Tea: (realizing that her words were audible) We don’t have to do this.
Todd: You know, for years, I’ve let you talk me out of this. I’m not going to force myself on you, but I’m also not going to let you stop me for the unobvious reasons. If you’re scared of me, say so. If not, shut up!
Tea thinks for a split second and can see the confusion in his eyes. She begins to tear up, not knowing what to do in this moment.
Tea: I just don’t want you to do anything you don’t want to do.
Todd: I thought I was…I mean, wasn’t. You’re doing it again, Delgado.
Tea: You’re really ready for this, aren’t you?
Todd: Are you?
Tea: I always thought I was, but I’m so scared.
Todd: I knew it. (He rolls back on the bed, onto his back. Looking up at the ceiling) You ARE afraid of me.
Tea: I’m not afraid of you Todd. You should know that by what just happened against that wall.
Todd: Then what is it?
Tea: I’m scared of me. I’m scared of really making love. This is for real. This isn’t just sex.
Todd: It is what it is. Don’t make too much out of this. I’ve wanted you for a long time. If you want to stop…I’ll
In that moment, Tea realizes that Todd is really ready for her and all that that entails. He is ready for whatever comes next, even after the act itself. She has known all along that she might be the one to back down when push came to shove, thrust came to pull, yin came to yang. She rolls over on top of him and places her lips squarely onto his. She can hear him mumbling his last word as she had interrupted him with the kiss. She believes he said understand, but she’s not quite sure. And in this moment, she doesn’t care. She knows she can do this now and his powerful intent is clear. He breaks free of her kiss and looks her square in the eyes.
Todd: You’ll hate me in the morning, that’s for sure. It’s also not new. But you may end up hating yourself more. You may not even be here in the morning when all is said and done.
Tea: I’m not going anywhere Todd. Not without you.
Todd: I need to know that you want me as much as I want you Tea.
Tea: I do, Todd. I want you so much. And I won’t be sorry in the morning.
Todd: Can we finish this in the morning?
Tea: What we’re saying or what we’re doing?
Todd covers her mouth with his own and mumbles through the side of his mouth.
Todd: No way what we’re doing.
With that, he pulls her on to him, using his arms and his hands to feel up and down her back recklessly. He can feel her spine tingle under his movements and likes her trembling forward. He loves the way her bare, naked skin feels pressed against his chest and his upper torso. He can feel her body unexpectedly thrust forward against his. He moves both of his hands gently inside her sweats and can grasps her bare buttocks, one in each hand. He uses this grasping to get her excited again. He moves his hands clinched and released several times, kissing her passionately as he presses his hands downward at the same time, joining their lower bodies in the sensual melody and rhythm of their sexual dance. He’s almost back to where he was before and feels he’s almost got Tea back to the height at which she felt the need to talk. He’ll have to remember to keep her mouth busy and not allow her time to talk OR think. Tonight is about fulfilling fate. They were born to be together and together, conjoined, they would be this night.
He rolls over slightly, lowering her back down upon the bed and begins again with confidence to move his hands lower down the front of her pants. He presses his lips downward, with lust and haste, covering both of her lips with the wetness of his own. He lowers his hands down, in between her legs at the same time. He presses harder and harder with his lips to hers, pressing and exploring with his hands, almost in sync. He moves his hands about, realizing from her breathing and her increased moaning that he must be circling and tantalizing erotic areas. He presses even harder with his lips, opening her lips with his tongue at the same time he slides a finger inside of her. She grinds and moves in motion with him. She feels unnerved and can’t help the moans escaping followed now upon the heels of the word yes. She is whispering it at first, but as he moves faster and faster, deeper and deeper, she hears herself louder and louder with the command of her voice. He can feel her body thrusting harder and harder not only against his finger that is inside her, but also against his fingers that are working their magic outside of her. She presses harder and harder against his hand. He knows he’s bringing her to the edge, but he refuses to let her go there without him.
Todd releases her lips and begins kissing and teasing her ear with his tongue. In between licks, he tells her, “Not yet. Almost, but not yet.” He then presses inward with his body and his mouth, sliding his hand out of her pants.
