July 1:

oh shiet its tee (1:40:57 AM): if it aint spring it aint shit!!! hell fucking yeah... !!!
oh shiet its tee (1:40:58 AM): hahahaha
oh shiet its tee (1:41:02 AM): <3 sweet dreams
oh shiet its tee (1:43:13 AM): i love my rho class SPRING kids!!!
one of the oh so many reasons why i love our pm!!!

June 30: YES a lovely wed. sitting on my ars being bored cuz i dont have class today. so i offically crossed last sat. FINALLY. seemed like it went on forever. so yes now im a sorority girl. eww u might say cuz damn it sounds weird even to me. ME? a sorority girl. never in a million years would i have thought that to be true but it has. and im excited. i wanna thank
my pledge sister,jenn aka kermit, for sticking it through and putting in the time and efforts that was needed to just finish strong.

mom: youve been there every step of the way. thanks for loving us even though we're "brats" as so u say. haha, youre confidence and support has reallie helped me get through it

pm: ahh you bully! sorrie i wasnt scared of u enough haha. you are one funny gal. you said so many comments that made me wanna roll on the floor laughing but i couldnt. thanks for pushing my limits and helping us finish strong. couldnt have done it w/o u
so no back to the rest of the summer..working, going to school and just relaxing.hmm i cant reallie think of anything else at the moment..oh congrats to my brother for passing and becoming a third degree black belt. im so proud of you. dont kick my ass pweese. Oh i would also like to thank my big sis and my big bro. You all helped me get through it much easier. love ya guys. AND to will for listening to me bitch and complain all the time. thanks a bunch

June 18: muching away on food and typing away. had some bad things lately happen but at the same time good things. things have been sort of on the awkwardness level cuz its hard when you got the same friend and live in the same area so DUH bound to hang out and shit. ive been avoiding the hanging out just to make it easier on him. well i mean i been busy and shit but at the same time, i feel like i should just back off. only sad part is that it keeps me from hanging out with everyone else. but even as we speak, not being friends..i still look out for him and what will make it easier for him. gosh sometimes i think im too nice...people think they can just walk all over me. sigh. oh well. i been able to get closer to people. haha ps is crazy along with will..they both are friggin weirdos. things have been going pretty good. hmm imma move out into mission grove with my ps at the beginning of the school year. sadly i shall be leaving grandmarc. wow i cant think of anything right now. eating cookies without milk is sad...i just had to pour out a gallon of milk. DAmN it! im hungry again man oh man. ok maybe more later cuz brain dead

June 4:i wish i could make everyone happie. is it so wrong to try. yet i feel like no matter what..someones gonna get hurt. i would like it so that i wont either but damn. damn whats wrong with me?!? fuck it too much thinking. clubbin last nite, twas fun. i tried to c walk but reallie i just looked like an idiot bouncing around pretending to do something of a dancing nature. wow thank goodness no one had a camera. that woulda been bad. umm err then as we were leaving we realized we didnt have keys. so 30 min of frustration found the keys cuz some random person had it and we dont know how he got it...went home and crashed..umm random random thoughts..ok none bye

HARRY POTTER comes out today. too bad im too damn busy to watch it. FRUCK.

June 1:hmm nice a new month. school is almost over..a bit saddened by that. wow this year went by super fast. i swear i just moved into grandmarc. it seems like it was short while ago but at the same time a long time ago. So much has happened this year. people are going to be leaving soon..grandmarc will never be the same. i think ive made friends here whom i will stay friends with for a long time. err i love you all. HAHA sounds like im writing in a damn year book. anyways back to ish. im almost done with skool and other things as well. but damn its gonna be soooo much work. things have been on the ups lately...the drama has died down a little. so im happie about that. wow i realized that i lag on soooo many things. damn umm lets see if i can remember anything to recap. umm went home fer the weekend well on sat..did some stuff, work. Sat at home like the bum i am. Oh hung out with my brother and ate @ ruby's mMm yum. then sun i lazied around...went to the pool with best friend..came back and watched shrek 2 with wolly and aimee. it was pretty funnie acutally. mon i didnt do too much woke up pretty late went to 55, lazied around then went to banned..hit up i hop where i went into a food coma from eating so much. me and ruthie are the winners cuz we ate everything on our plate. sad part is we are the smallest. took a nap err yah i cant remember. wow why am i even updating this stupid thing of mine if im not even updating cuz i cant remember shit. uHh happie belated bday to janice! ok thats it

