too. She was cool. She has this "fart machine" and when u press a remote control that it has it makes a loud fart. We were debating and all of a sudden she let one rip. I swear it was the funniest thing that had ever happened. Everyone was on the floor laughing. I was in tears...how mature was that? It was like no one had ever heard a fart before.
I've also been doing a lot of being sick. I'm getting over it but i totally blame it on the weather. If the weather wasn't so on and off maybe i'd get over whatever it is that i have.

OK I'm going to take some time now to just reflect. I have sat in front of this computer all day trying to figure out what to write about. I mean I sure do have a lot to say about Townsend and all but it's like I feel more than I think and writing it just wouldn't do any justice to what I'm feeling you feel me? Haha how confusing am I? Megan has been calling me "Konfusing Kristen" not only because i confuse people but i confuse myself and I'm easily confused. I think i'm just one of those "read my mind" people. My friend says that if someone can speak "Kristen" they can probably speak fluent Russian. Speaking of Russia, I went to Macy's downtown and never realized that they have clocks on the lower level of times all around the world. I knew what time it was in Russia and Japan and all these other places...i'm easily amused too. I went to Macy's at night. Get this, in a skirt. I went because my dad and I had it planned to go get my mom's birthday gift because it was "Father-Daughter" night at school. She would think we were dancing and partying at school but we'd really be downtown picking her out a diamond ring. So the night came and I put on some pants and a demin jacket with a nice top under it. I mean people go to the dance in really whatever. Plus I knew it would be colder than my fridge downtown. I also had these cool boots on. My mom saw me as she walked past my room as i was putting on my make up to cover a zit the size of China on my nose and she told me to dress up. So I ended up leaving the house in a skirt with slits up to a little above my knee. On top of that the fabric was thin. I also wore open toed sandal like heels with a 3 1/2 inch heel and a t-shirt satiny thing with a sweater. I lost coverage of my skin with clothing by about 40%. I was cold. Anyways my dad and I still had bondage time. i managed to rememeber to bring my big jacket but it didn't look right with a long black sweater. We found a ring. It's quite expensive. If you ever see my mom after Thursday ask to see her expensive ring. Dad actually let me pick it out. I said "This is the one" but everytime i said that after he saw the tag he said "Are you sure?" about 4 times for every "yes."

We finally got it and we were eating at the Cheesecake Factory and I think both of us were trying to find closure in the major purchace. My mom has been so on edge with me and keeping my room clean that she if she isn't in a better mood after the ring i'm telling her how cold it was Friday night and how horrible my feet hurt. By the time we left Macy's we heard "10 minutes till closing time" and by the time we got to the dance we only could dance an hour! When you're me there's no such thing as dancing for JUST an hour. And on top of that they didn't ever play "Daddy's Little Girl" or "Butterfly Kisses." What kind of father-daughter dance is that? Well in 2 years I have to share my dad. Melanie's going to be a freshman. Man how they grow up fast! How time flies.

Ok now that I"ve rambled I've decided what to write about. For the fix that is. If you're an original. And I mean truly an original, you'll remember the days when you were asking Rye or Todd for a poster or a WiLD bag...not their autograph. Well, the thing is, and I'd hate to break it to my fellow originals, it's not like that anymore. I think it has got to be one of the hardest things for me to do when I say that I'm watching them spread their wings. It's not hard in the sense I absolutely hate seeing it, I'm saying, it's bittersweet. At the same time that they're accomplishing what we originally wanted them to, the more we have to share them. If they never got to where they are now and still moving up, so much would not be happening. The would've never opened for Jessica Simpson and Dream, they never would've been 98% hella hott! I know I sound selfish when I say that I wish I have to share them but haven't you ever felt that way too? Well I've had time to think about it. I mean they can't ever really spread themselves too thin so it's better that they do spread themselves fully an area at a time. There have been times that I missed them so much that I didn't know what to do or how to deal. Now i'm proud to say that I have the Townsend Patch...actually it's not a patch. It's a project I'm working on. Last year my mom and I were planning to make a quilt. One side for family and one side for all the Townsend community. pictures of special Townsend friends and memories that I want to have with me. Well this year is the year we're starting to work on it. It's going to be hopefully big. I have a lot of stuff i want to put on it but too many designs to think about. So it's KINDA like a patch but it's not stuck to my arm.

But really people, time has flown so fast. I know that a lot of you people who have known about the guys since WiLD know what a dramatic change has taken place. They're not Abercrombie boys...no more Abercrombie clothes, American Eagle, or preppy things...i'm not sure what designer they're wearing anymore...except we know there's Diesel. My uncle (who is more like an older older older brother) was wearing a Diesel pair of pants and I was like "dude...nice pants." So we've got the clothing change done. What other outward appearances have changed? Well if I didn't say "hair" you might think I'm blind, Yea their hair has changed. Time has changed the hair. Rye's gone through some changes. I remember one time he corrected me, "No it's not red, it's cherry cola red." I laughed and told him I was sorry. The twins. Well I think they decided that if they did their hair differently that they would be easier to identify. I haven't had the heart to tell them that there is always someone confusing them and that's because it's their first time seeing them. Everyone can tell who is who. But I'll humor them and let them think that the blond and red highlights are the distinguishing factor. Actually Nick's hair isn't just blond it's like different colored blonds. Dom's red...it's hard to explain. So I won't. Matt's hair hasn't changd period. It just is longer or shorter, with gel or without gel. It's a good thing too because i heard if you dye your hair too much it may fall out. On second thoughts, maybe should break the news to the twins. We wouldn't want them going bald would we? Todd's hair. It's only gone through minor changes. The only massive one was when he died it full out brown. That's when Rye went blond. I wonder if he had more fun. Hmmm...well they can dye their hair as much as they want but should stop once the shower drain starts to clog.

Hmmm clothes, hair...that's it. Their muscles haven't changed. Actually I think Rye's have gotten bigger. Todd's has always been pretty muscular around the arms. I can tell because the easier it is to breathe when he hugs means that he's not working out. But if your air flow isn't normal when you hug him, he's been working out. Last time I saw him he was definietly working out. Matt...good ol Saint Matt. Yea he's been working those little arms of his too. THey're getting there. He's got the body of a runner so his arms aren't as big but he's fast and got speedy legs. Not too shabby
of a trade off. Let's see...that's it. Their personalities have kinda changed. All in different ways. And no this is not justifying all those rumors about them 5 losing their heads. When I say they've changed I mean that they're taking on to the buisness like a fish to water.

Anyways that's it. I just need to go now and quit being confusing for now. I'll talk to you all later...i'll try and post a more acceptable column later in the week but I didn't want to get off schedule. Take care and have a great week!

Stay Safe & Stay You
Love,
Kristen
xoxo

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