He reaches down and begins pulling at his own jeans, desperate to have them off of his body, but realizing the clumsiness and tightness of their make. Tea jumps off the bed and grabs both pant legs by the bottom cuffs and pulls with all her might to remove them from his body. As she slings them off to the side, she takes advantage of his nakedness to admire his body. She straddles him again, placing her clit through her sweats nestled softly against his penis and begins moving back and forth for his own pleasure. Todd reaches up with his hands and covers both of her breasts, massaging and playing to increase his own lust. He closes his eyes to fully take in what it is she’s doing to him. She arches her back and moans in delight. She places both of her hands on top of his, encouraging him to press harder and wildly. He finds himself, unwilling to release the noises that are locked in the back of his throat, when he unexpectedly finds himself trapped with her hand opening and closing around the thickness of the base of his penis. He releases a moan, in delight of what she’s doing, but apprehensive about her knowing she has that kind of effect on him. Tea feels herself nearing that incredible peak to which she has waited what seems like all of her life to achieve. She releases her hand from his penis and lays her body down, snuggling in with upper bodies, grinding in with lower bodies and pressing her lips softly against his lips. She twists and turns her head as the kiss grows with intensity, wishing like everything that her pants, too, were removed as that one last obstacle between them. Todd grabs the back of her head by the hair and pulls her out to meet his eyes. He need only glance to see the willingness and readiness she has for him. Her lust-filled eyes give him the final confidence to make that one last move that removes her pants from her lower torso, pushing her sweats downward toward her lower thighs. With one deft kick in between the crotch of her sweats, he removes them from her legs completely and they hit the floor. Tea lifts back up positioning herself upon him and lowers herself, gliding effortlessly into heaven…or hell, her welcome obvious by her evident wetness . She doesn’t know which piper she’ll have to pay or thank in the morning, but she is where she wants to be regardless.
Again, she arches her back and he places his hands upon her waiting, wanting breasts. She moans and groans, turning him on more than he can handle. He thrusts upward time and time and time again, wanting to be even deeper inside of her than he already is. They are joined, yet it’s still not enough. He can feel the emotions taking over and he wants to share them completely with Tea in that moment. He moves his arms around to her back and presses her deeply into his skin. Their sweat is acting as a lubricant to keep them moving and wild and passionate. He pulls her in so deeply she can feel her own heart beating against his. Their breathing is heavy and labored. Their bodies are pumping and emotional. He looks toward her, wanting to meet her eyes, to see what they look like in this moment of perpetual, emotional overkill. She can feel him needing to look at her and she gives him what he needs in that moment. As they stare into the abyss of each other’s fear and trepidation, they each see the other, there on the other side, wanting the other as badly and as necessary as the other. Todd begins moving in a different direction and rolls Tea over before she even knew or could tell what he was doing. He presses fully on her body, almost to the point of going right through her. He feels her so deeply at this moment that he can’t tell where he ends and she begins. He thrusts deeper and deeper inside of her, kissing her passionately as he pulls in and out, slowing the motion with each additional thrust, making it as if each one counted as much as the next. Tea’s lovemaking, this day, has been loud and powerful. Now as they both near climax, she finds herself almost beside herself with thunderous ecstasy. She could feel his body starting to tremble and could feel his breathing almost beyond labored. Every rise and fall of his chest was a sign to her of how close he was to finality. She just hoped she wouldn’t kill him. His emotions were powerful and on the surface. She could tell by his increasing moaning that he too was nearing orgasm and she so wanted to join him in that cresting moment. Together, they thrust, in unison, one last and final blow before sending them bellowing loudly thrusting together in each other’s waiting arms. Todd collapses onto Tea, overwhelmed by the lustful release, not ever wanting to move from this exact location ever. Still inside of her, he feels her body continuing to twitch and move slightly. He can tell that her orgasm, too, was overpowering and enduring. How lucky she is to still be feeling this wonderful feeling, he thought to himself. Her small, last grinds make him almost envious of her and her incredible body. He realizes two important things during this momentous occasion. He has made love, complete love, for the first time ever in his life. And he’s not through yet.