May 15: stressed...tired...and drama. too much man. ive put in much needed serious thinking. but in the end its too late. cant do anything but keep on trucking. but soon ill be back, to the happier me, the stress free me, and just be. umm this passed weekend was presents/formals. special thanks to my date...mr umm sexie? haha i had fun, loved the gifts. sun was mothers day so i went home and had dinner. mon was a LOVELY horrible day in which i was at the low. on edge and at the verge. so we get evacuated from grandmarc cuz of some stupid gas leak. fackin shit. came back around 1 ish and STILL cant go home. went to lothian to kick it...though pissed. cheered up my mood. rolled to some girls house in 5 cars. holy shit. haha. chilled and then found out we could go home so thats what we did. went hoooome. didnt do shit on tues. wed, missed tammy's bday for obligations...sad. came back at 330 ish i guess and then andy and phong cooked me food @ like 4 cuz they were hungry and were awake at this ungodly hour. and me realizing that i hadnt eaten dinner was like alright. though i believe 4-5 ish counts as breakfast haha. so we sat around eating and then talking...finally crashed @ like 5. yesterday i just didnt wanna do jack shit. so thats pretty much what i did..jack shiet. woke up took ppl to class, dyed my hair..needed a change hopefully itll change my mood. went clubbin @ castillo. the nite started out rough...not into dancing too much, not enjoying being made to dance. but if i wanted to i would. usually need time to get comfortable on the dance floor...but then again i guess i lost some of my freeedom of when i made my choice. havent decided if that was a good one on my part or not. came back chilled with the roomie...was hyper fer some reason. went and picked up daly and david. went to 55 chilled...then went to 105 to where boys were sitting around giving each other tattoos with a friggin hand made machine. insane yo. much dissapointment in certain people, not that they did anything to me...more to themselves. but i just cant say shit. cant remember what happened the week before too much all boggled up. umm speaking of issues...i have enough dont need anymore. hence just not caring about certain things/ppl. that part of my life is over and i realize im much better off. whats sad is ive been so busy that its been 3 weeks since my bday and i still havent reallie been able to celebrate it. fack. i guess next year then.

April 26: its my BDAY y'all...woohoo..i mean damn it..im twentyTEEN....yah still at heart you know. lets see lets see. ok so friday was one hectic day and with my absent mindedness of shit iono what happened...came home and crashed after exchange and i didnt wake up till about 1 when phong calls to wish me a belated bday..and me being half asleep was like uhh ehh what? and yah turns out he thought it was on friday but yah no..haha lagged around then decided to go home fer a lil bit. went and hung out with jon, maryann, shamir, and kan and yah just caught up cuz its been a while since ive seen these guys. drove back to rside, was hella craving my sour cream pringles but NO they went missing somewhere and i still dont know where they are. and i swear i DIDNT eat them all haha. sun, i sat around and then went to the mall with dipali and aimee @ brea mall. it was fun. then we went to eat @ BJs..it was sooooo good. i got a pizooki i reallie dont know how to spell it umm they sang fer me yay came home and went to the library cuz i had to put in hella hours...sat around fer the longest time kinda studying. umm david picked me up around midnite and then went to 55. to my surprise they organized a lil surprise fer me...i got TWO cakes..what? yaH!...on said mai get high..that was cute..haha. i was shocked and it make me reallie happie. it was nice. i got to blow out the candles and make a wish...woohoo. a lil embarassed when everyone was singing..put me on the spot why dont you...so anyways ate cake till i reallie could not take another bite...came back had a LOOOONG conversation, read a lil and crashed. ok so i had a midterm today..YIKERS it was hard..***sad face*** but hopefully i didnt do too bad. thanks to everyone fer making my bday special and to all the others who remembere and wished me one..thanks! means a lot. LOVE YOU GUYS...mwahs. so yah now its about 5:30 ish and man do i still got a lot of shit to do today..sigh...

