CHAPTER 7
I walked over to the benches at Disneyworld and sat down, just then i noticed that justin was walking around by himself also and i went over to him and told him what i had just seen. he reacted the same way i did, he just didnt care. we started talking and that was great because we hadnt done that in a long time. next thing you know he had this look on his face like he was about to tell me some bad news. and i was right he told me he was going to college in Michigan and i was going to the university of florida. i was heartbroken. heere we were finally talking again and he was moving away in less than a month. right then my feelings werent that i was losing my best friend but i was losing my on true love. and it hit me, i love justin. but i couldnt tell him. it was just too strange with him moving away and everything. so i kept quiet.
Once graduation time came Justin was made valedictorian. He was writing his speech for weeks and he asked me to help him with it, and i did. but on graduation day his speech was totaly different then what we wrote together. the entire senior class was there watching and everyone was so excited that in a couple of hours we would all be out of high school. Well it was justins turn to go up there and read his speech. At first he was talking about how great it is to be graduating and to be moving forward towards their futures and stuff like that but then he started talking about his own personal experiences. And he was referring to me and said to me " without you in my life, i just wouldnt be living at all." I was so, i dont know what i was feeling it was really sweet. And after the graduation i went up to him and thanked him for his really sweet words. He said they were all true and it was nothing. he held my hand and gave me a hug, but we were still just "friends." That same night justin had to take a flight out to Michigan to get settled there and i couldnt bear the thought of that. I drove him to the airport and we couldnt even say goodbye knowing that we were both losing a great friendship and keeping in touch over the phone wasnt enough. I also knew i was letting go of what could be more than a friendship but what is it didnt work out between us, what would happen to our life-long friendship. The final call for his flight was announced and he had to go. Without any words he left. I watched from the window as the plan took off , and it just hit me that i made the biggest mistake of my life. I felt like such an idiot but what could i do now. The plane took off and so did i. I left the airport and just went driving around thinking.
After a few hours i went to O-TOWN TREATS because i always go there when i am sad or when i just want to hang out. Once i got there i aksed for my favorite booth that justin and I usually sit in but the waiter told me it was already taken. I felt even worse cuz our friendship felt like it was already disappearing. I was getting ready to leave when someone got up from my favorite booth and asked if i wanted to join him. I was about to say NO but I realized whise voice I just heard. I turned around to see that the person who took the booth was JUSTIN. I couldnt believe it and i just hugged him and he even had a dozen of my favorite flowers with him, which are roses, but i always told him that white roses are for friendship and red are for love. He brought me red roses, and i was so happy. he gave me a kiss that I never wanted to end. JC and kari came into O-TOWN TREATS and they saw us and we went over to them and they knew what just happened and they couldnt be happier for us. This was the beginning for justin and i as more than just friends, he told me "everything was going to be great for us, THIS I PROMISE YOU" and the only thing i could think was LIFE IS GOOD.
