Cloudy and pre-thundery day.
I don't know what to write about today. Do I write about the good times that we had or the big fight? Hmm.
We slept in quite late again. When I got up Fumihiko went out to his bank to get some money for our trip and I stayed home. When he returned, we went out again. We decided to go to Cocos and afterwards have his carkey battery fixed. He has a clicker thing that automatically locks and unlocks the door, but the battery died a few weeks ago. We got to the restaurant and thought why don't we get the carkey fixed while we eat. Well, Japan doesn't work that way of course! We sat in the garage while they fixed it for him. They even gave us cappucinos to drink. When it was fixed, the total cost was 525 yen! I think our drinks would have cost more in a restaurant. Oh well.
We had lunch and it was quite nice. After that, we went to a phone center for Fumihiko to order a new battery for his cell phone. He has a habit of overcharging it so it doesn't hold the charge anymore. Sigh. We had to order it, we couldn't pick it up today.
Next on our list was to take my Ecco shoes in to be fixed. The left one developed a rip in a seam. The problem was finding a place that would do it! We went first to S-mall, but the place there doesn't do it. We found a place in Marica that would so we put them in to be fixed. I bought a few things at the 100 yen shop too, for my school, and my trip and me.
We came home and checked email and I took a shower. I had been asking Fumihiko all day what he was going to wear to dinner tonight because I planned to dress up a bit. I had told him that all day. I came out of the bedroom in a "frock", a nice dress, but nothing too fancy. He was still wearing his jeans and a t-shirt. Hmm. He did change and looked quite nice. Casual pants and a nice shirt.
We went to the hotel where we had reservations and got our food. We were eating and both being really quiet so I tried to get some conversation going. I asked him what he was thinking about. "Nicole Kidman." I asked him, "Why?" He shrugged. I lost most of my appetite at that point. Lately he's been doing this thing where he compares me to all these actresses. Sometimes it's nice, but as it's been going on for months I'm sick of it. I very nearly left him sitting there at that point. I didn't though. I didn't say anything else for the rest of the meal.
After he paid, he had to go and get a parking token so I sat and waited for him. When he came past me he made some kind of rude comment under his breath and decided to walk at full speed back to his car. I had told him earlier I was wearing uncomfortable shoes and I wasn't able to walk fast. When I got to his car we drove off. He didn't talk to me. He took me to my school as I had some things to drop off there and as I got out of the car he said, "Call me later." Huh? I said, "I'm not staying here." I dropped off my stuff, got back in the car and he dropped me off at our apartment. I told him to have a good time, wherever he was going.
I went in the apartment and started changing. He came in and he changed. Then it sounded like he was going to leave again. I went and asked him if he was going to apologize to me. He didn't know what for. I told him how upset I was that I was on a romantic evening with my husband and all he could think about was an actress. He refused to apologize, and then starting saying rude things about me and my diet (get off the horse, it's already dead dammit) and stormed out again. He's still gone.
So, I'm here alone again at my computer. I'm really tired of this nonsense. I personally didn't want to spend 5 days alone with my husband, and today I see that I was right. I just can't do it. I'm not sure which one of us is worst, but I don't care either. Tomorrow he's back to work and so am I, thank goodness. I need some time to myself again.
Don't worry, I'm sure that things will be okay, but right now I'm quite upset with him.
Night.
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