April 23: oH man its friday again. where do my days go. each week seems to reallie fly by but then when i think of the last month as a whole it feels like forever. weird? yah i know. man studying..school has been taking a back seat to my other obligations and its making me reallie sad. i know im a procrastinator when it comes to school but before i could study and do hw last min. but i cant do that anymore cuz my time is so cramped that in the end i realize i dont even have time fer school, sleep, or even eating. sometimes i forget to eat and thats kinda not good. i miss my friends and i miss my family. i barely go home now. i mean yah i still go home like ever weekend but only on sat and i work all day so i dont get to hang out with my bro or anything. i keep disappointing my parents cuz i make up excuses to not go home only cuz i have other obligations when i know i should reallie go home and help out. i find myself dreading each day. i mean i do have my fun and yah ive learned a lot and met a lot of cool people. but it has taken over my life. though it is only for a quarter but yet if feels like itll never end from here. yesterday i took a nap for the first time in a reallie long time where i completely crashed and could not get up. i felt like that nap made up for my lack of sleep fer the past 3 weeks. sigh. anyhoo away from the sad note, went malling yesterday...stress free zone. yay. umm went to oc on wed to meet up with daniel. aww i hadnt seen him in so long it was cool. i miss him DEARLY. anyways me and jenn went grocery shopping and all and ate at brodard..Mmmm viet food. it was good. i reallie needed the escape from riverside...about like 5 hours of good away time. umm i had a midterm on tues but wow i was gonan say last week..thats how much like time is so weird fer me right now. i think i did pretty good but i was pretty tired. i have 2 midterms next week and im scared cuz its bio and ochem. its gonna be hard and im so busy next week that its gonna be hard to reallie do the whole cram session i always do. i guess this is reallie where i learn to juggle hella things and manage my time more wisely into academics like on weekends. BUt its hard cuz friends are always like damn youre so busy now cant even hang out fer more than 5 mins a day maybe sometimes not even at all. ive literally gone MIA...sigh...yah but anyways..cant reallie think of anything else cuz im getting pretty damn sleepie..damn food made me sleepie. a last note..imma keep on trucking along...makes me feel good when friends tell me to keep at it and that i can make it...alright thats all...

April 12: hMm its about 12:30 right now and i have a break between class so i figure ill update since its been almost 2 months or whatever and im sure everyone who is bored and reads this shit is going DAMN when is she gonna update so i have something to do...HAHA jk. so today i went to all my classes so far and i took notes and all..so im pretty proud of that. i will be going to my first meeting tonite where it will be my first day as a pledge..yes i said pledge. i rushed fer kdphi last week and i got my bid last nite..YAY..i hope. im glad my friends support me even though they know i prolly wont be around too much anymore...*tear*...ive had an interesting 2nd quarter and beginning of this quarter so far. but since thats way too much things to say and i wouldnt be able to remember it anyway cuz i cant remember shit passed 2 days so..basically ive been chilling with all kinds of people. Hmm OH yah i went to boston fer spring break...it was fun way tooo cold fer me though i mean i was here in cali with my hella short skirts and all and i go over there and theres friggin snow everywhere. It was very different over there...but it was a change and it was cool plus i got to hang with daisy and amit. and meet up with martin and matt. so all was great. THOUGH i dont think id ever go back..east coast style just doesnt work fer me...i dotn like cold weather..haha. Ok so other things of shockness...reading cards..are hella creepy cuz they are so true. i didnt realize how true they were till this passed weekend..and now im FREAKED..haha. another thing...random phone calls from people who i havent reallie been in contact with fer months..due wut da heil man. ive been seeing lots of movies, smoking hella crazy..but i quit.., chilling 105, 55..eating ice cream cuz me and ruthie are ice cream whores, shoppin, clubbin, the usual of sitting around wondering what else to do. uh huh.HAHA..its been fun. imma miss it this quarter since imma be off busy doing shit...dont forget me y'all! yah anyways you know that saying where they say go after what u want...i should hold that true..but i cant. chicken shit...haha. damn it. ANd man how come im so oblivious to everything huh? i never see anything even if its right there under my nose and of course i always find out hella later when i dont even know what to do with that information..uhh grr... uh huh so moving on..acutally i reallie dont know what else to say at the moment so imma end it here and update later into more detail..

