Your Weekly Townsend Fix Column 20
So I'm drafting away on this essasy thing for
english when I realize how BORING it is! SO I put the
essay away and now I"m working on this week's column in
class. (I know big risk taker right?) Anyways, my team
will be conditioning for the next week and a half to
two weeks for a championship game! I will post news
on YSBN.com as it comes. I'll post up the directions
once I finally put it up there. I've been saying that
I"m retiring but the 99% chance that I will follow
through with it has dropped to maybe 75%. (Now I'm in
Geometry class....just keeping you posted.) I think that
next season i'll realize how much I miss the hype of
coaching . Maybe it's the kids, maybe it's the sport,
maybe it's this love I have for working with people. I
don' tknow but like my Big-Sis said, I may pull a
"Micheal Jordan." I doubt it but it's just getting harder
for me as this season pulls to a close.
Ugh,
me and letting go, I swear ladies if it's one thing
some of us have issues with it's letting go. I'm not
saying it's ba, just man it's hard. I think I'm so bad
at it, letting go of anything from a loved one to a
job, I need to learn how to be "a team player." I tell
my team constantly to work together & sometimes I
find myself being somewhat of a hypocrite. For
example, my school is having a blood drive and now I have
an option, to give or not to give? That sure is a
questio. My church history class wants to do it together
but of course there are a couple people with
reservations about giving blood, I'm one of them. If someone I
cared about was in an accident, I'd want there to be a
blood supply but I'm finding that my mind is constantly
throwing excuses for me not to: You're just barely over
the minimum weight=you'll faint. You're scared of
needles=it'll hurt like a B****. There are people that won't do
it too=so it won't make me wrong. I think that I
want to, this is just one of those times I need to
suck it up and go. But if any of you hear a distant
scream, it's just me. No really, I'm going to be more
relieved than dizzy after I'm done giving blood. I'm just
a chicken and a whimp...no really.
So
Townsend got dancers. I've heard about it, haven't seen
them in action but have heard about their
performances. I think that this one of those hurdles that the
guys are just landing from. It just shows they're
progressing. I think that as this tam that they rely on gets
bigger and bigger, shows us it's all about trust. They
have hardworking managment, an awesome growing
fanbase, 5 limber dancers, and a security in the wings.
I'm sure it's been hard, really what makes you think
it's easy just to TRUST that someone on your team
won't do something to harm you and turn on you. There's
this mandatory trust and faith that you won't fall.
With more people there are more options, with more
people and options, there's more room for shall we
say..."artistical differences"? Yes some of you know who I'm talkin
to here. I'm not saying that the differences are
cut-throat, heck who knows, maybe it's about what color Rye
should dye his hair next. Ahhh Ryan...wait! Where was I?
When I talk about him it gets kinda distracting...(Now
I'm in English class) Oh yea, back to cut-throat. I'm
sure that they're not so common because I know they
get along well. It's like a big family and I don't
think that the disagreements are serious, more like
opinions. When small clashes of opinon occur I'm sure
they're handled in a sophisticated manner. Just like my
team....if the girls have a clash in opinion in the line-up,
they're really good about just looking at the full
picture, what's in their best interest, and not getting
mad at each other. Let me say now that there is such a thing as
compromise. And for those of you who aren't sure what it is,
it's basically means meeting half way, if you give
some you get some. I want to make everyone awayre of
how much comphesation (compromising) has been made on
the guys part for all of us. Man you should really
see it. Things like their time, privacy, personal &
social life, and probably their money have been
compromised as well as their families'. They never complain.
Why? Why do they do stuff like that? I think the
answer's obvious, crystal clear. They do it for the fans
to make us happy, they're happy when we're happy,
it's satisfying. I wish that I could find the exact
words to put the following more
eloquently:
"Dearest Todd, Rye, Matt, Nick & Dom:
Thank you so much
for everything you've ever done. I appreciate it so
so so so so much!
Love,
K"
It just
doesn't sound or look right. But it's true. One time I
was talking to Dom on the phone and I asked the
usuaal, "So how are you?" and he said "Well good, busy
but good, we have our hands full, actually they're
overflowing." Two things about that:
1) They really truly
are busy but they're not giving up or slacking.
2)
He never said, "I" in that sentence.
Have you
ever had a coach say, "There's no 'I' in team"?
Obviously Dom knows it. He well actually all of the guys
never single themselves out as a Townsender. There's 2
Todds, 2 Nicks, 2 Doms, 2 Ryans, & 2 Matts. There's 2
sets of 'em there's one of each guy who has his own
self, does what he wants on weekends, picks out his own
clothes, and most importantly thinks for himself. Then
there's another set of that needs to coordinate
schedules, looks, and time, he needs to think what's
beneficial for the team and not just him. That's the Team
part of Townsend. When Dom told me that I was taken
back by it. For a second I lost my train of thought.
Then i realized tat these guys hve been a team for so
long that it comes naturally to them. All of them are
family oriented and have siblings, have been on high
school teams, and even on Junior Olympic teams. Trust
me, if you're a sibling, especially the oldest you
HAVE to have compromise down to a science.
God
these guys are special. Did you notice how incredible
they are on and off stage? It's one thing to be
allowed to know them and it's another to be finally able
to tell them how much they mean to you. They're
truly wonderful. Well, the bell rings in a couple and I
have practice today. Take care everyone. Sorry this is
so short but I promise I'll have a longer one next
time.
Stay safe and Stay you!
Love,
Kristen
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