Your Weekly Townsend Fix Column 27

Hey Everyone!

Thank you so much Holly for picking up all of my slack while I've been out. I"m so sorry everyone for my absense. There have been SO many things that have been swamping me and just when I'm about to post either my comp gives out or something goes wrong! I know bad excuses i'm a horrible co-founder. But that's why I'm not doing it alone! I'm doing it with the fabulous Holly!!!!! Ok just to let you know i WILL be at the Great Mall! I will have my black hooded sweatshirt on it says "K-Angel" in the back in silver lettering and I'll be wearing my laminates in the front. Don't be afraid to scream "HEY KRISTEN!" or something...I personally think that would be really cool to get recognized like that. I'm paying Mel five bucks to do it haha.

Also, WELCOME TO THE NEW MEMBERS! wow we had like a burst of sign-ins! Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart thank you. Holly & I appreciate you so much! Ok onto the fix!!!

Stay Safe & Stay You!
Love Always,
Kristen
Your Co-Founder

Hey Everyone!

Hope you all had a very relaxful Christmas! I know I did! I was able to celebrate 5 straight days of loved ones. Friday I went out to dinner with my families, Saturday I went out to dinner with Monica. her boyfriend, and Cliff, Sunday I celebrated my birthday and reunited with friends and family, Monday was my mom's side, and Tuesday I hung out with my dad's side. I think those 5 days I probably ate my body weight. It was really great though people wise. If there's anything I've been blessed with is a majorly wonderful family and friends.

It was kinda hard this Christmas though you know? I mean it was hard without Grampa. I spent Christmas Eve in his chair curled up with my cousins. I think I spent more time downstairs on the chair than at the table. But the past five days I've luckily spent more time being happy than I did sad. I enjoyed it actually. Friday was probably one of my biggest perks in a long time it was the first time in weeks I felt really relaxed after finals. Why not spend a Friday night with my family right? There's nothing better than a big hearty sandwhich, slice of chocolate cake and family at dinnertime. Saturday I finally got so see Monica, her boyfriend Jon, and his buddy Cliff. I hadn't seen the three of them in a while so it was nice to go out to dinner and do the whole Christmas thing. Sunday was my Sweet 16, you would think my family would let me sleep but no no no bright and early. They TOLD me to get up. I was able to see all of my family, even my cousin Greg and his family from Vegas. I finally saw the twins Joe & Dan again with their family. You would think that I would see the people I grow up with more. The phone rang plenty too. Whenever there's a birthday at my house the phone will ring off the hook. This year though it was my cell phone. I got kinda annoyed with my phone since the most annoying ring is set and I'm too lazy to change it. I was just about to turn it off at like 9:15 and i got my last phone call of the night. It was my longest talk on the phone and I was so relaxed after I talked on the phone that I ended up leaving it on till like 2 in the morning. Christmas Eve & Day was the best. I really let loose those two days. I felt kinda weird since my Grampa wasn't there but still enjoyed the fact that my family was surrounding me. My cousin Greg and his family came Monday too. They have three kids 2 of them are fraternal twins. Nick & Abby. They're so adorable. Nick is the most affectionate toddler in the world. I have pictures with him playing with a camera it's so cute! Christmas day I ate so much I conked out on my dad while watching TV on my Grandmother's couch.

This Christmas I really appreciated everything I had you know? I mean we all have a roof over our heads, clothes on our back, food on the tables, and most importantly family and friends and our health. I don't mean to get all Hallmark on you but it's true right? With this past year of the September 11th events, Christmas came kinda fast. Heck, I didn't even have a Christmas tree this year! I don't know, I'm just lucky and grateful for a lot more than I normally am this year.

Ok, so I got a couple emails and responses to that last column. No negative ones! Whoo hoo! I'm glad, I posted at my own risk. After I posted I figured there was no turning back and took into realization I'm probably going to get some backlash from someone who felt I was way out of line. I was surprised when my friend said, "hey I like your column." She's critical too, she'd be the first one to tell me that it sucked butt and that I shouldn't quit my day job. (Not like i have a day job...one wouldn't hurt.) It was the first time she said something about the column so I guess all the other ones kinda sucked lol. When I was writing it was as if I were venting. I had a lot of built up inside of me and thought that if I didn't say anything that I would eventually blow up or something. I mean seriously, a lot of you can relate to a situation where you bite your tounge and don't say anything and then the situation progresses and turns into a mess. Well, a mess cleaned up I hope. Sure the situation will never ever be squeaky clean but as clean as possible. Think of your room, I know it's not always clean. My words and thoughts were justified. I had a chance to talk to Matt. He's a sweetheart isn't he? Come on girls, I know you find him quite the adorable love bug. Heck I do! It's actually funny. When Jayden left I was like "well who can fit those shoes?" When I went to the 98 Degrees concert back in May I saw this guy. I'll be honest and Matt if your reading this, I really do love you! I saw this guy, he was hecka tall. I remember that being the initial thought since I saw him from behind. Heck why not go full out on my first physical impression...I thought he had a nice butt too. When he turned around...well, let's say Matt's a well rounded guy inside and out! I had the entire day off from school that day and spent it at Melanie's field day (an all day athletic event) so the only guys I saw were up to my shoulder. But regardless of my midget encounters earlier, Matt was pretty tall compared to the other guys. I went up to Ryan and....well actually I RAN into Ryan but hey man who cares about details? We were walking and I straight up was on guard with this "new guy." I knew that the guys would never put a guy in the group that would be bad news but he had only been in the group a little while! How did I know it wasn't a sharade? (Is that even how you spell it?!) I turned to Rye while walking and said, "So this is Matt?" and pointed to this guy walking next to Todd a couple feet a head. He looked, smiled that bodatious smile and said, "yea." (Of course anything he does is bodatious...Kristen boy crazy? Nah.) Later on in the concert I went up to him and had brought something for him. I introduced myself and shook his hand I gave him this journal (I had given the guys journals) and he goes, "You wrote me a book?" How original was that line. If I wasn't so surprised at the reaction I think I'd probably be more attracted to him than with the "Wait say that again" look. After I explained that the book had blank pages he thanked me and told me he'd use it to write songs in. Wow, cool. Ok he was doin pretty ok in my book. Later on I saw him smiling and realized "Wow this guy has a nice smile." It was really nice and genuine. I asked to take a picture with him and he was more than happy too. He asked me "Hey can I wear these for the next picture?" And took the sunglasses off my head. (Which by the way I refer to as my "Matt glasses." Mel's close friend likes to think I'm just going to GIVE them to her...haha right Sam.) Well, how open was that? It was so earthy and so random that I fell in love with this "New guy." Meet Matt Yoakum. I soon figured that the second I loose this guy or any of them to the sky is the second I would hop off the Townsend rollercoaster. Well, I'm still on it aren't I?