February 22: Sigh another sun and its friggin cloudy. blah! i hate crap weather i mean hello..california man. but whatevers. OK update of last week:
Feb 16: Umm i dyed my hair on mon. Went to some ka thing. It was weird, just a whole bunch of guys being guys and trying to be brothers i guess..anyways after much complaining of the crap music we decided to leave of course not after i decided to friggin kill myself but we came home and i went to sleep.

Feb 17: On tues, i woke up all earlie cuz i had to do ochem lab hw before lab. It was easy and fast so did some errands on campus with phong, came back and everyone went to go eat so we decided to follow..had some fake chinese food and chilled in apt 105...man they are too crazy...then i got tired so decided to take a nap. Then tracy called and came over it was cool we just talked and stuff. went to pick up maryann...and then tracy went home. err went over to arts and mikes to chill but i just watched one tree hill cuz i have to haha. THEN i came back and went to the gym with dipali and nicole. getting my buffness on HAHA. right.

Feb 18: Wed was ehh..had class came back sat around fer a long time i think. talked to shamir..oh man that guy cracks me up...jon too..HAHA. i mean wtf with the shitting and phone talking, anyways went to lab then sat around fer a long time being real bored. Then umm michael called and we just talked fer a real long time. Hes nice. Then dipali decided to invite ourselves to his apt for a drinking partie so thats what we did. I was definitely fucked up. Sabrina and dipali tried to dance on a block..haha i have no idea why but they did. I came home and knocked out hardcore.

Feb 19: I had no class thurs thank goodness cuz i had one massive hang over. So i just sat around and kept on sleeping. Umm phong came over and we just chilled fer a while. he was dressed in pimp style for his fashion show or whatever. Tried to study but ended up not..chilled, had some company whatever then i just went to sleep.

Feb 20: Went to class on friday but slept through every single one. Came back and knocked out fer a couple of hours, tried to study but didnt reallie. It was raining like crazy so i just sat inside. THEN i was feeling blah and over riverside so i called khue and decided to go home. Went malling, of course hit up spires. IT was soo good. no words to descibe it..haha. Then we went to kevins house and it was crazy cuz when we drove there, we saw calvin and allen..WTF man. thats so friggin random i cant even believe it. Anyways tien, kevin, david, me and khue just drove around. Khue locked her keys in her car with all of our stuff except our cellies. kevins car batterie died so they had to walk to get davids car. i was so fucked up i was starting to trip like mad crazy. That was one weird ass nite like almost everything went wrong except for the fact that i was hanging out with people that i love. Went to irvine to get spare keys...inhaled some doughnuts. Went back to kevins house to get khues car, went back to her house and ate MORE food..our left overs from spires..ok it was still so DAMN good. Went home my mom and bro were still awake so i was like fuck! But it was cool.

Umm yesterday i just worked, ate dinner with the fam and came back to rside. But ya a trip back to oc and chill with friends was definitely what i needed to prop up my mood. That seriously made up for thur and fri..and actually that could definetely out do any partie i went to. OH and another thing that made me happie was flippin through khues cd and hearing postal service! wtf..HAHA it was great. Umm oh yah, ive decided to not drink till after finals wowzers! i mean ill go to parties but imma stay sober. sOoo anyways now that im done updating imma hit the books..yuck. Stupid skool, i cant wait for this quarter to be over, go on spring break and partie like crazy.

