JESTER'S REASON FOR LIVING
SEKHMET
I am dedicateing this page to my eternal love, Sekhmet. I have loved and lost this lady many times but through the intervention of the fates I have gotten another chance. I could have come to realize that I can not live without her and I have the oportunity now to keep her forever. I have loved before, but never have I been so in love as I am now. Sekhmet is the most important person in my life now and forever. It is because of her that I have fully realized that staying in The Other Side of Hell is possible. If it were not for this woman I am positive that I would not be around to create this page and thus it is to her that I owe more thanks and adoration than I could ever possibly convey in one life time.
She is the most beautiful woman I have ever met and for some reason she has decided to love me and for that I shall be eternally grateful. I live to make her happy but there are times when I am not able to do that. It saddens and hurts me when I see her depressed or angry especially when it is my fault, which most often it is. The one ironic thing I do not comprehend is that I know we are soul mates and that I have finally found the other half of my soul and yet we seem to argue over the most mundane things. Even when I am arguing with her I can't help but feel intense love for her and that hurts even more because I feel that I am going to loose her. My only desire is that she knows that I will never leave her until the day that she tells me to go because she does not love me anymore. I have no idea what I will do if that day ever arrives but I do know that I will still love her and I would hope that she knows that also. To you, Sekhmet, my love, I say Thank You. Thank You for being there, for loving me, but most of all for being you. You are the person that I am in love with, and you are the person that I want to be with for eternity. The rest of this page will be things like lists of reasons I love her, poems and song lyrics that mean something special to us and me. Some of which I wrote others which other people wrote but that say a lot. I know that this page seems like it would be boring but the one thing that it should convey to all of you out there that are trying to get a firm hold on The Other Side of Hell is that if you try hard enough and are stubborn enough you will find that other person that completes you and that you are to be with for the rest of your life. I mean come on if there is a person out there like this for the Jester, and yes she completes me in more ways than you can possible imagine, then there is definetly a person out there like this for you.
I made the following collage when we last found each other and before we got back together. It is the lyrics from a song that have more meaning then the words can possible say.