I was talking to Matt and it was weird because I had to ask how he was. It took me to ask before he spoke a sentence with the word "I" in it. Raise your hand if you're in love with that cutie! *Pulls a Joy and raises both* That's what I thought. Gawd I'm really beginning to miss them! Ok I'm calming myself. I've gone through every kind of withdrawl! I just missed Matt, my last column I totally was buggin out about Todd, I was missing Nick and Dom when I was playing with Nick and Abby, and I totally missed our Ryan when I stopped in Berkeley Christmas eve to pick up some flowers! I miss Pops & Wendy a/k/a Mr. & Mrs. TRex. It's in the Dolci name I suppose. Oh the withdrawls! Who heard the radio thing? It's absolutely hilarious to think that I can get up at 7:45 in the morning for a 10 minute Townsend segment on the radio yet waking me up to go to school is purly impossible. I personally think it's really really funny but my parents beg to differ. I normally don't get up till lunch time. I rarely eat breakfast with my family on weekends or vacation because I'm sleeping. The last time before this interview that I got up early was to meet my friend, Tessa and her 2 buds from LA who were staying at the motel next door to my apartment while we cleaned out one the apartments at my place that belonged to her aunt. I got up but it was like at 8:30 that I got up...a couple more minutes can work wonders. I can't remember actually the last time I got up at 7:45 to go anywhere or do anything on vacation. I think it might've been the airshow at Moffett Field...if it was Townsend related, I was probably up after a fairly sleepless night. But back to that interview. It was so nice to hear their voices. In fact I almost had to leave the room because it got to the point where I missed them that it was like unbearable to sit there and listen to them live without being to turn and hug one of them. I found a picture of them on my desk but it wasn't as fullfilling. My mom caught me hugging a picture, how mature is that people? 16 going on 17. That interview was great. I loved hearing them laugh I could really picture them in my head smiling. Don't you think it's kinda sad how it's no problem for me to picture them in my head but my imagination for anything BESIDES Townsend is non-existent? Sure I love the guys but I think if I had as much creativity as I do for the guys everywhere else in life I could be making enough money for an early retirment fund for my family and kids by now.

Mom actually has been fairly understanding of the withdrawls of Townsend. She's been very tolerable which surprises me. She doesn't take a lot of that from me. I was sitting at the computer a couple nights ago and Mom said, "We can't go to ALL the Townsend events because New Years Eve we might be busy, we can go to the Great Mall though. What time do you want to go?" I was surprised, normally we go by HER schedule and she let me plan out the day! We were at the mall doing Christmas shopping and she even bought the guys Christmas presents from us. I knows she love them but does she really love them as much as me? My parents are awesome I love them a lot. My mom though is probably one of the most forgetful people around though. I can tell her that we're or I'm going to a Townsend event 5 times in an hour and the next hour she'll be like, "I would appreciate it Kristen Nicole if you planned these things." Hmmm...sound familiar to any of you? So who's going to any of the upcoming events?! I think I"ll be at the mall. As far as New Years Eve. I'm going to spend some of it with my Grammy Bear. I think that it'll be hard for the both of us to start a new year this way. Plus I think we'll probably watch the halftime show together (since she has a thing for the twins). My aunt is taking her 6 year old son and 2 year old daughter to Noon Year's Eve. If you run into a hyper kid named Cameron with sno cone syrup on his shirt that's probably my cousin. I hope if I can make it i can make it out to one of them. I'll keep you updated. Most of you know the drama I go through when too many things happen at once. If you don't, think straight jacket and padded room.

Should I wear my "I Love Townsend" T-shirt from Halloween this year to the mall? I says "I <3 Townsend" on the front. It has a red heart with their pictures in it. On the back it has "...And this site is for you...www.TownsendBoys.com" with pictures of hearts with their name and picture in them. Hmmm...here's a poll for you guys...what do you think? Let me know @ RyesPartyCrewClub@y... with subject title "FASHION STATEMENT." I'll definietley be wearing all my laminates and will hopefully get a chance to raid Kinkos. Haha I have this mental picture of me walking around in that T-shirt with my family shaking their heads lol. Don't you love this whole personal life thing? In the surveys Holly and I have gotten we've gotten the impression you like the fact that we throw our personal lives around for you guys. I think I'll probably post some pictures from the holidays once I get them for you so you can kinda see and understand what I'm talking about. Speaking OF surveys....WE NEED MORE RESPONSES! Do I need to get down on both knees and beg? Please respond!!!! I know more than one of you have it saved somewhere! Anyways have a good one! Happy Holidays!

Stay Safe & Stay You!
Love Always,
Kristen
xoxoxo

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