February 14: Ok iono what happened to my LONG ass entry i did a couple of days ago but i guess i didnt save it. DAMn memory. ok so imma start over. LETS see today is valentines day and i didnt do very much. i woke up, went to take my car to get an oil change, went to work, then i headed back here to rside fer a valentines day din din with the roomies. I was stuck in traffic for maybe like two hours and it turned out cuz it was over some damn accident but when i got there it was just the damn cop that was causing all the traffic so whatever. Came back and aimee decorated our table ALL nice and we had a nice lasagna din din thnx to dp. Now im bored and tired at the same time. Was supposed to go to a kick back or a couple but none worked out that way. oh well. Im feeling a tad bit better now but imma keep the whys to myself. So yah we ended up going to henry and bejan's kick back. it was chills. like i had this MASSIVE cup and when i say massive it was friggin huge. watched henry rap and jump around cuz his ass was drunk so it was very entertaining. i was having fun but then i was getting crazy tired so i wanted to leave. Came home..for some odd reason i decided i needed to fold laundry so thats what i did, then i went to sleep. so i have a bad memory and im trying to remember everything. Ok so last week was the most hectic week of my life. i had 3 midterms so i chilled a lil last week with my new friends but then buckled down on tues. I had fun even though we were studying. i pulled an all nighter. Damn its been a while since ive done that.Umm pretty much the rest of the week goes as this..me being hella fucking tired cuz i had pretty much no sleep especially at nite. i seriously lived off of starbucks, energy drinks and any other coffee i could get my hands on. Last friday i went home fer work but came back to go to the KA partie. At first it was wack and i was freezing. went with sabrina, dipali, maria, and lauren. BUt then after a couple of drinks everything was chill. Anyways i needed to get home cuz i had work the next day. hmm what else. oh right the week before that i started hanging with crazy peeps..after ochem lab we all went and got some food then that nite i went over and chilled with them. it was packed with guys. But it was fun. they were all reallie nice. Didnt do shit on wed, thur watched smallville and hung out upstairs fer a while. we were playing 13 and i so own him HAHA. jk. anyways afterwards we went to smoke out at 105. there was a lot of people in one tiny ass room but that was chill too. even though i was being hounded on the phone with calls and text. i didnt get too fucked up. just a lil HAHA. sat around, ate some food cuz this one guy made food it was great. Then headed back and watched some more smallville..yah! Then knocked out. i cant remember if i went home this weekend, prolly not but anyways i went to phi kapps on friday nite with lauren, and of course the roommies. I met a lot of peeps that nite mostly KA people which was sorta kinda weird but then not. so they ran out of drinks so we ended up doing the shot thing. BAD idea..got way fucked up. i had lots of fun though. after the cops broke that up, wen headed over to another house but that was wack so we bounced all quick style..haha as dp would say. Came home ran around a lil and had me some company and then i just passed out. MAN i seem to "pass" out a lot..not good maybe haha. Anyways yah i think ive done a pretty damn good update of thats been happening since my last entry..and this is a detailed well not that detailed but of last week.
Feb 8: oh yah came back to rside on sun watched smallville with my new buddie. then headed over to that lovely apt of 105 where sleep is reallie non existant. Watched the boys play hold em fer like 2 hours then i left cuz i was tired. i like chilling with them. they're all friggin cool ass boys.

feb 10: OK tuesday..i woke up, tried to do my lab all quick style, went to lab. I actually have lots of fun in ochem lab cuz i got people to chill with. anyways so came back and i was all hungry so i went upstairs and had some spaghetti. it was good. Then maryann wanted me to come eat and chill with her at the dorms so i did that, then came back to pick up dipali and took them both to class. Came back twice to pick up each one. Then went to coffee depot with bejan. it was cool i guess we just sat there drinking our coffee, talking and making fun of the reallie horrible singer that was there. Came back and chilled fer a lil then he called again to see if we wanted to go to a kick back so we walked on over. i was good at first but then i ended up drinking maybe too much. Chilled fer a while then headed back to the apt. and of course i knocked out.

feb 11: so i think i made it to class today but i slept through all of them. Came back slept forever then i went back onto campus to keep maryann company. After i went home to do some of that bio studying and shit. Went to lab..tried to get out of there as fast as possible. Called up maryann and turned out jon jon came to surprise her so i chilled with them fer a while at the dorms, came back here chilled some more then i got ready fer the ka "dry" partie..did i mention that that partie was so not fucking dry at all. Anyways we went all comfortable style it was great. I was DD so i tried not to drink but of course i ended up drinking..a lot..smoking...dancing and err other stuff. Sabrina is one crazy womAN. I had so much fun though. OF course bumpin THE cd man.."its gonna be ME" Anyways we made it home but then we were all starving so made a trip to dennys. The food was soo damn good!. Came home and i just knocked out cuz i was so tired.

