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LIES FEARS & LOVE
BY TROG |
CHAPTER
26 |
PALACE HOTEL, EARLY AFTERNOON
The afternoon sun filtered softly threw the closed curtains giving their hotel room a warm, misty glow. They had made love for hours without stopping and finally their depleted bodies had succumbed to sleep. Tea awakened, laying back against the pillows along the headboard, as Todd laid against her sleeping, his head resting between her soft breasts while her hands played gently with his hair. She loved the feel of his warm breath blowing slowly and rhythmically against her bare skin, his heaviness on top of her, and his arm around her waist as he dozed.
He had persuaded her to ditch work and spend the day with him in this hotel room, and after sending his plane for her, she had arrived at the hotel unnoticed by anyone and used the key he had left for her in the plane to let herself in. He had been there waiting impatiently for her.
Tea looked over at the trail of clothing from the door to the bed and smiled, remembering his urgency when she arrived. She closed her eyes and sighed, recalling the aggression and lust with which he had made love to her today. Their lovemaking had become so natural and primal, so that neither held back anymore, emotionally or physically, and giving each other pleasure had become instinctive, a natural imperative. It is how she had always imagined making love would be, as a young girl.
Tea laid back, and looking up at the ceiling she recalled when she was young she and a few other honor students were given a field trip for their exceptional academic performance and they were all taken to a beautiful horse breeding farm in Saratoga Springs, in upstate, New York. It was a wonderful experience for a girl who had never been out of the city.
She was thirteen, young and passionate, and in the throws of post-puberty, experiencing everything for the first time. Getting up one early morning, she snuck out to one of the green, velvet pastures , and walking alone in the morning mists, through the wet, dewy grass, she beheld something magical.
As she approached the edge of a meadow, she noticed a beautiful golden, stallion prancing around wildly. He was frantic, chasing a lovely brown mare around, but every time he got close to her she would run away from him leaving him frustrated. The more aggressively he pursued her the more she ran and resisted his advances and the agitated stallion shook his long, golden mane, crying loudly in obvious distress.
Tea leaned behind a tree and watched for a while when something caught her eye. The stallion would rise into the air periodically and in between his hind legs she noticed his huge erection--its size and its posture--and for an instant she was frightened, but the fear soon gave way to fascination, and eventually arousal. It was the first time she had ever felt sexual excitement in her body and she was enthralled.
She noticed that the mare was teasing the stallion, always running away, but never very far and finally she slowed down and let him catch her. He jumped up on his hind legs with tremendous grace and with a powerful leap, he mounted her from behind, sinking his huge phallus inside the delicate mare.
Tea felt the throbbing pressure in her lower body, the excitement and urgency, and leaning against the tree, she allowed the beautiful sensation she was feeling to overtake her.
She watched as the stallion pumped into the quivering mare, his powerful muscles contracting quickly as his head whipped his long, silky mane around and he bore his teeth, screaming wildly. When the stallion finally released the little brown mare, he pranced around happily and gratified as Tea leaned against the tree and trembled with her very first sexual experience, and closed her eyes, relishing the beautiful sensation of her new found, burgeoning womanhood.
After that , as a young woman, she had looked forward to her first sexual encounter, imagining it would be like that--primal and natural and beautiful. And though her sexual experiences later on were gratifying, they never quite measured up to the promise of watching those beautiful, powerful animals in all their natural splendor. Not until she made love to Todd.
They made love with complete freedom, without shame or inhibition and with only the need to fulfill the aching desire in their bodies, like those beautiful horses in the Spring of her youth--instinctive and natural.
She looked down at her beautiful, sleeping stallion and smiled, caressing his long silky mane. Todd opened his eyes, and catching her sexy smile, moved up to lie beside her.
“What are you smiling at, Delgado?” he asked, drawing her closer.
She reached out and touched his mouth, looking into his sleepy, hazel eyes.
“I was just thinking what a major stud you are,” she said laughing.
