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So You Want To Know More About Me........

I Do Have Many Nicknames These Are Merely The Few of them

Well now on to the good part. :) My name is Alexis,but people call me Ali. I live in northern california and i am 15 . I don't really have just one favorite group,my favorites include, R.E.M., Live, Red hot chili peppers, Depeche Mode and 3 doors down. I am a big fan of the x files,that 70's show, daria, the drew carey show, ren and stimpy and who's line is it anyway. I am also a big big fan of cartoons.I don't know how i would survive with out them.Some of my favorite movies include the talented mr.ripley, John Carpenters Vampires, PCU, Romeo and Juliet (no i do not like leonardo decaprio, Fight Club, Monty python and the holy grail, and spaceballs. My life is an ironic one that is filled with people who have good intentions with thier hearts in the right place, but who are troubled by many things. Most of which have had some sort of trauma in thier past, I have as well faced a tragity of my own that has effected everything about me from the way i think to the way i feel. I love my friends who are all so important to me. Those who have stuck by me in the past and those who stand by me now. I am indeed a very troubled person who seeks the answers to many questions. Some of those can be answered and some cannot. My quest in life has not been easy but I struggle to live on. My interests are that of many.Thus they include music of most sorts, vampires and most of the paranormal, chatting on the intetnet, acting and improv. I know I know not much of a life but indeed so it is mine and for the time being i enjoy it....somewhat. My deepest friends are my passion for love, paranoia, insomnia and depression, as well as a razor blade for when the pain becomes unbarable. My evil side has a name as well. Her name is Layla she likes to manipulate people, but of course she is rather evil. She can however be the side of me that likes to have fun. A daredevil if you will. I miss being happy i forgot what it feels like. My love to one imparticular individual who I felt gave me a reason to live, he saved me from making a very big mistake and I love him with all my heart for not only that, but for many other reasons.He knows who he is. Yet now i am not too sure about if it is really all that well that we are around one another and to be honest i am not sure if it is a friendship that can even last between us because you see we have hit that fine line between love and hate and i think we may have crossed it. maybe one day in the future we can be friends. That would be nice. As for now though love, love is.....okay so i am not so sure what love is anymore all i know is that the incredible pain it brings just sometimes isn't worth it so please dont be reckless with other people's hearts because for once just put yourself in thier position and think of how it feels to all the shit that you have done to them. Well that concludes the description of me. I am usually happyer, but at the moment i am still comming out of the fog of depression. untill then farewell! Signed The Vampyre

*January 18,2001* Hey everyone guess what???? ALL'S BACK!!!! woo hoo! *victory dance* Thanks Layla for being my auto pilot, with out you i couldn't have done it. SO let's see here.... wow that last entery was pretty depressing but hey now i am okay. I haven't cut for a while now and i am very proud of myself for that :), Murdoch, Dearest murdoch to you a wonderfull friend whom i hope to never lose, yes i love you but not in the sense that i once did, remember that :) So yeah i guess you might want to read about ali, and not layla (the one who wrote the previous entry) Now if you are confused layla is my alter ego. Any Questions? Right well then email them :) Now about me... What is there to say? I like smiling, i consider it a hobbie :) I like to make others laugh, to put a smile on someones face who i enjoy being with. I stay up entirly way to late on school nights :) Oh and the X-Files, What is up with this new guy?!?!?!?! Just comming along like he is the big shot like mulder. well i have two words for that, hhhhhhheeeeeeeellllllllllllllllll no. What is that, second episode and he is already saving scully, i swear if he calls her dana, then i will really be mad. grrrr........ Okay so yeah, guess what??? I am learning how to swing dance and i am having oh so much fun. I have met some new peoples too, they are really super cool! (a very big compliment to be called super cool by ali) :) and there i go with the smileys again, To be somewhat serious (ha!me? serious? yeah right) I want to be a forensic Biologist when i grow up (if i ever do grow up...although i still am fairly short...) Genetic Enginering fascinates me, I find it horribly interesting, i also enjoy history, particularly the middle ages/medievil time periods oh and i love greek mythology. I like slurpees too.....oh yeah i also tend to be random. Well i beter go, its late and i have to get up for school tommorrow, anyways thanks for checkin out this section about me while i am happy. Farewell!! Ali *January 1,2002* Wow, did 2001 suck, Look at that last uh... "entry" so happy and optimistic about the new year. I am a bit more down to earth now. Yeah I dont really have alot to say but if you want to keep up with what is lately going on with me I have an online journal at Deadjournal.com it's more updated than the site. this way feel free to leave comments just be sure to leave your name or something indicating that its you so i know who you are. Thanks, and happy new year, maybe this year wont be so bad as last. l8rs Ali