Feb 12: on thursday...i went to class then sat around fer a long time i cant reallie remember. OH yah daisy called me cuz she was taking a lil mini trip to london. and so i tried to update her of the news as of late all fast. sigh i cant wait to go see her, but im not a big fan of the east coase. Anyways me, sabrina, and dipali got ready to go to the hispanic frat partie around 10 ish. When we got there it was so friggin awkward cuz i swear we were the only asian people there and everyone was staring but then we started getting drinks and ish. I was already buzzing after the first mixed drink cuz they mixed that crap crazy. Then of course i was ready fer some harder shit so i got myself a couple of shot and i had to down them cuz dipali wanted to dance. Sooo yah it was pretty much over by then. met some awesome ass people, went and smoke out with bunch of random people for which seemed liek foreever..went and danced for another forever. Then i called up dp and sabrina and they had left me cuz dipali didnt feel well. Then i hung out with these guys until sabrina came and picked me up. Made hella phone calls to try to get sabrinas phone back, which we did finally. Came back ate then went upstairs to get our smoke on again. pretty much i was hella fucking fucked up that nite but it was fun.

Feb 13: LETS see i woke up like a thousand times that nite but finally reallie got out of bed around 11 ish i guess. I lazied around fer a while then i went onto campus to pay and then headed home fer work. That was boring umm then i went home to get ready fer my date with khue. We decided on macaroni grill. OMG the food was so damn good. We just kept on eating and eating and eating until we were gonna die almost. Then we headed back to her house cuz we were lazy and watched freaky friday. That movie is so cute and no matter how chad michael murray looks..hes still so FRIGGIN hot!

so ya thats pretty much it for now i think...more soon cuz updating a months worth of stuff at one time took me forever.

January 26: im bored..i should be studying fer midterms next week but yes..next week are the key words. i went malling today i was very proud of myself im keeping on my budget of not spending though i did find the pair of shoes i wanted fer pretty cheap but i beat my tempations HAHA..so viet new years was last week but i didnt do anything...i did get some money so thats nice. umm lets see i believe last thurs it was battle of the bands..and bedlam won so that was very nice...though we had to fight the bouncer to get in cuz they were jerks...but we got in..the boys put on a terrific show, obviously since they won..came back and kicked it with some people..came home and passed out. lets see on friday i sat around fer a real long time and then had myself a date with tad hamilton with aimee...it was a great movie..makes ya reallie want a pete of your own HAHA. so cute. then went to arts and drove on down to anahuac's girl's partie. she has a real nice house out in mo val but damn it was kinda far. it was crazy awkward there cuz i believe at the time i was the only asian person there AND the fact that i wasnt drinkin made it all the more awkward. anyways i chilled there fer a while and then went home. err my weekend was pretty boring i didnt do anything. hMmm i love kevin, david and tien..they are soo awesome. they cooked me steak and everything but i didnt come over..aww i feel bad. next time boys. so ive been doing a lot of thinking on life or at least trying to...everything is just confusing the shit out of me. its like i just dont know what i want out of life. im like full of mixed emotions and i want everything to fall into place perfectly but thats only in an idealistic world. i want everything and maybe thats the problem i want too much...i dont know what has changed i used to be take it as it comes but its not like that anymore. i dun know..maybe ill just sit back and watch thing happen...be happie with what i got...and rely on my friends and myself and just be...but i am glad that ive been able to confide in certain people here in riverside since my oc friends cant always be with me so its very nice..and now i cant reallie think of anything else..i have such crap memory. i guess ill update later