Todd laughed and kissed her hair as she settled into his arms.
“What? You mean I’m hung like a horse,” he joked.
“Most definitely,” she laughed as she snuggled into his arms and kissed his shoulder.
They rested happily for a few minutes, each lost in their own thoughts.
“I think Blair knows about us.”
Tea looked up at him.
“How?”
“I’m not sure, but I’m glad. I informed her last night that I had no intention of marrying her and she kind of lost it. She said you were the reason.”
“And what did you tell her, Todd?”
Todd turned to her.
“I didn’t deny it. I don’t want to. Tea, I’m tired of trying to live a double life--I want you and Leo with me.”
Tea sat up and looked at him.
“You want us here? In Llanview? Todd, I’m not sure I want to live here. Why can’t you come and live with us in New York?”
Todd sat up with her and took her hands in his.
“Tea, I’d live anywhere with you, but right now I have to be here. As much as I don’t want to be anywhere near Blair, I can’t abandon Starr again, or take her away from her mother....such as she is. And then there’s the kid she’s carrying, Tea. I wish I could change that, but I can’t. And I can’t keep running back and forth between two states. I‘m kind of wiped out.”
Tea looked at his face and noticed the dark shadows beneath his eyes.
“Querido, I know you can’t keep this up. But I have a job, and a home there.”
“You can practice law here, I can help you. And we can keep that apartment.” He looked at her with uncertainly, “Don’t you want to be with me?”
“It’s all I want.”
“Then...come on, Tea. Come live with me.”
Tea stared at him, his beautiful eyes waiting for an answer.
“Okay,” she said as Todd pulled her into him and kissed her softly. “But where will we live, Todd?”
“I’m having the penthouse redone. And I’ll have a room for Leo done just like the one in New York, that way he won’t get homesick.”
“I want Lourdes with us...Leo adores her, and I trust her completely.”
“That’s fine. Lulu‘s alright.”
“Her name is Lourdes,” she said laughing.
“Yeah, whatever,” he said pulling Tea on to his lap and burying his mouth in her throat, kissing it softly.
“Querido, I’m beginning to think all you want is my body,” she said smiling down at him.
“Really? Who was just ravishing certain parts of my anatomy with her eyes while I was sleeping? And referring to me as a sexual object...a stud, I believe it was, ha?”
Tea smiled and her hand caressed his chest admiringly.
“I do love your body, Todd,” she said, in a low, husky whisper, “It makes me feel things I only ever fantasized about in my most private thoughts. You feel so good inside me...it’s all I can think about. I can’t sleep...I can’t work...all I want is to be with you like this.”
Looking up at her, his hand glided down her slender waist and around the arc of her hip.
“It’s the same for me. I feel like I’m in heat, Delgado. I love being inside you...it feels better everytime. Sometimes, I wish I could just stay hard and keep making you come over and over again...I love doing that for you.”
Tea smiled.
“If you had anymore stamina, mi amor, I’d be in the hospital.”
Todd smiled at her, but then his face became serious.
“Tell me, Tea, how was sex with those clowns you slept with in Llanview?”
“Todd! What kind of question is that?”
“Come on, Tea, I really want to know. I told you about Blair and what a dud she is, right, I mean she does all her screaming out of bed!”
“Why would you want to know this?” Tea asked in exasperation.
“Cause the thought of you with them makes me want to puke! Damn it, Tea, I can’t handle that. Knowing you were with them like this! I don’t want to look at them and wonder what they were like with you, that’s all. This way I can file it away and be done with it.”
Tea jumped off of him and sat beside him, watching his insecurities take control of him, and listening to his Toddian logic.
“Alright, Todd, ask away. I‘ll tell you everything--full disclosure.”
“What was Reverend Andrew like?”
“He was sweet, gentle, conventional... and it only happened once...one time only.”
Todd stared at her with an astonished expression.