January 20: alrighty what has been going on lately...well skool has started again about 3 weeks now. what can i say but skool sux ass. so anyways the rest of break was whatever..didnt reallie do shit. drank on thurs..tried to get into pikes party but cops rolled up already..ended up chilling at some random apt. went to no tomorrow/bedlam gig @ tremors on friday..was good then partied my ass off at the after party..khue, david, tien, and kevin came..it was nice to have people from home here with me...i had a blast..sat i went home and sat around...it was my lazy day so didnt wanna go anywhere. sun came back to rside and partied @ miguels kick back. that was hella fun..cant go into much detail cuz i wouldnt have anything to tell..i just had fun..it was roommate bonding time HAHA. passed the shit out..the next morning i felt like shit..went malling to xchange a shirt i got but sadly they didnt have the size i needed so that was ehh...shopping is evil. i need to budget my money better..cuz i seem to be spending more that i acquire..not good...viet new year is 2 days away im excited...hopefully ill go home and get to chill with my homeboys and homegirls..AHHHHH haha no way man..never never say that...i reallie have no clue what else is new..so im going to stop and update when i remember what else has been happening...oh yah..gotta save hella money for boston trip!!!!...cant wait

December 21: yay for sun. its my only day off so im excited. Though i am soo very bored and lazy at this moment. I hate living at home but i like it. i can be a big baby if i want but then i dont get the freedom that im used to. I guess no matter how old i am..im still a kid to my parents...oh well. Ive just been working since ive been home. Chilled it RT on wed and saw LOTR..return of the king. it was awesome though it coulda been a tad bit shorter cuz my ass was numb...hahaha. Then we hit up in n out for some good grub..mMmm. haha he downed a 4 by 4..that guy is gasta. Anyways..then i watched the last samurai..that was pretty good. It was quite a shocker to me considering the fact that its a white guy who is the last samurai..hmm. But it was good. Then i went malling @ fashion yesterday and watched the first lord of the rings..again..its ok if im a freak..i still love that movie. Hmm what else is new...last mon i went to rside to pay for skool and then i kicked it with my fellas @ apt 9. Gen, neal, and tabby were all there fer no tomorrow practice..then me, mike, mark, vic, gen, and art hit up dennys fer some breakfast @ 2 in the afternoon. haha. its good. then i went home so i could get to work before we closed...Sat in traffic forever so entertained myself by talking to maryann and shamir..hmm yah thats pretty much it..what a boring break so far..SIGH...xmas is coming up next week. gotta do some hella shopping..ok i guess ill update after the new year..hopefully i shall be partying like no other..***crosses finger*** hehe..

December 6: Ok lets see...i went home for thanksgiving...didnt reallie do much. i just chilled at my new house with my bro. umm went out to eat with my dad, his friend and brother on thurs. then on friday i chilled at home for a while...went to work for a couple of hours, went malling, then khue came over cuz it was her birfday and then we went and kicked it with kevin, david, lee and some other people. twas fun...drank some, smoked some...omg i met vin diesel that nite. i swear. the guy that lived at the apt looked and talked just like him..crazy. came home and ate pizza and then i passed out. i had work on sat..was supposed to go to a kick back but ended up not. went and picked up daisy and went to the spectrum and saw elf. it was cute...then i went home cuz i didnt feel like going over to shamirs house alone so i just talked to him on the phone...ummm then i talked to matt and then passed out. err on sun i went with maryann and jon jon to watch maryann get her tongue pierced..yikes! then we hit up target and then me and my bro split and went to eat @ pasta bravo and then went and cleaned up at our old house cuz its messy as hell. came home and was alllll bored talked to shamir again..hmmm i got sick so in the last week...i just been taking medicine and sleeping a whole lot. thurs we decided to have a pre stress reliever kick back...drank with neal, tabby, mike, sarah, gen and art. it was fun...so much drinking..yikes..im the pusoy champ..woohoo. uhh went to work on friday then i went and chilled with shamir, maryann, and jon jon. we just chilled, rented a movie and then me and shamir hit up in n out for some bonding time HAHA. then i came back for the save the world partie...had major catching up to do so i just kept taking crazy shots..hung out with all my peeps..haha..then i passed out sometime during the nite. woke up feeling nasty and not remembering much..and now im bored and sleepy. thanx everyone for a hella fun nite and for taking care of my drunk ass..sigh..now that i got my partying out of my system..time to crack down with the books for FINALS..ahhhhhhh.