“You mean he could only do it once?” said Todd with a big smile, as Tea nodded.
“And there was one thing that sort of turned me off....he was kind of ....hairy.”
“What do you mean...a hairy chest?”
“A mean a hairy everything....chest, stomach, back, shoulders...it kind of put me off physically, that’s all.”
Todd howled out loud as Tea chastised him playfully.
“Holy monkey boy! Okay, I can cross him off my list! What about John Psycho, that dirty cop.”
Tea thought back for a few moments before answering him, trying to recall experiences she would rather have forgotten.
“John had a good body, and he was a decent lover from what I recall, again pretty conventional...he didn’t exactly rock my world. Oh...I do remember he had this annoying habit of asking my permission for everything...you know like, can we do this, or can I do that?”
“Ever the boyscout...even in bed, ha? Poor bastard, I guess he didn’t know about your penchant for the Alpha male.”
Tea stared at his self-satisfied grin.
“What do you mean by that, Todd Manning?”
“Oh, come on, Delgado! I know you like it when I’m aggressive with you in bed!”
A sly smile came to her face.
“And you like it when I’m aggressive too, querido, don’t you?”
Todd pulled her into him.
“Yeah, I like a woman who can keep up with me...” he said as he kissed her, a little forcefully.
The conversation was arousing them but before they could get too carried away, Todd pulled away from her, breathing heavily.
“Wait, wait, wait. There’s one more....RJ?”
Tea sighed deeply and rolled her eyes at him.
“RJ was a good lover.”
Suddenly Todd pulled away from her and raised his voice.
“What the hell is that suppose to mean?”
“He was....skilled...he knew how to please a woman,” she said, purposely coaxing his jealousy.
Todd jumped out of bed, as Tea watched him with amusement pacing and bouncing around the room, naked, waving his arms around for effect.
“You mean, unlike me, right, Delgado? I don’t know how to please a woman? What, RJ Gannon is Don Juan. Well you must be disappointed, having to settle for me and my lack of...skills.”
Tea got up and approached him slowly, his jealousy strangely arousing her even more, even though it had no merit. She touched his chest lightly and looked down at his body before answering him.
“Querido, RJ had to be skilled. Unlike you, he was rather humbly endowed.”
Tea watched his anger dissipate as a smile came across his face.
“I knew it! RJ has a little weenie! I just knew it...I mean that explains all that swagger and bravado he goes around displaying. All that macho posturing all to cover up his little inadequacies,” laughed Todd childishly.
Tea laughed at his sophomoric behavior, but it felt so good to hear him laugh and she knew this gave him a certain confidence--a reassurance that he seemed to need because of his past.
“And there is one more thing. Something happened with RJ which probably explains why he hates you so much,” said Tea.
“Yeah, what?’
“Right before you came back to Llanview, and all those attempts on RJ’s life were going on...well, I kind of suspected it was you. I felt your presence and I couldn’t stop thinking about you. And the last time RJ and I were...together...I sort of...yelled out your name...you know at a certain point.”
A huge smile came to Todd’s face.
“Delgado, are you telling me you called out my name while you and he were...doing it?”
“Yeah, Todd...I sort of closed my eyes and imagined it was you...and suddenly....I shouted out your name. Rather loudly I might add.”
Tea watched Todd. He looked so pleased with himself that it made her smile, but suddenly, he turned his gaze on her and his smile was replaced by a different look, a dark and sensual look that she had come to know all too well.
He walked over to her quickly, lifted her slender body into the air as if she were weightless, and shoved her up against the wall, wrapping her legs tightly around his back and pinning himself against her body to keep her from slipping down.
“Oh, querido, please be gentle with me, I‘m just a delicate flower,” she laughed, teasing him sweetly and looking into his lust-filled eyes.
He laughed, nuzzling his face into her hair.
“Delgado,” he whispered into her ear, “I wanna make you scream out my name....”
to be continued...
2001 Copyright by Trog
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