November 24: hmm its about 1:35 am...im hella sleepy but i figured that i just update cuz well..i dont wanna sleep yet haha. so on friday i woke up around noonish and lazied around fer a while then finally went back to my apt to get my car and head back and pick up art, mike, and neil cuz we was hungry...we ate @ carls. when we were done it was already about 2:45 so i freaked out and showered all fast and then john, gen, and vic came and picked me up so we could be on our way to LA...yah! we got there pretty earlie around 5 ish i guess. so we decided to hit up build a bear. who knew it would soooo fun in there..and it takes 3 college students to dress a damn bear... haha good times. it ended up being a reallie cute bear..a pajamie bear...aww. then we headed out to get in line. we were FIRST..fun stuff. it was hella cold but eventually we got in. jimmie kimmel was funnie..i had fun then off to see yellowcard..i fought my way to the front but not in time..DAMN they were sooo friggin good. i got kicked in the face and head a couple of times but whatever. i learned to not give a shit and just push people...then we hit up tommys cuz i was hella hungry and we chilled with vics girl and her friends..it was fun. finally got to rside around 130 ish. i had a mad headache...woke up for work with a headache still. work sucked but i got to leave earlie so that was good. came home and chilled for a while till i passed out. i didnt wake up till around 11ish. then went to dennys with khue..hMmm yum. umm then today i just sat around and did some work for my mom at the new house ALLL by myself. i was starving all day. then around 6ish i headed over to khues where we went to marie calendars and albertsons to get some ish for john johns thanksgiving thing. i had sooo much fun. it was great. we all sat around the table and held hands and said grace and we filmed it all...sigh it was nice. we didnt get to eat till like 9ish cuz the food wasnt even ready.. i had fun cooking too. we had SOOO much food. i think i gained all kinds of weight. man oh man..khue kept dropping everything..such clumsiness. i got to meet new people and meet people i met before but reallie didnt remember cuz i was mad hammered. haha. chatted and stuff then around midnite we left cuz everyone was pretty much leaving but not before i got cornered by shamir...HAHA too funnie. ahhh i loved this weekend...and then tomorrow i mean today DAISY's coming back to cali..oh yah soo excited. i miss her...getting ready fer a hella fun ass week and weekend...daisys here, maryanns bday is on thurs, khues bday is on fri...going clubbing on sat..dizzangs! haha..ok its sleep time...

November 21:umm about 2 in the morning right now...felt like punching a wall but now more like beating myself up for being so stupid..i mean wtf i was free and i let myself get pulled back into shit...hmm what has been happening lately...well i just had a chem and an econ midterm today...i think i did farely well for cramming it all in in one nite or whatever. me and mike had din din with long in the lothian cafe....haha umm the food wasnt too bad but then again i only ate a couple pieces of meat and a salad. it was cool..good times. talked to the crazy humungo german guy and then chatted with maryann cuz she was there..reminiscing on el partizzay @ johns house cuz we want another one..and his crazy idea of getting me and his friend together..hahaha right..then khue jumping on the bed! wahhh classic... sigh... bitterness in the voice! hahah then went back to the apt to study and then headed over to mikes to study with victor and gen..good times.. damn that monster energy drink...finally buckled down..i left around 6 ish so i could study fer econ. i was very dead today...oh yah went home on tues and chilled with khue.."she completes me" haha so true...then i headed back to rside and chilled with brian..got some starbucks..dang coffee makes me jittery..err uhh..cant think of anything at the moment...oh yah might go see yellowcard tomorrow i mean later today with victor, gen and i dont know who else but..kinda exciting...then pre thanksgiving din din at john...mMmm sounds exciting..hot guys woohoo!...happie times are rolling in..just around the corner.